When we arrived to my old house I was really nervous, but fortunately Ethel and Niall were by my side to hold me. I ran the bell and waited for a little bit until I saw Linda, my mother. Her blonde her was in a perfect bun and her gaze was full of joy and water. She stayed away and for a moment I was dying to hug her, but I just smiled at her and she did the same.
"Hello, you must be Linda. I´m Niall" he said reaching for my mom´s hand and trying to break the akward silence, he made a pause and continued "I´m.. Emma´s... Emma´s boyfriend" he finally said.
"I know who you are" she said with a smile on her face and shaking Niall´s hand. "Oh how rude am I being, please come in" as we entered Ethel hugged my mom I was dying to be between her arms.

Once we were inside a lot of memories came to my mind, that was my house, I felt home. Some steps distracted me from all my thoughts, I turned around and I saw Tom, my dad. He stayed at my mother´s side just staring at us, Niall introduced again as my boyfriend and I can tell that my dad wasn´t ready because he looked at me confused. I have missed the so much.
All the afternoon went right and I was getting more comfortable, my mom had always been really good at cooking and I missed her food, the dinner was perfect. We talked about Niall and his important career, my parents seemed really amused with his presence and I felt better when he was near me I felt more confident with myself, I was going to miss him a lot now that he was leaving for the tour in America.

When I looked at my parents and their smiles I felt so bad for running away, because they were really good parents, I guess you don´t know what you have until you loose it.
I encouraged myself and asked to talk to my parents in private. Niall and Ethel went outside, well Ethel wanted to stay to be with me and cheer me but Niall insited on taking her outside.
My hand were shaking so bad when I was alone with Linda and Tom.
"Hon-" my mom started saying but I interrupted her because I was dying to tell them that I was really sorry.
"Lind-" when I started saying her name she just squeezed my dad´s hand and looking to the ground, I was almost crying already, but I was capable to continue and I did.
"Mom and Dad, I´m really sorry for running away, I was really selfish. I was really stupid" when I said the last word both of them were denying with their heads moving from one way to the other.
"You have to know that I was really confused and I guess that all my anger from being rejected at my birth was really painful but I didn´t have to make YOU suffer for that, I mean you´ve given me everything, you accepted me in your family when no one wanted me" by this time the tears in my mother´s eyes were really painful to see. I tried to continue but I couldn´t they seemed really wounded.
"I´m so sorr-" but I couldn´t finish the sentence because all the feelings were in my throat.
They got up and hugged me, just the way they did when I was afraid of dark or monsters in my wardrobe. Between that hug I felt safe and at home.
"We love you little Ems and we are really happy to have you here at home again" My dad said
"I love you too and I missed you a lot" I said crying like a child.
My mom looked at me and hugged me again, again the remorse of leaving them was filling all my heart and mind. She broke the hug, holded my head and said with worry in her eyes.
"Now you have to tell us all about that boybander, Niall. We though that you were in love with James, then what happened"
I didn´t know if they were ready to hear all the story including violent James, the gigs and the most important... I didn´t know if the were ready to hear about... the contract.
But a part of me knew that everything was going to be alright so I called Niall and Ethel inside I needed them to explain the last few months of my crazy and unbelievable

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