Everyone was really happy with our relationship, I can tell that I was too.
Everytime we stepped out together we were mobbed by paparazzis and fans, who were starting to knew me better, it was still shocking for me when they asked me to take pictures with them when I was out with Ethel. Nevertheless... everything seemed perfect. Although we have told management that we were together, like, in real life, they insisted with the agenda and I had to say yes because I was still without resources to pay university which was close now and I was already in, my life was perfect but I felt that something was missing, maybe it was the fact that I haven´t spoke with James, fortunately today was the day, today was March 12 so finally I was going to tell him everything.

"Ethel do you think everything is going to be okay with James?" I asked my best friend while we were watching tv.
"Don´t worry Ems, If James really loves you, he´s going to understand. Haven´t you heard that if you love something you have to let it go?" She said putting her arm around my shoulders.
"Yeah you are right and he has to undestand that I´m happy with Niall"
"Yes, that´s what I´m taliking about, it´s so beautiful when you two are together, he is so careful with you and all the fans and paparazzis, he really looks after you. I´m really happy that you´ve found someone like him" She was so sweet and she was saying only the truth, another reason to love Ethel, she never lied to me.
"Well Ems I have to go, I have... I have a date" She said a little embarrassed.
"What?!! Who?! When?!" I was very surprised, she never told me well meaybe it was because I was always talking about Niall, I felt bad for that.
"Well do you remember this guy? What was his name?" You have to be kidding me, she forgot the boy´s name.
"Well... am... I remember the name but... you are going to hate me" she continued, how could I hate her, she was always there for me and I was going to be there for her always.
"Ethel Wells. Speak now!" I hurried her, she was killing me.
"It´s Harry" She said almost whispering
"Do you mean Harry? like in the Styles way?" I was almost falling to my knees.
"Yes, Harry Styles, but I promise you to tell you the whole story when I come back because I´m alredy late" She said almost running.
"You bet! Now hurry and I have to hurry too, good luck with Styles" I told her and she left.

James arrived to my bulding, I walked down to the entrance and I recieved a text from Nialler.

I´m done whit the interview, wanna a movies night?

Sorry babe, I´m meeting with James at the park, just to explain him everything also about you and me. If I come back early I´ll call you. xxx I texted back

:( Ok If you need something just call me. I recieved from the same phone number.

I didn´t texted back and hop in James car, he was talking to someone on the phone, I dind´t hear any of the conversation.
"Hello Emser!" He had always called me like that.
"Hello, who you were talking to?" I answered, as I felt how we were getting away from my flat.
"Just a friend"guess that was fine, we talked about his trip and my university. We arrived to the park, this place was very memorable for both of us, we always came here to talk and eat ice-cream, I was feeling the nostagia in my heart. He sat on a bench.
"So tell me everything Ems" He said doing some room for me.
I told him everything and when I say everything I mean everything, the money, the contract and of course my real relationship with Niall, when I finished he just looked to the floor and said while he held my hand:
"If you are happy with him, then I´m going to leave you and I´ll always be your friend". He was so sweet I smiled.
"Thanks James and I hope you forgive me one day"
"You are already forgiven" he said while he was staring at me, this was wierd I mean he was sweet but this was getting really scary, why was he doing that, I looked away and heard some brushes around us moving and some whispers, I turned back to him, Ok?? this was getting really... I felt his lips against my lips, he was kissing me?!! and In that moment all the papparazzis were taking as many pictures as they could, this wasn´t real, I pushed him away.
"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?" I shouted as I ran in to the park and dialed Niall´s number, a lot of paps were running after me and some others stayed with James interviewing him.
"Hello beautiful" I heard at the other side of the line and I started thinking what wouuld happen when he knew everything, it was going to break his heart, James had betrayed me and with that thoughts I started crying.
"Could you pick me up?" I said trying to hide the sobs
"I´m coming"
I hung up and started thinkig about how James could did this I was really hurt and I couldn´t stop crying.
I knew that Niall was at the park because I heard another wave of paps near me, when I saw him I ran and hugged him tight.
"I´m sorry" I said crying violently.
"Let´s go Ems" he whispered by my ear, he protected me from the pictures by grabbing my hand and walking fast, we were almost out when we heard a voice behind us.
"Emma babe come on, are you going to deny our relationship?" James said out loud, I was going to kill him, he has probably ruined my perfect life with Niall who let go of my hand, but I was fast and pulled him.
"Please, let´s go" I whispered, he nooded and grabbed my hand again, but James voice hit me again.
"I knew you were fake as him" this time I wasn´t able to stop Niall, he walked with strong steps and punched James on the face.
Was I able to keep a moment of happiness? I think the answer was no, because at this moment everything seemed ruined and broken.

Notes

this ir really long :( sorry!! hope youi like it!! xx do you think james was rude??
comment please?? love everyone who´s reading this story.