Mistakes

~Nicole's P.O.V~

I typed and re-typed Niall's number wondering whether or not to call him. I really need to talk to him, but i'm afraid. I finally hit the call button and sat there waiting for it to ring. I all of a sudden after two rings i lost my nerve and went to hang up, but he answered.

"Nicole?" He answered. "Nicole, I know it's you.. Please talk to me?" He said sounding upset.
"Hi" I quietly whispered. "Hi" he said. It was about thirty seconds and nobody had said anything. So I did.

"We need to talk." I said as I sat on the couch. "Ok, do you want me to come over?" he asked, I don't want him over here again. I can't handle that now. "No, i'll meet you somewhere." I sighed. "How about the coffee shop?" He asked. That's where we had our first date, I don't know how well that would work, but I don't want to argue with him. "Sure, that's fine." I said as I watched James get off the bus outside. "How about in about an hour? I'm busy tomorrow.
he said.

"Sure, I guess." He said ok and we said out goodbye's. "Hey, James. How was school?" I asked him as he walked into the kitchen. "Fine, i'm starving though. What's for dinner?" I giggled and said. "I'm actually leaving. So whatever you want I guess." he turned around looking at me.

"Where you going?" he said raising his eyebrow. "I'm going to meet an old friend." I said putting shoes on. (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=172487369)
"Oh yeah..." he sat down next to me. "Who?" I laughed, but i'm not gonna tell him. He'd never want me to go, not like he could stop me anyways. But after what almost happened at the restaurant, i'm not gonna take a chance.

"None of your business. Now I gotta go. Don't burn down the house while i'm gone and I love you." I said walking to the door. "Love you too, bye." I heard him yell. I drove to the coffee house where I saw Niall sitting on the window seat. I walked in and he got up and walked over to me. "Hey, you look nice......" he stopped talking once he saw my baby bump.
He gulped and bit his lip as he sat back down. "Is is it m-mine." I wanted to cry seeing him like this. I still love him, I can't denie it. "Yes" I sat down next to him explaining everything. "Why didn't you tell me?" He asked. " I couldn't... you left before I could tell you anything." I said as a tear fell out of my eye. He wiped it away with his thumb and smiled at me. "It's ok, it was my fault." He said as I smiled trying to hold back tears. "But now that I know, I want to be a part of it's life... please" He said grabbing my hand. "Ok. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow, there gonna tell me whether it's a boy or a girl. And if you wanted to come... I wouldn't stop you." I slowly sighed. He smiled and promised me he would be there.

I smiled and we talked for about fifteen more minutes until I remembered I left James home alone. "i better go, I left James home by himself." I said looking at my phone. Leaving James home wasn't the whole reason I wanted to leave, I don't think I could sit here any longer. It's just to hard for me. I have to see Niall tomorrow now and i'm afraid i'm gonna do something i'll regret. "Ok, i'll see you two tomorrow." he smiled and we said our goodbye's and went our separate ways.

I got home and saw James sitting on his phone, on the couch. "Hey I-" he didn't let me finish my sentence before he spoke up. "It was Niall wasn't it." How did he know? "What?" I said pretending like I didn't know what he was talking about. "You went to see Niall didn't you." I sat down on the couch next to him and sighed before answering him. But again he spoke up first. "It's all over online." he held his phone up for me to see. There were pictures everywhere. "I had to tell Niall the baby is his... he deserved to know." I said honestly.


"But why didn't you just tell me?" He asked sounding hurt. I usually tell James everything and he tells me everything. He's a great little brother, but he's like mom and has a quick temper so I didn't want to tell him. "After what happened at the restaurant.. I didn't want to have something like that happen again." I said. "But I was just looking out for you." He said quietly.

I know, i'll tell you what.. Niall's supposed to meet me at my doctor's appointment tomorrow, how about you come to?" I asked hoping he would say yes. I sat there waiting for him to say something. "Ok, sure." he said. I gave him a hug and he said he was tired and went off to bed. I sat on the couch and turned on the tv, but found nothing to watch. So I just sat there, thinking. Which is never a good thing when it comes to me. I thought about the baby and Niall a lot. I thought about James what gonna happen to him later in life. And I thought about myself, where i'm gonna end up later in life. I used to picture myself marrying Niall, but I know now that's never gonna happen.

Notes

Hey, sorry it's been so long... but I hope you like this chapter. I'm trying to improve my writing. but if you don't like it then i'm sorry...Thank all you guys for all the comments,subescriber and votes.! I love you all :) ~Niallers Nandos