This was really unexpected and I couldn´t believe he was calling me I thought he was really really mad at me but now I was talking to him all I could heard was really loud noises and robotic voices at the other side of the line, until his voice brought me back. "Hello? Emma are you there?" I was sitill frozen but capable to respond "Ye- Yeah I´m here" sighed and continued "I thought you were mad and didn´t want to talked to me, I´m really confused, why are you calling me" he laughed and I wan´t amused with this reaction what he was thinking? "Look I´m just calling you because I dindn´t want to leave the country without saying good bye to you and being ok with you, I mean you are my best friend" WHAT?!! he was leaving?!! so now I now why I was hearing that robotic voices I had to sit, this was to much for me unfurtunately Niall was walking near to me so he saw every move of my reaction, he stared at me, he looked kind of worried, WOW this was new I was talking about my friend leving and I had this blonde boy looking at me. "But why are you leaving? for how long?" I could feel the teardrops while I was waiting for an answer, but I had to be strong. He swallowed and continued "I was to hurt one of my friends invited me to Ireland, he has a little architecture office there, well is his father´s but you know that I need to practise if I want to be the best in this..I know that I was a jerk, please forgive me I was wrong because you can do with your life all the things that you want" Now I felt the guilty climbing through my spine I started crying while I said "Please forgive me for not telling to you.. Will I ever see you again?" He was taking to long to answer and I was getting nervous, finally he said "Of course you are giong to see me again, look let´s set up a date ok?" I mumbled "Yes, please" "I´ll be back in two months, so today is March 12, I´ll see you on May 12 at our park, Is that right for you? he asked with a carefree tone "Yeah that´s fine, I´ll miss you a lot and please be careful" I said and he just added "I´ll mis you too Ems, I´ll be careful and please if that jerk does something to you call me and I´ll be right back, take care" I was about to answer when he hung up.
As soon as I ended the call Niall said "Are you ok?" I smiled and replied "Yes, can we go outside?" "Of course" He said while he was following me towards the door, I was dying to tell this to Ethel but she was really happy with her new friends and I didn´t want to spoil it.

Once we were outside we sat down at a little bench that was in the middle of the little garden.
I told Niall everything and when I say everything I mean my feelings about James and how he hurted me when he was so upset about "us", I was so grateful because he only stayed there listening and conforting me, when I finished he just said " And do still you love him?" In some confusing way he seemed sad, wait was Niall afraid of my answer?. "I used to, but now the things are really different I mean he really hurted me when he left the first time, he said horrible things" I said while I wrapped my arms around my body, it was cold. He took off his jacket and then he put it on my back, he was acting really wierd, if he was trying to flirt with me, he was really wrong... but in some way I liked being treated like this "Thanks so much I´m freezing" and continued "So.. yes I was telling you that I was really in love with James but at the same time too afraid to be rejected and I felt really bad when he said that he liked me more than just friends, but now everything it´s different, I´m different and I think I´m over him" I said the last words with more sureness, I looked at Niall and he was smiling why he was smiling? for sure I will never understand boys, I was impressed by his reaction I had told him almost all my life and he was smiling I was kind of angry and started hitting him "Och, stop it you are string enough" he said trying to walk away while he was laughing "Then tell me why you were similing?, am I that ridiculous?" I said searching for an answer, we both laugh but suddenly he stopped and brushed my cheek with his cold thumb, ok this was really wierd I´m getting scared what is he doing, he leaned a little bit, Jesus Christ I´m not ready. "I was smiling because I was really glad to hear that" he said and then left.

Notes

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