
Just a feeling
Leaving
Niall´s P.O.V
"Right... and that´s interesting because..." She said with a confused face.
"Um I just wanted to let you know that...you know what I have to go Paul is calling us, but maybe I will call you. Bye Emma" I hung up and her face disappeared and the pain in my chest, I gave up on her, everytime I said that I had to convince myself that this desicion was for her own happiness.
I closed my computer and I was feeling really low and only one thing could fix that... the feel of the strings of my guitar beneath my fingertips.
Emma´s P.O.V
I was really confused, he just told me that the man who took those pictures was british, I mean it wasn´t my intention to be rude but I didn´t give a fuck about that man´s nationality, I thought he was going to say something with more importance... something that could fix our relationship.
He never called again..
-2 months later-
Somedays I still woke up with the thought of Niall in my head, thanks god vacations were here and I will be able to go back to London and stay with Ethel for Holidays, my parents were also coming so I felt better with the thought that I will have some rest from classes.
James was with me all the time and I think our realationship was getting better and better everyday, he was coming to London with me too.
Everything seemed perfect until I saw that One Direction was back in the UK, but as soon as I saw that news I convinced myself that he might be in Ireland so he was kind of far away from me.
"Emmaaaaa!!!" I heard someone screming at the train station, I turned around to see Ethel running to hug me, I ran to and we stayed together for a long time and soon James was hugging both of us.
"Merry Christmas Emma! I´m so happy to be with you again, I missed you a lot." she started walking as she grabbed me from my arm "Let´s hurry because your parents, my parents and Har-" she stopped walking and faced me, she was worried about my reaction of hearing that Harry Styles one of Niall´s best friend was going to celebrate Christmas with us, I didn´t want her to get worried so I tried to hide the anxiety that was invading me. I smiled at her and she smiled back, I was happy to be here.
Me and James helped Ethel with everything.. decoration, dinner, christmas tree, lights. We were already ready when the bell rang, I jumped a little and saw how Ethel ran to open the door, I closed my eyes until I heard my mom´s voice. I ran and hugged my parents.
"Merry Christmas darling" my mom said as my dad handed me a really beautiful box wrapped in Christmas paper.My parents seemed really surprised when they saw James there but they smiled to him and then to me. I was really happy to see them again.
Ethel´s parents came in too and gave me another present, they were like my second family.
We talked for a long time until the bell rang again, the only one missing was Harry so I felt how my heart was beating really fast and for a moment I hoped for Niall to be behind that door, I smiled to myself with the thought of spending Christmas with Niall.
But when I faced up to see who was entering it was only Harry, I felt how my smiled vanished away, he greeted everyone in the flat and finally he was walking towards me and that´s when I felt Jame´s hand on my waist, like he was trying to show Harry that he was really close to me, I moved away a little and Harry smiled to me.
Everything was perfect, we had a great night and I was really thankful with Harry because he never talked about their tour or One Direction. We opened the presents all of them beautiful, we were done with all of them but suddenly James got up and said "Emma I brought you something" he took a little box from his pocket and for a moment I thought the worst, but he opened the box to show me a beautiful bracelet, he took my hand to put it. I can´t deny it was really beautiful but it was kind of a wierd situatio.
"Well I have to go, because tomorrow I have to travel to France to spend some time with my family as they all flew to Paris, so .." James said as he started walking to the door, my parents said good bye to him and Ethel´s too, Harry also said good bye but with a more hostile tone and Ethel hugged him to, he looked at me and I had the "great idea" to walk with him to the door.
I opened the door and kissed his cheek, he was already outside when Ethel screamed "YOU BOTH ARE UNDER THE MISTLETOE, NOW KISS!" this had to be a joke... I smiled at James as he got closer, I turned away and my parents were smiling, I looked at Ethel and told her with my eyes that I was going to kill her.
"Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss" Ethel´s mom said with excitement, I turned again to face James and I gave him a quick kiss but when I was already pulling my head away from him, he pulled me and gave me a real kiss, I tried to push him away but he was too strong and now I was getting lost into his kiss and for a moment as hard at it seemed the thought of Niall was fading away.
"Right... and that´s interesting because..." She said with a confused face.
"Um I just wanted to let you know that...you know what I have to go Paul is calling us, but maybe I will call you. Bye Emma" I hung up and her face disappeared and the pain in my chest, I gave up on her, everytime I said that I had to convince myself that this desicion was for her own happiness.
I closed my computer and I was feeling really low and only one thing could fix that... the feel of the strings of my guitar beneath my fingertips.
Emma´s P.O.V
I was really confused, he just told me that the man who took those pictures was british, I mean it wasn´t my intention to be rude but I didn´t give a fuck about that man´s nationality, I thought he was going to say something with more importance... something that could fix our relationship.
He never called again..
-2 months later-
Somedays I still woke up with the thought of Niall in my head, thanks god vacations were here and I will be able to go back to London and stay with Ethel for Holidays, my parents were also coming so I felt better with the thought that I will have some rest from classes.
James was with me all the time and I think our realationship was getting better and better everyday, he was coming to London with me too.
Everything seemed perfect until I saw that One Direction was back in the UK, but as soon as I saw that news I convinced myself that he might be in Ireland so he was kind of far away from me.
"Emmaaaaa!!!" I heard someone screming at the train station, I turned around to see Ethel running to hug me, I ran to and we stayed together for a long time and soon James was hugging both of us.
"Merry Christmas Emma! I´m so happy to be with you again, I missed you a lot." she started walking as she grabbed me from my arm "Let´s hurry because your parents, my parents and Har-" she stopped walking and faced me, she was worried about my reaction of hearing that Harry Styles one of Niall´s best friend was going to celebrate Christmas with us, I didn´t want her to get worried so I tried to hide the anxiety that was invading me. I smiled at her and she smiled back, I was happy to be here.
Me and James helped Ethel with everything.. decoration, dinner, christmas tree, lights. We were already ready when the bell rang, I jumped a little and saw how Ethel ran to open the door, I closed my eyes until I heard my mom´s voice. I ran and hugged my parents.
"Merry Christmas darling" my mom said as my dad handed me a really beautiful box wrapped in Christmas paper.My parents seemed really surprised when they saw James there but they smiled to him and then to me. I was really happy to see them again.
Ethel´s parents came in too and gave me another present, they were like my second family.
We talked for a long time until the bell rang again, the only one missing was Harry so I felt how my heart was beating really fast and for a moment I hoped for Niall to be behind that door, I smiled to myself with the thought of spending Christmas with Niall.
But when I faced up to see who was entering it was only Harry, I felt how my smiled vanished away, he greeted everyone in the flat and finally he was walking towards me and that´s when I felt Jame´s hand on my waist, like he was trying to show Harry that he was really close to me, I moved away a little and Harry smiled to me.
Everything was perfect, we had a great night and I was really thankful with Harry because he never talked about their tour or One Direction. We opened the presents all of them beautiful, we were done with all of them but suddenly James got up and said "Emma I brought you something" he took a little box from his pocket and for a moment I thought the worst, but he opened the box to show me a beautiful bracelet, he took my hand to put it. I can´t deny it was really beautiful but it was kind of a wierd situatio.
"Well I have to go, because tomorrow I have to travel to France to spend some time with my family as they all flew to Paris, so .." James said as he started walking to the door, my parents said good bye to him and Ethel´s too, Harry also said good bye but with a more hostile tone and Ethel hugged him to, he looked at me and I had the "great idea" to walk with him to the door.
I opened the door and kissed his cheek, he was already outside when Ethel screamed "YOU BOTH ARE UNDER THE MISTLETOE, NOW KISS!" this had to be a joke... I smiled at James as he got closer, I turned away and my parents were smiling, I looked at Ethel and told her with my eyes that I was going to kill her.
"Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss" Ethel´s mom said with excitement, I turned again to face James and I gave him a quick kiss but when I was already pulling my head away from him, he pulled me and gave me a real kiss, I tried to push him away but he was too strong and now I was getting lost into his kiss and for a moment as hard at it seemed the thought of Niall was fading away.
Notes
Hey!! Hope you like it!! please comment! and I have to say thanks a lot to all the people that is reading this story!! love you! xxx :)Author´s tip to cry like her. D:
If you want to cry... here´s a tip: listen to "Let her go" by: passenger (you can listen the original song or the cover from "The Vamps")
This song literally describes how Niall was feeling after he decided to let Emma go.
hope you doesn´t cry as much as me! please leave me a comment about the song or the chapter or your life or a personal question... or anything.
Your welcome. I actually want to see how this story is going to turn out. Like the ending:)
12/10/13