Bullied

I began to cry again. "Faith.. why?" Louis asked me confused.
"do you hate me?" I asked through my crys. Louis pulled me in for a tight loving hug, "baby, no matter what happens I will never stop loving you. Now lemme see.."
"what do you mean?"
"let me see them all.." Louis stared at me with patients and tears in his eyes. I grabbed Louis' hand bringing him to my room then shutting the door, I motion him to sit. He does.. it's now or never,, I say to my self. First I took off my shirt unlocking my bra for him to see the cuts under it. He covered his mouth keeping in his soft crys.
Next I showed him the ones along my hair line, and on my for head under my bangs.. I sat there putting my clothes back on watching him sit there dieing on the inside.
"im sorry." I whispered softly. I lied to him and I still have more,, I will not show they are the deepest most dangerous ones.
"Lou?" He looks at me tears full on now.. "do you trust me?"
he gave me a uncertain look. "Im never going to stop checking, when or if I find...more.. Faith I will know why." Louis looked into my eyes, "i need them all." I knew what he meant, I walked to my bed and grabbed the box, I handed it to him.
My heart torn when he opened it, he saw my suicide letters, my lighters, pain killers, broken glass and blades, he saw everything. He softly shut the box and placed it next to him.. "take it, I don't want it anymore.." I said already knowing what he was going to ask.
" we're you really going to leave me?" My heart stopped, what should I say.. I don't want to hurt him anymore..

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