I was missing Ethel a lot and as hard as it was to admit it Niall was the cause of my tears some nights, fortunately James was most of the time by my side, but only as friends because I wasn´t ready for more. He was there to cheer me up and Ethel called most of the days, she really wanted to be there with me but she was really busy in London and I was in the same situation with the university. The classes were helping me to keep my mind away from Niall.

Later at night I opened my laptop and started reading some tweets, I had totally abandoned my account so I had a lot of mentions and stuff, most of the times I didn´t read all of my mentions but this time I was really bored so I started reading each one of them. That was a bad idea.
I was reading so much hate that I started crying, I don´t know why, when I was with Niall I didn´t give a shit but right now I was really vulnerable and I didn´t have Niall by my side to cheer me up, I missed him so much and for a moment I thought about calling him but I regretted myself just when I was just about to dial the number. So instead I wiped away my tears and called Ethel.
"Hello dear, how´s everything going? is James with you?" I heard at the other side of the line.
"Woah, hold up! I´m calling you because I´m in the middle of a crisis"
By the tone in her voice I knew she already knew what I was talking about.
"Breath Emma, do you want me to go?"
"No Eth I just want to talk with you about..."
"About what? about..Niall?" the last word was like a whisper.
"Kind of... Ugg Ethel I miss him so much! I miss how he hugged me, how he made me laugh and cry! I miss how he ate, how he talked I miss everything about him! and I don´t know what to do I think that this is driving me mad" I found myself searching for some air.
"Oh... Emma... I don´t know what to say... Maybe you are meant to be together and maybe... you.. should give him and opportunity" I couldn´t believe what she was saying.
"Ethel are you sure that you know what are you saying? because I.... I really don´t know what to do, he cheated on me! and I´m going to forgive him just beacuse I´m too childish to get over him, maybe you are right or maybe I should start dating someone else" for a moment I thought that Ethel wasn´t there anymore but suddenly I heard her voice saying.
"Maybe.." I was still on the phone waiting for Ethel to say something else but a noise coming from my computer distracted me.
It was an incoming skype call this was the time to decide wich "maybe" was I choosing, because the one that was calling me was Niall.

Notes

hey guys!!! sorry for being too late!!! I´m really really sorry but I was having problems with my internet! D: But I´m back!!! hahaha
hope you like it!! xxx please comment and tell me what would you do if you were Emma considering that you only know the stuff that Emma knows.. would you receive that call?
lots of love!!