Then you came along.
Fairy Forest.
Harry’s POV.
She was passed out in the passenger seat and all I could think was how in the hell did this girl who I didn’t really know become so special to me. So special that I was willing to take her somewhere I had never taken anyone before.
As a kid I used to go to this one spot, when I was confused or when I wanted to write music or get away from the madness. It all started before my parents got a divorce, when they would fight and my Dad would yell. I hated it. Now it’s kind of turned into a place where I think. My safe haven you could say. No one knows about it.I wanted to take her to show her who I was and where I came from. After about a 3 hour drive, we were finally here.
“Hey love, wake up. We’re here.” I woke her from her peaceful sleep.
Marley’s POV.
“Hey love, wake up. We’re here.” Harry’s raspy voice woke me from my sleep.
I yawned and stretched in the front seat of his range rover and looked over to see a boy that I wanted everything to do with.
“Where are we?” I asked him tiredly.
“Holmes Chapel.” He said.“Come and look.” He insisted as he got out of the car and I followed him.
I got out of the car and rubbed my eyes to clear my vision. What I saw was something beautiful a mix between what you would imagine a fairy forest to look like and where Edward and Bella lay in the meadows. My breath was taken away.
“What is this place?” I asked Harry as I took it all in.
He grabbed my hand with a boyish smile on his face. And suddenly I really saw Harry for who he really was.
“Walk with me and listen.” Harry said as he guided me through this fairy forest of love.
“When I was a boy I came here, my parents are divorced and used to fight a lot. When things got heated at the home I would run here. My mum’s home is just down the road that way” he said pointing. “At 10 I started writing music and when I was blocked I would come here and write. Before the boys and I left our homes to pursue the dream after x factor I came here one last time and promised myself that I would come back here anytime I felt lost.” Harry continued to explain to me.
He brought me upon a hill that looked over a field and I couldn’t see the end of it. It was amazing, He was amazing.
“I’ve never brought anyone here before and after everything that happened with us this morning the only place I wanted to be was here and I almost left but then I realized I didn’t want to come here today without you. I wanted you to see my safe place. Yours is on the flood huddled up against the bed with your pen and paper. This is mine, and I want you to be apart of it.” Harry told me with a tear running down my eye.
We stood side by side hand in hand. We looked out to the endless field and I felt at peace with my life, with everything I had been through.
I looked up at Harry as he continued looking out. I just stared at him. All that went through my head was the hope that this boy could save me.
“hey.” I said to him quietly before he looked down at me with a slight smile on his face.
“Hmm.” He hmmed with that smile of is. I looked up at him and smiled admiring every ounce of his being.
“I like you. Like a lot.” I admitted with my cheeks heating up.
“Yeah? Good, cause I’m really into you. “ he now admitted causing me to clam up and bite my lip.He cupped my face with his large hand and I leaned into it.
“I’m going to kiss you now.” He warned me.
“okay..”I said with a deep breath.
In that moment I was still. Harry had one hand on my neck pulling me in and the other hand wrapped around the small of my back. You know when you see 2 kids laughing on the playground perfectly in sync? That’s what I felt like. Like Harry and I were on the playground and instead of laughing we were making out in his special place. A place he had only brought me to. How was this fair? Why did no one else get to experience what I’m experiencing right now.
He pulled away and I blinked up at him and smiled.
“You’re perfect.” He told me as he kissed my forehead.
“No I’m not.” I shook my head.
“Just trust me when I tell you that you are, yeah?” He confirmed.
I nodded my head.
Harry wrapped his arms around me and my head leaned against his chest listening to his heartbeat.
“Marley Jay, I’ve got a question for you.” He told me.
“What’s that question Mr. Styles?” I asked him
“Are you…are you…hungry?” He asked me.
‘Oh my god, I’m starving. “ I told him as I looked up at him causing him to chuckle.
And after all you’re my wonderwall.
She was passed out in the passenger seat and all I could think was how in the hell did this girl who I didn’t really know become so special to me. So special that I was willing to take her somewhere I had never taken anyone before.
As a kid I used to go to this one spot, when I was confused or when I wanted to write music or get away from the madness. It all started before my parents got a divorce, when they would fight and my Dad would yell. I hated it. Now it’s kind of turned into a place where I think. My safe haven you could say. No one knows about it.I wanted to take her to show her who I was and where I came from. After about a 3 hour drive, we were finally here.
“Hey love, wake up. We’re here.” I woke her from her peaceful sleep.
Marley’s POV.
“Hey love, wake up. We’re here.” Harry’s raspy voice woke me from my sleep.
I yawned and stretched in the front seat of his range rover and looked over to see a boy that I wanted everything to do with.
“Where are we?” I asked him tiredly.
“Holmes Chapel.” He said.“Come and look.” He insisted as he got out of the car and I followed him.
I got out of the car and rubbed my eyes to clear my vision. What I saw was something beautiful a mix between what you would imagine a fairy forest to look like and where Edward and Bella lay in the meadows. My breath was taken away.
“What is this place?” I asked Harry as I took it all in.
He grabbed my hand with a boyish smile on his face. And suddenly I really saw Harry for who he really was.
“Walk with me and listen.” Harry said as he guided me through this fairy forest of love.
“When I was a boy I came here, my parents are divorced and used to fight a lot. When things got heated at the home I would run here. My mum’s home is just down the road that way” he said pointing. “At 10 I started writing music and when I was blocked I would come here and write. Before the boys and I left our homes to pursue the dream after x factor I came here one last time and promised myself that I would come back here anytime I felt lost.” Harry continued to explain to me.
He brought me upon a hill that looked over a field and I couldn’t see the end of it. It was amazing, He was amazing.
“I’ve never brought anyone here before and after everything that happened with us this morning the only place I wanted to be was here and I almost left but then I realized I didn’t want to come here today without you. I wanted you to see my safe place. Yours is on the flood huddled up against the bed with your pen and paper. This is mine, and I want you to be apart of it.” Harry told me with a tear running down my eye.
We stood side by side hand in hand. We looked out to the endless field and I felt at peace with my life, with everything I had been through.
I looked up at Harry as he continued looking out. I just stared at him. All that went through my head was the hope that this boy could save me.
“hey.” I said to him quietly before he looked down at me with a slight smile on his face.
“Hmm.” He hmmed with that smile of is. I looked up at him and smiled admiring every ounce of his being.
“I like you. Like a lot.” I admitted with my cheeks heating up.
“Yeah? Good, cause I’m really into you. “ he now admitted causing me to clam up and bite my lip.He cupped my face with his large hand and I leaned into it.
“I’m going to kiss you now.” He warned me.
“okay..”I said with a deep breath.
In that moment I was still. Harry had one hand on my neck pulling me in and the other hand wrapped around the small of my back. You know when you see 2 kids laughing on the playground perfectly in sync? That’s what I felt like. Like Harry and I were on the playground and instead of laughing we were making out in his special place. A place he had only brought me to. How was this fair? Why did no one else get to experience what I’m experiencing right now.
He pulled away and I blinked up at him and smiled.
“You’re perfect.” He told me as he kissed my forehead.
“No I’m not.” I shook my head.
“Just trust me when I tell you that you are, yeah?” He confirmed.
I nodded my head.
Harry wrapped his arms around me and my head leaned against his chest listening to his heartbeat.
“Marley Jay, I’ve got a question for you.” He told me.
“What’s that question Mr. Styles?” I asked him
“Are you…are you…hungry?” He asked me.
‘Oh my god, I’m starving. “ I told him as I looked up at him causing him to chuckle.
And after all you’re my wonderwall.
I am so sorry for your loss I know what it's like and I hon can say that with time it will get better. And the best way is to surround our self with friends, family and just talk about the wonderful memories you had with your father. It's what I did when my grandma passed away and when my grandfather passed away as well. Don forgot your have people that care for you and will listen when you need to talk. Never shut your self out because doing that will make it worse. So please take your time and if you ever need time to vent anything out I am here for you.
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