imagines from online
Born To Die
You are so ashamed of yourself that you are crying....
Why would you be crying? You have a boyfriend that loves you more than anything else.... And friends who care about you so much. So why are you crying? Why are you so ungrateful? Maybe you dont deserve this. You look in the mirror, you feel like you are not good enough. You look at the razor blade and back at the mirror.... you take it in your hand.. Should you? You tremble, you can't see clear because of the tears in your eyes... you take in a breath and cut.. its deeper than you thought... blood everywhere. Suddenly you hear steps at the door.. is it Harry? You put away the razor blade and wash your arm... He shouldn't see the scars. You wipe away your tears and put new mascara on.. finally he reaches the bathroom, He looks at you.. You try to smile, but you fail. He sees that and he comes to hug you very tight.. you almost can't hold your tears back, but you force yourself..He stands up and holds your arm to help you stand up. You scream a little bit because of the pain from your scars. He looks at you scared , and pulls up your sleeve. He sees it all .. and becomes worried. He runs out of the room, you start crying again. He shouldn't know. You can't stop crying, why did you do this to him? You here him scream in to the cellphone.. "NIALL DONT YOU UNDERSTAND SHE IS SUICIDAL..." you cover your ears with your hands... you don't want to hear it. Now even your best friend knows... what are you doing to them? You are killing them.. maybe you should do same to your self.. you historically search for the sleeping pills.. before Harry comes back. You take them all at once ... after a while your eyes get heavy. Darkness, after a half an hour Harry finds you.. He screams and crys. Niall finally arrived.. He calls the ambulance with tears streaming down his face.
A week after that Harry joins you in paradise.. to much pain for a sensible heart.
Nothing was the same ever again..
Everyone you knew was hurt with broken hearts.
Why would you be crying? You have a boyfriend that loves you more than anything else.... And friends who care about you so much. So why are you crying? Why are you so ungrateful? Maybe you dont deserve this. You look in the mirror, you feel like you are not good enough. You look at the razor blade and back at the mirror.... you take it in your hand.. Should you? You tremble, you can't see clear because of the tears in your eyes... you take in a breath and cut.. its deeper than you thought... blood everywhere. Suddenly you hear steps at the door.. is it Harry? You put away the razor blade and wash your arm... He shouldn't see the scars. You wipe away your tears and put new mascara on.. finally he reaches the bathroom, He looks at you.. You try to smile, but you fail. He sees that and he comes to hug you very tight.. you almost can't hold your tears back, but you force yourself..He stands up and holds your arm to help you stand up. You scream a little bit because of the pain from your scars. He looks at you scared , and pulls up your sleeve. He sees it all .. and becomes worried. He runs out of the room, you start crying again. He shouldn't know. You can't stop crying, why did you do this to him? You here him scream in to the cellphone.. "NIALL DONT YOU UNDERSTAND SHE IS SUICIDAL..." you cover your ears with your hands... you don't want to hear it. Now even your best friend knows... what are you doing to them? You are killing them.. maybe you should do same to your self.. you historically search for the sleeping pills.. before Harry comes back. You take them all at once ... after a while your eyes get heavy. Darkness, after a half an hour Harry finds you.. He screams and crys. Niall finally arrived.. He calls the ambulance with tears streaming down his face.
A week after that Harry joins you in paradise.. to much pain for a sensible heart.
Nothing was the same ever again..
Everyone you knew was hurt with broken hearts.
Notes
Reminder I take no credit for this.. :'(
From YouTube.
