Everything I Didn't Say

Michaels POV
In about four days it will be mine and Tarahs birthday. She is turning 18 and i am turning 19. I am going all out for this. First i am taking her to four concerts. She will get to meet Black Veil Brides, One Direction, Hunter Hayes, and Pierce the Veil backstage. Then we are going to Atlanta, Georgia. There we will watch The Walking Dead film the next episode. We will also get to meet the cast of The Walking Dead. I am buying her a white Walking Dead tee-shirt for everyone to sign for her. I am going to get her charm bracelet with three hearts, the two small ones with our initials on the left has hers and the right has mine. The middle is bigger and has something on the front and back. The front says “Be with me always-take any form-drive me mad! Only do not leave me…” then on the back it says “in the abyss, where I cannot find you!” This quote comes from one of our many shared favorite books, Wuthering Heights. I will then take her walking down the beach at sundown. Fancy dinner, and we will have a walk back in the park. Fireworks in the sky to say ‘WILL YOU MARRY ME?’ this is going to take weeks but the bracelet, walk, dinner, park, and fireworks are on our birthday.

Tarah’s POV
I know Mikey is going to spoil me on our birthday but it isn’t fair i can’t get him as much as he can me. I hate being spoiled, but he does it anyway. It bothers me sometimes but i don’t care, when he does it i can’t say no. Ugh he has to be so damn cute? Oh well i am just happy to be with him. I decided to pass the time by making breakfast. I turned the radio on and ‘I Miss You’ came on. The boys wrote this song. Michael specially helped write it on tour. He told me it was about me when i couldn’t go. “where are you and i’m so sorry i cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight i need somebody and always this sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting every time as i stared i counted the webs from all the spiders catching things and eating their insides like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason will you come home and stop this pain tonight stop this pain tonight?” i sang along Lukes part before i heard someone humming the next part. I decided to ignore it. It is one of the boys or Taylor, or someone else. “Hey babe, making breakfast?” I nodded turning around to kiss him good-morning. He watched me as i turned back around and finished making the eggs and bacon i had on the stove top. “I love your cooking babe.” he whispered into my ear snaking his hands around my waist. “I love you more though.” he said seductively. Oh. “Babe we are in the kitchen you know that right.” i told him quietly and heard what sounded like five people laughing. We turned around and Calum, Luke, Ashton, Harry, and Louis are standing in the living room laughing their asses off. “Really, that was priceless.” Calum laughed and Ashton glared at him. I know Ashton likes me but it doesn’t have to come between everyone! “Ashton, mate, calm the fuck down we are just kidding.” Calum said throwing his hands up in surrender. “God you don’t get it do you?! You run around the fucking house, trying to ‘get it on’ now in the fucking kitchen! Damn! I love you! Tarah, i love you!” i looked at him and his eyes were red. “Damn, none of you understand, do you? Tarah, you are my world. You are everything i think about! You are everything i need.” I looked at Michael and his cheeks are red with anger. “Calm down” i whispered. “I can’t calm down you realize he is only trying to get you. You realize that he is trying to take you from me. You know all of this is true! All of you know this yet you are still agreeing with him! Damn do none of you understand she is for me? Her and i are meant to be.” he tried to stay calm but he is bursting with flames. “I am sorry you think that.” i told him and walked past everyone into my bedroom. “Please open the door, i am really sorry.” I heard Michael beg from the other side of the door. I quickly wiped the tears that were streaming down my face and unlocked the door. “I am so sorry i did that. You don’t know how sorry i am!” he told me and i looked into his eyes. “Sorry for…?” i said playfully. I smiled and he frowned. “What?” i asked “Have you been crying?” he asked and i nodded. “Is it because of me?” he asked “No!” i said a little too loudly. I heard the others coming into the room. Ashton was the first to barge in and i rolled my eyes. “Are you okay? What did he do?” i rolled my eyes again getting out of his grip and standing behind Michael. “So you are still her superhero? At beck and fucking call huh? What are you gonna do? Kill me?” Ashton must be drunk. He never acts like this if he is sober. “I don’t need to kill you. You are my best friend and i respect you as a person. One that doesn’t hit on my fucking girlfriend when he is drunk!” Michael stated calmly. I smile at Michael and cling to his arm staying behind him so i don’t get hurt. “Just back off Ashton!” Michael shouted again making me wince. He looked at me with a sorry expression. I looked up fear filling my eyes. I don’t know what else to do but run to my bed and sit as far away from the two. Luke looked at me and told someone to sit with me. As soon as he pulled away Zayn and Niall, and… LIAM?!? Were all running to my bed. Liam and Niall are really cute together and i am happy they are here especially Zayn. If nothing happened with Michael and i, i would want to be with Zayn. “Are you really fighting him again in front of your fucking girlfriend?!” Zayn shouted at Michael. Michael looked at me and Ashton took this time to run out of the room. “Please Tarah, I am so sorry babe! I didn’t know what i was doing!” I looked at him in fear again. I shook my head and looked down, frowning. “I am sorry. Please forgive me.” he said looking into my eyes. “I am not mad, and i am not going to fight with you, but i will say that you are scaring me. You are confusing me and it is scaring me.” i told him and Zayn slung his arm around my shoulder.

Michaels POV
“Okay.” i said and walked out of the room. I went to the guest room where i am sleeping tonight. I can’t believe i scared her again. I am such a screw up. I grabbed my guitar from Lukes room and sang one of the group songs called I Miss You. “Hello there, the angel from my nightmare, the shadow in the background of the morgue. The unsuspecting victim, of darkness in the valley, we can live like Jack and Sally if we want. Where you can always find me, we'll have Halloween on Christmas, and in the night we'll wish this never ends. We'll wish this never ends. (I miss you, i miss you) (I miss you, i miss you) Where are you and im so sorry i cannot sleep and i cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always, this sick strange darkness, comes creeping on so haunting every time. As I stared i counted, the webs from all the spiders, catching things and eating their insides. Like indecision to call you, and hear your voice of treason, will you come home and stop this pain tonight? Stop this pain tonight. Don't waste your time on me you're already, the voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already, the voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already, the voice inside my head.. Don't waste your time on me you're already, the voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already, the voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already, the voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already, the voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)” I understand that she is pissed at me but i just wish she understood how jealous i got. I didn’t mean to scare her. “Michael?” i heard a woman's voice from the other side of the door. I walked over and opened it, revealing Tarah. Her eyes are red and puffy and her cheeks are wet and red. “Tarah. I am so-” she cut me off “Michael, i shouldn’t have gotten scared. I am so sorry. I miss you so much!” she hugged me really tight. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed the top of her head. “I missed you too.” i said “Come back to bed.” she said and i nodded “Okay.” i said and lead her to our room.

Notes

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