Just a feeling

Niall´s P.O.V
I kissed her with so much intensity and she wasn´t responding, actually she was trying to push me away but I was stronger, after some seconds she finally gave in, she was kissing me back and I could feel how she had missed me too, we kissed under the rain for several minutes until my lungs were gasping for some air. When we broke the kiss, she was really confused, so I smiled at her, I can´t describe how happy I felt when I saw that she was smiling too.

Emma´s P.O.V
I´m the worst human being on the Earth, I mean I have a "boyfriend" and now I was kissing my ex? I guess now I undestand why all the boys say that the girls are more than complicated.
For some wierd reason, I didn´t feel bad for kissing Niall, I was more than happy. With a stolen kiss Niall opened my eyes, with only one kiss I knew that he loved me, he made me see that I was still in love with him and that James was only by my side because I wasn´t ready to be alone.

Everything seemed perfect, but I needed some space, just to clarify everything in my head and with James.
"Look Niall, I´m know that I want to be with you" I said as his smile was growing wider "but I have to orginize everything in my head, I have to know for sure that this is what I want and that is not only the short effect of a wonderful kiss" I explain to him and I see how his smile is gone, God he looks so good when he is all wet.

We make it to the tent where the party was taking place, everybody is looking at us and Ethel is already waiting for us with some towels, we both start drying ourselves. I´m putting one of the towels on my head when Eleanor and Louis came, "Guys, if you want you can change, you Niall can borrow some of Louis clothes and you Emma can borrow some of mine, you know we both brought extra clothes for the photo shoot, but I don´t want you to get ill, so go and change", I feel so embarrassed because we were ruining El´s and Lou´s photo shoot but I was almost dying and I could feel the cold from the wet clothes in my bones, Niall was also shivering. Eleanor handed us a little suitcase where the clothes were, I needed to reward her for this, she totally saved my life.
We went and changed, I heard how he went out from the men´s restroom, I looked at myself on the mirror, I was a disaster, so I pulled up my hair on a messy wet bun and looked again... well it was "better" I think that the dress was the answer because it was beautiful.
I went outside just to find Niall waiting for me, he analyzed me from head to toe and then he smiled, I just rolled my eyes and went outside, he laughed and followed me, we arrived to the tent just in time for the toast, Louis said some beautiful words to his fiancée, everyone was in tears. It was a lovely party, we danced, I was glad that Niall gave me my space and he talked to me as a friend and I was thankful for that.

It was close to midnight and I was tired, so I started looking for Ethel who was my ride home since it was her idea to bring only one car, but se was nowhere to be found, I was going to kill her, (ouch the heels were killing ME) I called her several times, but she didn´t answer. This has to be a joke... I was walking from one side to another when I heard Niall´s voice
"Are you okay Emma?" he was laughing, I´ve missed his laugh too.
"No, I´m not! I´m tired and I want to go home, but my little friend Ethel is nowher to be found and she´s my ride so.. no I´m not okay" I said triying to sound calm, but I know I didn´t even try beacuse I was so angry.
"I can take you home, if you want, I´m leaving too" He said putting his hands in his pockets.
I didn´t want to spend more time alone with Niall beacuse I knew I was going to end up kissing him, but I was really tired so I accepted his offer.
The ride was really akward, both of us in silence and in the radio a special night with only One Direction hits. "Don´t you find it akward?" I started saying.
"What?" He said as he turned the wheel to the left.
"That you are on the radio"
"I mean at first it was really really akward, but there are way more akward things" He said parking in front of my building, for a moment I thought it was a shame that we arrived so fast, because I wanted to keep talking with him, I´ve also missed that part of our relationship.
"Like?" I said getting closer to him and searching for a mature answer
"Being this close to you and contain all my desire to kiss you while your boyfriend is staring at us" he said with a playful tone. What?!? James?!?!!? oh my God! I turned around searching for a sad and angry boy aka James, but I don´t see anything so I turn back to face Niall, but instead of letting me talk he rushes his move and kiss me, this time I can´t refuse. I should´ve known he was going to do something like this and I guess that´s one of the things I missed more about Niall, his ability to surprise me.
I had to admit it I missed ever little thing Niall did.

Notes

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