Everything I Didn't Say

"There is no need to thank me,Tarah i am here for you and your entire family." i whispered looking at my clock and realizing it was already 2 in the morning. "Tarah, it's 2 in the morning do you still want to go now or wait a few more hours?" i felt her get tense and her hands gripped my shirt tight, tears still trailing down her face on my white tee shirt. "Can we go in a few hours? Just to let him get rest.'' I looked down and she had her eyes closed tight, her grip on my shirt remain in place as she is still crying into my chest. Her tiny body trembling against my own. She tilted her head upward to look me in the eyes. "If that is what you want then yes." i smiled weakly and she returned the favor. "Lets go back to bed i know you're tired." i told her quietly. I carefully picked her up bridal style and lied her down under the blanket, I got in after she was settled in and i pulled her close to me. "Thank you, Mikey. Thank you so much." she took my shirt in her hands and held onto me like something bad was about to happen.

*2 hours later* (4:00 AM)
We were in her dad's hospital room i had Tarah close in my side. He apparently had a car accident and had an aneurysm. He didn't have a huge chance of living but Tarah didn't know that. It was best if i didn't tell her yet. "Are you okay?" i asked her and she winced "Are you?" i asked again and she frowned deeper than before. She nodded, but i knew it was fake. "Tarah," i started in a hushed tone "Tell me the truth." i told her and she shook her head "No, no i'm not fine." she said starting to cry again.

*5:39 AM*
I was sleeping deeply with Tarah sleeping in my side. She woke up "Michael!" she shouted crying hard and tear after tear running down her cheeks. "Michael wake up!" she pouted louder her voice hoarse and cracking. I jumped at the second yell and noticed a loud non-stop beep, 5 nurses and 3 doctors. This had to have just happened because one of the nurses gave us reassuring smiles. I glared at her and her smile dropped into a frown.

"come here" i pulled her into my chest after the doctor told us there was nothing more they could do. "He's gone Michael!" her breathing is uneven as her sobs filled the room. "Let's go home." she nodded and i put my arm around her shoulders to comfort her.

*A week later*
"Tarah come one babe we are going to be late to school." Although my plan was not to go to school today. I am taking her to the woods that overlooks the city. It is a very beautiful sight. I am trying my best to get the old Tarah back. Now she is just broken. "Coming!" she shouted from the stairs. She came down in black, destructed, skinny jeans, a black shirt, and black converse. Her long brown hair flows past her shoulders. She grabs a monster from the fridge. I honestly don't know how she drinks energy drinks, i will stick with my tea. "Okay, let's go." she said heading toward the door taking a drink of the monster. I grab her arm cautious and aware but she turns around and smiles. I missed this smile honestly. I haven't seen it in a week. "I love you babe" i bend down slightly to kiss her soft lips. I realized a few days ago that this calms her down a little bit. "m i love you too" she kissed me back and i led her to my car. "Are you okay?" i asked as i started the car. "I'm fine" she snaps and i wince at her harsh tone. "sorry i love you" i kiss her and pull out of the driveway. "Love you too mikey." she smiles. I drove off in the direction of school and she placed her punk/rock CD into the radio. I took liking into this kind of music now, teaching myself to play the guitar. I drove passed the school and Tarah didn't seem to care. I stopped when i got to a hill with a beautiful view of the city. "Why are we here?" she asked with a broken smile placed across her lips. "You'll see in a few minutes." i smiled and kissed her softly. I took her hand and led her to where a rock sat. "Look" i pointed out into the woods where a bunch of fairy lights sat and hung lighting everywhere. Lighting up the woods beautifully. I looked at the expression on her face, she smiled so widely i swear i haven't seen her this happy sense before her father passed and before her mother left. i know it isn't fair to her. Soon after i showed her the lights and we walked around a bit a black fan with 5 tally marks on it. honestly i don't know why there were tally marks on it. After it parked Luke, Calum, Ashton, Harry, Niall, Zayn, Liam, and Louis jumped out of the back with their instruments.

Notes

As promised i updated again today! What did you think of chapter 4? Comment what you think is going to happen next. Will they be able to fix Tarah?