
Just a feeling
Let go
Emma´s P.O.V
"Ethel his calling me via skype, what do I do?"
"Choose my little waffle" I didn´t know how Ethel could be funny in this harsh time and just when I was about to ask her that she was alredy gone.
I was staring at my laptop´s screen he was still there calling, my mind was full of thoughts and feelings and I had to make a quick decision so I closed my eyes and clicked to recieve the call.
Niall´s P.O.V
I left my computer for a moment, I was still waiting for Emma to recieve my call, it felt like ages, so I decided to stop satring at the screen to be more relaxed. I was losing hope when I heard a voice coming through my computer, it was Emma´s voice and I couldn´t believe it. I ran to sit in front of the screen but first I fell I could hear a little laugh, I could never forget her laugh but hearing it again was the best thing that could ever happen to me in that rough times.
I got up with a smile on my face but as soon as I was in front of the screen her smile disappeared so as mine.
I didn´t know how to start so I asked basic questions and she answered all of them but with really short words. I was really anxious to tell her the news I had about her little friend James.
"Emma I have to tell you something.." I said clearing my throat
"What is it Niall?"
"First of all you have to promise me that you are going to believe me"
"Well is hard to do that after you know... you cheated on me" the last sentence caused pain in my chest and maybe she was right but I couldn´t and wouldn´t give up on her.
"I know that I was a jerk and that really hurt you but I did some research and found something pretty interesting"
"And what is that" she said with a relaxed tone almost disinterested.
"Look the night that I went to that club none of the paps could enter and the pictures were taken with a cell phone so I went to the magazine offices and talked to the guy that wrote that notice about me cheating on you and he told me that a normal guy sold him the pictures"
"And? I don´t understand why this is interesting?" Emma said.
"That guy had a strong british accent and he was just like.." I wasn´t sure about this because I didn´t know if she wasn´t going to believe me or I was going to hurt her by telling her that her best friend was the responsible of our problems.
"Was what?"
"Was... Emma please believe me when I tell you that I won´t give up on us I will fight to be with you again and this maybe will make you think about us. Emma I find it so hard to be without you, I can´t sleep right, I´m always thinking about our moments together and how we uses to be a perfect couple, I miss your body against mine. I miss everything about you, your laugh, your jokes, your hands, your hugs, your smile... your lips. Emma I´m going to end up crazy if you don´t forgive me and if I´m not with you anymore. You are my weakness. So please Emma believe me" her eyes were already full of tears, but she was smiling.
"Niall... what were you going to tell me about the guy who sold the pictures" she said while she was wiping away her tears, I thought she was going to say that she missed me too.
No! I couldn´t hurt Emma, not again and of course not by telling her about James and his despicable plan so..
"The guy who sold the pictures was... sent from the british press" when I finished the sentece, she seemed really confused, I couldnpt believe that I was covering James, well I wasn´t doing this for him I was doing this for Emma although I knew I was going to loose her, I felt some pain in my chest, this was really hard, but somebody sometime told me that if you love something you have to let it go and right now that was what I was doing, staying away from Emma to keep her safe and happy.
"Ethel his calling me via skype, what do I do?"
"Choose my little waffle" I didn´t know how Ethel could be funny in this harsh time and just when I was about to ask her that she was alredy gone.
I was staring at my laptop´s screen he was still there calling, my mind was full of thoughts and feelings and I had to make a quick decision so I closed my eyes and clicked to recieve the call.
Niall´s P.O.V
I left my computer for a moment, I was still waiting for Emma to recieve my call, it felt like ages, so I decided to stop satring at the screen to be more relaxed. I was losing hope when I heard a voice coming through my computer, it was Emma´s voice and I couldn´t believe it. I ran to sit in front of the screen but first I fell I could hear a little laugh, I could never forget her laugh but hearing it again was the best thing that could ever happen to me in that rough times.
I got up with a smile on my face but as soon as I was in front of the screen her smile disappeared so as mine.
I didn´t know how to start so I asked basic questions and she answered all of them but with really short words. I was really anxious to tell her the news I had about her little friend James.
"Emma I have to tell you something.." I said clearing my throat
"What is it Niall?"
"First of all you have to promise me that you are going to believe me"
"Well is hard to do that after you know... you cheated on me" the last sentence caused pain in my chest and maybe she was right but I couldn´t and wouldn´t give up on her.
"I know that I was a jerk and that really hurt you but I did some research and found something pretty interesting"
"And what is that" she said with a relaxed tone almost disinterested.
"Look the night that I went to that club none of the paps could enter and the pictures were taken with a cell phone so I went to the magazine offices and talked to the guy that wrote that notice about me cheating on you and he told me that a normal guy sold him the pictures"
"And? I don´t understand why this is interesting?" Emma said.
"That guy had a strong british accent and he was just like.." I wasn´t sure about this because I didn´t know if she wasn´t going to believe me or I was going to hurt her by telling her that her best friend was the responsible of our problems.
"Was what?"
"Was... Emma please believe me when I tell you that I won´t give up on us I will fight to be with you again and this maybe will make you think about us. Emma I find it so hard to be without you, I can´t sleep right, I´m always thinking about our moments together and how we uses to be a perfect couple, I miss your body against mine. I miss everything about you, your laugh, your jokes, your hands, your hugs, your smile... your lips. Emma I´m going to end up crazy if you don´t forgive me and if I´m not with you anymore. You are my weakness. So please Emma believe me" her eyes were already full of tears, but she was smiling.
"Niall... what were you going to tell me about the guy who sold the pictures" she said while she was wiping away her tears, I thought she was going to say that she missed me too.
No! I couldn´t hurt Emma, not again and of course not by telling her about James and his despicable plan so..
"The guy who sold the pictures was... sent from the british press" when I finished the sentece, she seemed really confused, I couldnpt believe that I was covering James, well I wasn´t doing this for him I was doing this for Emma although I knew I was going to loose her, I felt some pain in my chest, this was really hard, but somebody sometime told me that if you love something you have to let it go and right now that was what I was doing, staying away from Emma to keep her safe and happy.
Notes
Hope you like it!!! xxxWhat do you think about Niall´s decision??
Your welcome. I actually want to see how this story is going to turn out. Like the ending:)
12/10/13