Everything I Didn't Say

Tarah’s POV
Tomorrow is my birthday and i can’t sleep cause i am thinking about what Michael is getting me. I haven’t gotten him anything yet. Damn it. I will just give him one of my copies of Wuthering Heights. I will highlight the parts that remind me of him. It’s the thought that counts right? I can also get him a necklace that is in the shape of a guitar pick that says ‘I PICK U’ whis an attachment that says ‘boyfriend’ on it. It comes with a pinkish red guitar necklace that comes with an attachment that says girlfriend. “Tarah,” Michaels tired groggy morning voice comes from behind me, “are you okay?” he asked me rubbing sleep from his eyes. He is so cute when he is tired. “Yeah, just thinking.” i informed him. “What are you thinking about?” he asked me and i kissed his nose. “Nothing, go back to sleep.” i told him and he shook his head no. “Tell me…” he said literally begging me. “No just go to sleep Mikey. I love you.” he smiled and kissed my temple. “Okay, fine,” he said with pleading eyes. “I love you.” After he pulled me back to his bare chest i almost fell asleep instantly. I miss him so much. The next day Michael and I woke up pretty late in the afternoon. “Michael, you know what we should do today?” i asked him and he kissed my nose. “Mmm what’s that?” he asked me and i looked him in his eyes. “We should go get a matching tattoo.” i told him and he smiled. “Wanna go now?” he asked and i nodded. I smiled and kissed him sweetly. “I want it to say ‘To the moon…’ on your right arm and ‘...and back’ on my left arm, so when we hold hands it will say ‘TO THE MOON…...AND BACK…’” i said and he smiled again. “I would love that.” he said before getting out of the bed to get dressed. “Are you ready?” i asked putting my converse on. He nodded, “yes.” he answered and i kissed the top of his head. “l love you.” he said before pulling me to stand between his legs. He put his right hand on the base of my neck and he put my hand in his left hand. “I love you.” he said before kissing my lips again. “We better go now before we do something you can’t finish.” i told him sarcastically. “Haha very funny. But you’re right.” he told me. I smirked, “Later, and Happy Birthday.” we said in unison then laughed. “Okay lets go.” he said standing up from the bed. As Michael drove to the tattoo parlor, with there new song playing on the radio. “You said this is Try Hard right?” i asked turning the radio up so the beat was ‘dropping’ you could say. He reached across the console and held my hand while we sang the new song. He pointed at me while singing the first verse.
She's dropping out of school 'cause she don't need the grades,
The colors in her hair don't seem to fade,
I get dressed up when I go out, but she gets dressed down
She's 17 I've told her I'm 20,
I couldn't take her out 'cause Mum's got no money,
It's stuff like this that makes me wish that I could change somehow
Sitting here at home, it's obvious
She's so out of reach, and I'm finding it hard
'Cause she makes me feel, makes me feel,
Like I try, like I try, like I'm trying too hard,
'Cause I'm not being me, and it's getting me down
That she makes me think, makes me think,
That I try, that I try, that I'm trying too hard again
She's got a rose tattoo but she keeps it covered,
I play guitar but she's into drummers,
She's seen my face around but she doesn't even know my name
I pierced my lip so she thinks I'm cool,
I ripped my jeans and dropped out of school,
I followed her 'round the town but she thinks that I'm a weirdo now
Sitting here at home, it's obvious
She's so out of reach, and I'm finding it hard
'Cause she makes me feel, makes me feel,
Like I try, like I try, like I'm trying too hard,
'Cause I'm not being me, and it's getting me down
That she makes me think, makes me think,
That I try, that I try, that I'm trying too hard again
But now, who knew?
She's in the crowd of my show
Nothing to lose,
She's standing right in the front row
The perfect view,
She came alone on her own,
And there's something that you should know
You're so out of reach, and I'm finding it hard
'Cause you make me feel, you make me feel,
Yeah she makes me feel, she makes me feel
It's obvious
She's so out of reach, and I'm finding it hard
'Cause she makes me feel, makes me feel,
Like I try, like I try, like I'm trying too hard,
'Cause I'm not being me, and it's getting me down
That she makes me think, makes me think,
That I try, that I try, that I'm trying too hard again
(And again, and again, and again, and again)
'Cause I'm trying too hard again
(And again, and again, and again, and again)
'Cause I'm trying too hard again
When the song ended he smiled at me. I turned the radio down and looked at him happily. “Are you sure you want a tattoo on that part of your arm? It is going to hurt pretty bad.” he asked and i nodded. “Yeah, i might get my lip pierced again too.” i told him and he smiled. “That would be so hot.” he said and i blushed. “Why do you get in my head like that?” we say in unison. As soon as we got to the tattoo parlor Michael ran to my side to open my door before i had the chance. He held my hand while we walked into the parlor. My heart racing in my chest.

Nialls POV
“Hey, Li, what do you want for lunch?” i ask Liam, starving. “I don’t know honestly, whatever you want.” his answer makes me smile. I kiss his lips sweetly before going into the kitchen to make somthing. I don’t know what. “I will just call for pizza.” I tell Liam sitting back down in his side. He is so warm. I love the way he drapes his arm over my shoulder for no reason. I take my phone out of my pocket and order a large pepperoni pizza for me and Liam. “It should be here in about 30 minutes.” i informed him. “Thanks.” he said pulling me to sit on his lap. “Damn, Li.” i sighed laughing. “What? I didn’t do anything wrong.” he made me shift so i am now straddling his thighs. “I know, i just can’t believe this is happening now. You know how long i’ve been waiting for this?” i asked him and he smiled while kissing me. “I know, that’s why i did it. For you. If i could I would give you the world.” he told me making me smile. ‘Thanks” i said against his lips. “Anytime babe.” he said making me fucking giggle.

Michaels POV
Tarah wants to get us tattoos. I know things will be hard for her and I know she is probably freaking out right now. But i also know she won't deny what’s about to happen. “Everything will be okay.” I assure her and she gives me a weak smile. “I promise, it will hurt for about a minute. It will be like getting your lip pierced over and over again.” I told her and she smiled leaning more into my side. “Thank you.” she said and I imagined her with a snake bite. “Please don’t get your lip pierced again.” i said and she smiled. “I’m not. I can’t take that much pain in a day.” she said sarcastically. “Okay.” I managed to get out and she smirked. “Are you two ready? Do you know what you’re getting?” a man about mine and Tarah’s age asked and I want to ask for someone else but i don’t want to be rude. “Yes.” she smiled kindly and kisses me before we go into the small room with the fucking perv. If he even trying to touch her I will punch his fucking teeth in. She is adorable and I know we are getting married soon but he doesn’t know that. I fucking hate him. “Okay what is it you’re getting today?” he asked me and Tarah gently squeezed my hand to reassure me it’s fine. “On my right arm to say ‘To The Moon...’ and on her left arm ‘...And Back’ so when we hold hands it will match up. We want the letters to look like this…”

I pulled out my phone to show him the font i want it to look like. The man looked at the tattoo font and nodded his head. “If you can sit next to each other and hold hands I can see where i am making the tattoo.” he informed us and we did as told. Tarah smiled before the needle touched her skin and her eyes screwed shut from the pain. I really feel bad for her. My tattoo is already finished. I know it probably hurts really bad for her she is looking over at me giving me a small weak smile. “You’re all finished.” the man said and she looked down admiring the way her arm now says “...AND BACK” “Do you like?” i asked her and she smiled and kissed me passionately. “I love it.” she said against my lips.

Notes

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