
Just a feeling
Come back
Emma´s P.O.V
I ran upstairs, knocked the door while I tried to calm myself. For my luck Harry opened the door, he and Ethel were really happy and I was happy for them but the least I needed now was another member of One Direction.
He looked at me and opened his arms letting me in for a hug, I walked slowly towards him and gave him a real hug, I didn´t know if it was right but I did know that I was praying for a hug.
Suddenly I heard Ethel´s voice so I pushed Harry (it wasn´t my intention tu push him that hard) and ran to Ethel´s arms, by this moment the tears were again in my eyes, God I´ve missed he so much.
Once I stopped crying, both Harry and Ethel asked me what was wrong so I told them what Louis had told me, Harry kept moving his head up and down.
"Emma we really need you to talk to him, he wouldn´t listen any of us... and we want the old Niall back, Could you do that for us?.. for him?" Harry said with sadness in his voice.
"Harry, but if I talk to him he´s going to find out that I´m with James now"
"Maybe that will make things more easy.. you know maybe he will undestand that now you are happy and that he has to let go" Ethel said while she rubbed my back. Maybe she was right but what if he felt more betrayed?
Niall´s P.O.V
My phone was ringing, ever since December I hoped to see Emma´s name on the screen, so I swallowed and looked at the screen... Louis.. are you for real?! I answered.
"Hello?" I said with a tired tone.
"Hey bro! you´re coming right?" Louis said from the other side of the line.
"I don´t think so... I don´t think I would be able to see you and Eleanor in complete happiness, no offense bro, it´s just that those things make me feel uncomrfortable"
"Come on! you are one of my best friends and you are telling me that you are going to be there with me sharing with me and Eleanor such an important event?!??"
"I´m sorry.."
"You know Emma is coming right?"
The sound of her name made my heart race, she was going to be there.... ugg but she was going to avoid me.
"NIALL!! I WANT YOU TO COME! please! it would mean the world to me.." Louis almost screamed.
Whe he finished that line I knew that I had to be there with my friend in his engagement party.
Emma´s P.O.V
Okay, everything was ready for the party, everything but me. Niall was coming and I didn´t know how he was going to react when he knew that I was with James now.
My phone start ringing I looked at it just to find that James was calling me.
"Hello dear" I said
"You are going to kill me"
I laughed a little and answered "Why would I do that?"
"Because I won´t be there with you today.."
are you kidding me?!?!? "But why? you promised it"
"I´m sorry babe but I have to travel to Scotland right now, my grandma it´s really ill"
Well that changes everything "Oh! I´m so sorry, don´t worry! hope she gets well real soon"
"Thanks love, have fun and please stay away from that blonde loser" James said with a little laugh, I just hung up, although Niall and I weren´t together anymore, when James said those things I hated him so much.
Niall´s P.O.V
I arrived to a beutiful garden, everything seemed so Eleanor and Louis, pictures of them everywhere, candles and tea. I felt kind of dizzy with the thought of Emma and I doing all this stuff.
"NIALL!! I´m so happy to see you here" Louis said running with his arms wide open.
I smiled at him and hugged him thightly while I whispered in his ear "Congratulations! I´m so happy for you" and that was when my world stopped, in the distance I saw Emma, she looked beautiful in a blue dress, God! I´ve forgotten how beautiful she was. She seemed kind of anxious and I wanted to know what was wrong and help her.
Louis noticed that I was looking at Emma so he told me "Go with her, she needs to tell you something, but she´s too nervous"
She wanted to talk to me? woah that was completely unexpected, I walked towards her.
"Hey Emma"
She jumped a little to the sound of my voice and then she shyly smiled at me.
"Hey Niall " she said *Akward silence*
"Do you want to go for a walk?" I said
"Oh maybe we should stay here, the sky is really gray and I´m afraid it will rain"
"Come on Emma! I can assure you that it won´t rain" Ethel said, I had to thank her later for this.
"Are you coming?" I insisted as I started walking.
She rolled her eyes and followed me. She was wearing high heels so it seemed really difficult to walk in grass with those pointy things, so I helped her, when she noticed that she smiled at me. She was radiant but again that anxiety invaded her and she turned away.
"So.. How´s Cambridge?" I said
"Very good, I´m really happy right now" (yeah alright I said in my thoughts)
"And your parents?"
"Really good too, they came for Christmas"
"How nice" *Akward silence again*
I was going to ask another thing when she suddenly interrupted me. The sky was thundering harder.
"Look Niall, I want to talk to you in like a serious way, I want to tell you that you have to let me go.. our relationship is over... you have to deal with that, you have to put all your mind on your carreer and feel good because that´s what you love, music. The boys miss you so much and I don´t want to be the reason of you sadness, because I have moved on" by this moment she was crying and I felt a raindrop on my head, two, three, four, five raindrops...
"Emma let´s go inside"
"Not after I finish" She said wiping away a tear from her cheek, I let her continue.
"I want you to be the guy that I met, the happy, living and dancing guy that you were. It hurts to see you like this and it´s worst to see that it´s my fault... everything it´s my fault" we were already wet by this moment and she was sobbing loudly. I walked towards her and stroked her arm, she looked up at me, her eyes were beautiful.
"Niall I´m with James.." When she said his name I felt how all my body tensed, I looked away to hide my tears.
"Why Emma?"
"I don´t know Niall.. this is really hard for me but please let me go.." she said as she started walking away.. I watched her as she walked away with a lot of difficulties because of the rain and her high heels..
"Not again" I said to myself as I started running.
Once I was near her I said out loud "Not again, I won´t let you walk away again" she turned her face, she pulled her hair away from her face and without thinking I grabbed her arm, she refused for a second.
"What do you want from Niall?" she almost screamed because the rain was too loud.
"I want you to be with me" I said as I pulled her towards me and kissed her.
I ran upstairs, knocked the door while I tried to calm myself. For my luck Harry opened the door, he and Ethel were really happy and I was happy for them but the least I needed now was another member of One Direction.
He looked at me and opened his arms letting me in for a hug, I walked slowly towards him and gave him a real hug, I didn´t know if it was right but I did know that I was praying for a hug.
Suddenly I heard Ethel´s voice so I pushed Harry (it wasn´t my intention tu push him that hard) and ran to Ethel´s arms, by this moment the tears were again in my eyes, God I´ve missed he so much.
Once I stopped crying, both Harry and Ethel asked me what was wrong so I told them what Louis had told me, Harry kept moving his head up and down.
"Emma we really need you to talk to him, he wouldn´t listen any of us... and we want the old Niall back, Could you do that for us?.. for him?" Harry said with sadness in his voice.
"Harry, but if I talk to him he´s going to find out that I´m with James now"
"Maybe that will make things more easy.. you know maybe he will undestand that now you are happy and that he has to let go" Ethel said while she rubbed my back. Maybe she was right but what if he felt more betrayed?
Niall´s P.O.V
My phone was ringing, ever since December I hoped to see Emma´s name on the screen, so I swallowed and looked at the screen... Louis.. are you for real?! I answered.
"Hello?" I said with a tired tone.
"Hey bro! you´re coming right?" Louis said from the other side of the line.
"I don´t think so... I don´t think I would be able to see you and Eleanor in complete happiness, no offense bro, it´s just that those things make me feel uncomrfortable"
"Come on! you are one of my best friends and you are telling me that you are going to be there with me sharing with me and Eleanor such an important event?!??"
"I´m sorry.."
"You know Emma is coming right?"
The sound of her name made my heart race, she was going to be there.... ugg but she was going to avoid me.
"NIALL!! I WANT YOU TO COME! please! it would mean the world to me.." Louis almost screamed.
Whe he finished that line I knew that I had to be there with my friend in his engagement party.
Emma´s P.O.V
Okay, everything was ready for the party, everything but me. Niall was coming and I didn´t know how he was going to react when he knew that I was with James now.
My phone start ringing I looked at it just to find that James was calling me.
"Hello dear" I said
"You are going to kill me"
I laughed a little and answered "Why would I do that?"
"Because I won´t be there with you today.."
are you kidding me?!?!? "But why? you promised it"
"I´m sorry babe but I have to travel to Scotland right now, my grandma it´s really ill"
Well that changes everything "Oh! I´m so sorry, don´t worry! hope she gets well real soon"
"Thanks love, have fun and please stay away from that blonde loser" James said with a little laugh, I just hung up, although Niall and I weren´t together anymore, when James said those things I hated him so much.
Niall´s P.O.V
I arrived to a beutiful garden, everything seemed so Eleanor and Louis, pictures of them everywhere, candles and tea. I felt kind of dizzy with the thought of Emma and I doing all this stuff.
"NIALL!! I´m so happy to see you here" Louis said running with his arms wide open.
I smiled at him and hugged him thightly while I whispered in his ear "Congratulations! I´m so happy for you" and that was when my world stopped, in the distance I saw Emma, she looked beautiful in a blue dress, God! I´ve forgotten how beautiful she was. She seemed kind of anxious and I wanted to know what was wrong and help her.
Louis noticed that I was looking at Emma so he told me "Go with her, she needs to tell you something, but she´s too nervous"
She wanted to talk to me? woah that was completely unexpected, I walked towards her.
"Hey Emma"
She jumped a little to the sound of my voice and then she shyly smiled at me.
"Hey Niall " she said *Akward silence*
"Do you want to go for a walk?" I said
"Oh maybe we should stay here, the sky is really gray and I´m afraid it will rain"
"Come on Emma! I can assure you that it won´t rain" Ethel said, I had to thank her later for this.
"Are you coming?" I insisted as I started walking.
She rolled her eyes and followed me. She was wearing high heels so it seemed really difficult to walk in grass with those pointy things, so I helped her, when she noticed that she smiled at me. She was radiant but again that anxiety invaded her and she turned away.
"So.. How´s Cambridge?" I said
"Very good, I´m really happy right now" (yeah alright I said in my thoughts)
"And your parents?"
"Really good too, they came for Christmas"
"How nice" *Akward silence again*
I was going to ask another thing when she suddenly interrupted me. The sky was thundering harder.
"Look Niall, I want to talk to you in like a serious way, I want to tell you that you have to let me go.. our relationship is over... you have to deal with that, you have to put all your mind on your carreer and feel good because that´s what you love, music. The boys miss you so much and I don´t want to be the reason of you sadness, because I have moved on" by this moment she was crying and I felt a raindrop on my head, two, three, four, five raindrops...
"Emma let´s go inside"
"Not after I finish" She said wiping away a tear from her cheek, I let her continue.
"I want you to be the guy that I met, the happy, living and dancing guy that you were. It hurts to see you like this and it´s worst to see that it´s my fault... everything it´s my fault" we were already wet by this moment and she was sobbing loudly. I walked towards her and stroked her arm, she looked up at me, her eyes were beautiful.
"Niall I´m with James.." When she said his name I felt how all my body tensed, I looked away to hide my tears.
"Why Emma?"
"I don´t know Niall.. this is really hard for me but please let me go.." she said as she started walking away.. I watched her as she walked away with a lot of difficulties because of the rain and her high heels..
"Not again" I said to myself as I started running.
Once I was near her I said out loud "Not again, I won´t let you walk away again" she turned her face, she pulled her hair away from her face and without thinking I grabbed her arm, she refused for a second.
"What do you want from Niall?" she almost screamed because the rain was too loud.
"I want you to be with me" I said as I pulled her towards me and kissed her.
Notes
Hope you like it!! xxx please comment! your opinions make me happy! hahahahaha :DWhat do you think Emma should do?
Should Niall tell her the truth about James?
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ps. Thank you for still being here! I love you soo much!
Your welcome. I actually want to see how this story is going to turn out. Like the ending:)
12/10/13