
Just a feeling
Truly
I ran upstairs and I wasn´t ready to find that scene, Niall was on the floor with blood coming out of his nose and James was standing at the frame door without moving or saying a word with his fist up. You have to be kidding me! James hit Niall? I ran pushing away James and knelt beside Niall I looked at his bloody face, he wasn´t answering to any of my movements or voice sounds.
"What did you do?" I yealled at James, who finally came back to earth, he stared at me.
"He doesn´t deserve you Emma, he´s just a famous dude who plays with all the girls feelings, I really care about you, I still love you"
"Yeah alright, you don´t even know him and if you care about me why did you kissed me at the park? I bet you called those paps didn´t you? seriously James do you need that kind of atenttion?" I said with tears in my eyes and my voice
breaking.
"No Emma I wasn´t looking for atenttion I just wanted to make you see that this life is really tough for you" I don´t know
why but I didn´t believe a word he said.
"Well it´s my life isn´t it and if I´m here getting along with all the paps and gossip is for someting do you have an idea why I´m still here by his side?" I looked at him, he was really wounded, but he had to respect my decisions "Yes James, I love him, the way I loved you one day, but now I´m really happy with Niall so please leave"
He punched the wall next to the door and I jumped a little, he was actin really violent. In that moment Niall started moving, thanks God. James turned, faced Niall and then me.
"Ok Emma if you ask me to leave, I will. But remember that if you are not with me you won´t be with anyone else. When
this guy wake up tell him that and tell him to watch his back" He left, I didn´t undestand why James was acting like that, he had been always a good, nice and kind boy. I looked back to Niall and saw that he was already with his eyes wide open and trying to get up.
"I will kill that boy" He said while I pulled him back to my lap.
"Leave it Niall, I´m so sorry for this" I said pullin a kleenex from the box that was on the table next to us and started to
clean his face, he toched my hand and kept aour hands together on his cheek.
"Ems, I´m the one who has to say sorry for all the things that I said to you, I heard all your conversation with James" oh
you sneaky Niall. I smiled at him letting a tear scape from my eye. He reached for my cheek, wiped away the tear and
continued "I´ve alwas wanted to tell you this.. I love you Emma with all my heart" I leaned and kissed him.
After he claned his face I grabbed his hand tight and guided him to the little dinning room, everything was so beautiful.
"This is precious, I wish I had a better looking outfit, but don´t you think Mr.Horan that I´m going to forgive you always with a special dinner" He put hs hands on my waist, hugged me and then said: "You look beautiful and does it works for the fist fight?" "Perfectly" I answered with a whisper in his ear.
We had dinner just talking about random stuff until he changed his face to a more serious tone.
"Look Emma I said stupid thing to you and I want to explain you why I acted that way"
"Niall you don´t hav-"I tried to said but he continued "No Emma please this is something that I owe you"
"At first everything was amazing, I was really enjoying my famous life. But I started to loose control, girls, alcohol. I was depressed because I didn´t see my family at all, and everything seemen fake and empty. I was lonely. I was in the middle of all the gossips and with al the car crashings I face death a couple of times. When I met you everything changed, you showed me that I still had a propose in life, you stayed with me all the time. I knew you had a contract but I believed in you because no matter what you trusted in me and you showed me that I have to be grateful for the family that I have. And I was a fool by thinking that you were fake to but please forgive me for thinking that you were like the others" when he finished, he looked at me and I reached for his hand, we stayed with our hands intertwined for a couple of minutes until he got up without letting my hand go.
"What are you doing?" I said laughin but getting up to.
"Let´s dance babe"
"But there´s no music" I said trying to refuse.
"You are forgetting that I can sing" By this moment I was already melting in his arms.
Truly, madly, deeply I am foolishly completly falling and somehow you caved all my walls in so baby say you´ll always keep me truly madly, crazy, deeply in love with you.
I forgot about everything in that time I was looking just at his face and thinking how much I love him.
"What did you do?" I yealled at James, who finally came back to earth, he stared at me.
"He doesn´t deserve you Emma, he´s just a famous dude who plays with all the girls feelings, I really care about you, I still love you"
"Yeah alright, you don´t even know him and if you care about me why did you kissed me at the park? I bet you called those paps didn´t you? seriously James do you need that kind of atenttion?" I said with tears in my eyes and my voice
breaking.
"No Emma I wasn´t looking for atenttion I just wanted to make you see that this life is really tough for you" I don´t know
why but I didn´t believe a word he said.
"Well it´s my life isn´t it and if I´m here getting along with all the paps and gossip is for someting do you have an idea why I´m still here by his side?" I looked at him, he was really wounded, but he had to respect my decisions "Yes James, I love him, the way I loved you one day, but now I´m really happy with Niall so please leave"
He punched the wall next to the door and I jumped a little, he was actin really violent. In that moment Niall started moving, thanks God. James turned, faced Niall and then me.
"Ok Emma if you ask me to leave, I will. But remember that if you are not with me you won´t be with anyone else. When
this guy wake up tell him that and tell him to watch his back" He left, I didn´t undestand why James was acting like that, he had been always a good, nice and kind boy. I looked back to Niall and saw that he was already with his eyes wide open and trying to get up.
"I will kill that boy" He said while I pulled him back to my lap.
"Leave it Niall, I´m so sorry for this" I said pullin a kleenex from the box that was on the table next to us and started to
clean his face, he toched my hand and kept aour hands together on his cheek.
"Ems, I´m the one who has to say sorry for all the things that I said to you, I heard all your conversation with James" oh
you sneaky Niall. I smiled at him letting a tear scape from my eye. He reached for my cheek, wiped away the tear and
continued "I´ve alwas wanted to tell you this.. I love you Emma with all my heart" I leaned and kissed him.
After he claned his face I grabbed his hand tight and guided him to the little dinning room, everything was so beautiful.
"This is precious, I wish I had a better looking outfit, but don´t you think Mr.Horan that I´m going to forgive you always with a special dinner" He put hs hands on my waist, hugged me and then said: "You look beautiful and does it works for the fist fight?" "Perfectly" I answered with a whisper in his ear.
We had dinner just talking about random stuff until he changed his face to a more serious tone.
"Look Emma I said stupid thing to you and I want to explain you why I acted that way"
"Niall you don´t hav-"I tried to said but he continued "No Emma please this is something that I owe you"
"At first everything was amazing, I was really enjoying my famous life. But I started to loose control, girls, alcohol. I was depressed because I didn´t see my family at all, and everything seemen fake and empty. I was lonely. I was in the middle of all the gossips and with al the car crashings I face death a couple of times. When I met you everything changed, you showed me that I still had a propose in life, you stayed with me all the time. I knew you had a contract but I believed in you because no matter what you trusted in me and you showed me that I have to be grateful for the family that I have. And I was a fool by thinking that you were fake to but please forgive me for thinking that you were like the others" when he finished, he looked at me and I reached for his hand, we stayed with our hands intertwined for a couple of minutes until he got up without letting my hand go.
"What are you doing?" I said laughin but getting up to.
"Let´s dance babe"
"But there´s no music" I said trying to refuse.
"You are forgetting that I can sing" By this moment I was already melting in his arms.
Truly, madly, deeply I am foolishly completly falling and somehow you caved all my walls in so baby say you´ll always keep me truly madly, crazy, deeply in love with you.
I forgot about everything in that time I was looking just at his face and thinking how much I love him.
Your welcome. I actually want to see how this story is going to turn out. Like the ending:)
12/10/13