Emma´s P.O.V
"So do you still love him?" Ethel asked while she was rubbing my back, the truth was that I didn´t know who was she talking about, Niall or James.
"You are talking about... who?" I said with confussion in my eyes and my voice.
"Oh my god Emma... are you trying to tell me that you don´t know who do you love?" she said covering her mouth with her hands, no... I was sure that I was sure that I was still in love with Niall, but James... it was true I was really confused with all my thoughts and feelings.
"Oh Ethel, I don´t know what to do"
"Well.. I brought you something for you" she said half smiling, she seemed very nervous so I tried to make her feel more comfortable.
"Is it chocolote? because I´m dying for some chocolate ice-cream or at least some chocolates" I said althoughI knew it was something more impressive, but what else could it be?
"No Emma... I .. Niall" I felt a shiver down my spine whwn I heard his name, oh no!. She didn´t bring Niallhere, no she couldn´t, he was in America. For a moment I felt a sparkle of happiness with the thought that he was here. I stayed quietwaiting for Ethel´s surprise.
"Look don´t be mad at me, he was really persistent, he wanted to come, obviously I told him that he broke your heart and I even pushed him but I brought him beca-" before she could finish the sentence I was running to the bedroom doors, I pushed the doors and I saw Ethel running behind me "Emma! Wait!" and when she said those words I stopped and remembered what Niall did. Ethel was now by my side, she started walking and I followed her, she was showing me the way to Niall. I was going to see him and my mind was filled with a lot of feelings.
Ethel stopped where two guys were fighting, I thought people would be more mature now that we were in Cambridge. I was going to ask sometinh to Ethel when I saw she was running towards the boys that were now being separated by other students, I was really confused until I saw that the boys that were fighting were Niall and James.
I was so disapointed of both of them, I felt the anger in my throat and suddenly I felt the tears on my cheeks and an overwhelming feeling to slap their faces. I kept staring at them, both of them turned to face me and niticed that I was crying. They were now walking towards me but I atepped back, Ethel was again by my side and she didn´t say a word she knew that I was really angry.
"Can I talk to you?" Niall said with blood in his nose.
"Emma please are you going to believe him?" James said with a sarcastic tone. Niall was lifting again his fist, but I stopped him.
"Come on Niall let´s talk, and you James just stay away for a while" I said walking by Niall´s side.
We found a little bench, I can tell that I was really nervous and I didn´t know if I was going to be strong enough to tell him that I didn´t love him anymore, although I knew that was a cruel lie.

Niall´s P.O.V
At least I was going to finally explain him everything, I didn´t want to tell her something that could hurt her more.
"So what do you want to talk about?" she said with a big sigh while she sat on the bench.
"Well I have to tell you that I wasn´t sober that night and I barely remember that night, I was really sad because I was alone and without you, maybe that girl kissed me but you have to believe me that she kissed me"
"I don´t know Niall... I don´t know what to think, you didn´t answer your phone it seemed that you were avoiding me and James-" UGGH again that guy!
"First: I was really busy on tour that´s why I couldn´t aswer to your calls I´m really sorry and that´s why I called you a hundred times and now you were the one that was avoiding me" she was trying to say something but I continued I has to tell her everything so I continued. "Please let me finish, second: Now you are listening to James the boy who kissed you and almost ruined everything between you and me? are you telling me that now you believe in him?" I told her with a louder tone, but I was really angry with her and obviously with James. She was now looking to the ground I wanted to hug her and stay by her side but I didn´t know if she would let me, so I stayed in my position and just added.
"I´m sorry Emma, you know that I love you and you are the reason that I came all the way from America, just to explain everything to you"
She got up from the bench and I felt a drop on my head, it was going to rain, in one second we were all wet, it was raning really hard. She walked towards me until we were really close, I wanted to stay like this and kiss her several times.
"Niall.. I don´t think I can keep this lifestyle, missing you everyday that you are away and being away from you when you can be with other girls, like the one from the magazine I´m sorry to tell you this but..." I was afraid for what she was going to tell and she continued "I don´t love you anymore, once I heard that you can´t love what hurts you, so please go away because there´s nothing for you here" I felt my heart on my feet, she wasn´t saying this, I got closer to her and kissed her but she pushed me away and started running to her bedroom.
I watched her as she was running away from me, the rain was cold but it felt warmer than the hole that I felt in my chest.

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