Self Control

"This can't be happening , not right now . I am not ready to meet him again . The only thing i feel for him is hate ,anger, disappointment..... Do you know how it feels like ? Running from someone who seems to follow you everywhere you go . It like a wound you can't rid off . It's killing me slowly . We don't even know where he is and that's what scares me . He might be near me , in the seat next to me . He might be our new neighbor or o-or even Sabrina's friend . I can't risk this ! I can't risk loosing her " Yes , those are my thoughts . I don't even know why i am here at all .

"There you go honey " the lovely bartender said to me flashing me a adorable smile . But wait ...

"Excuse me , i didn't order this " i yelled at her . She turned around and looked at me with a smile

"I know you didn't......he did " she said eyeing me to someone in the tables . I followed her directions too who she was talking about ......

No . He saw me looking at him and he smirked at me . I took my bag so fast and ran towards the exit . As i reached outside a hand with a tissue closed my mouth . My feet started to move trying to hit ...something ! I can't let him do this to me. I screamed and ...screamed but no one was coming . My heart was pounding so fast that i could hear it .

"Shh ....that's right baby , sleep "

My eyes started to close as i left a wave of darkness fill me .

Sabrina's P.O.V

"Ow Ow Ow be careful dude !" i said as i stooped my friend Matt hand from my knee .

"3 day here and look at you ......you are not a athletic person Sab's " his voice contained laughter . He is cute and adorable and ....i don't know he is just ....Perfection . Oh wondering where i am ? School ...in a chair ..... because i fucking fell and it was embarrassing and ...hurtful .

"There ...Done " he said after he finished "fixing" my "leg" . If that's what they are called .

"Thank's Matt " i said giving him a smile . I was walking well .....something like that when his voice took my attention...

"Hey do you wanna come at the party with me !?" I turned around and found everyone's head in my direction . Shit he really must have screamed loud .

"Yes !" i yelled too . His smile lit up and he gave me a nod . We said our goodbyes and we took different directions. Turned out living here in Manchester wasn't bad at all . We have been living in Angie's friend apartment alone . It's been almost two weeks ? Whoa time sure moves fast .

"Angie !! I'm home and i really need your help to-" My breath because unstable as i watched someone in our apartment . It wasn't a girl ..... He wasn't facing me . I was just about to turn around .

"I wouldn't do that if i were you " he said still facing me . His voice was scary . I started to think of a way to get my self out of here . From the corner of my eyes i saw a knife . I quickly took it .carefuly trying not to make a noice . I placed it in my back that he wasn't seeing it

."W-who are you ?" i asked although my voice was so much lower like a whisper . He turned around and i got to see his face . W-what is he !? He's tall and on his 30 , he has a long scar on his cheek .

"I think you know who sent me " He came closer too me and his hand cupped my cheek . It was disgusting and horrible .

"So soft " he mumbled as his fingers traced to my neck .

"P-please stop" I tried to play along with it . He can't know i have the knife.

"Why ...i'm having fun " he said grabbing my breast in one hand . This is horrible ! I can't take it anymore so i quickly kicked him in his " private" area .

"Shit ...come here you bitch ! " he grabbed one of my wrist and so quickly ...i-i saw my knife making contact with his chest . My breath was unstable as i saw his eyes shut in front of me . W-what have i done ! I-i killed someone ! I pushed his body away from me . I went out the room and never looked back at it . What have i done ?What have i done !? Shit My tears were falling like a river from me so i picked my phone to call Angie .

"A-angie ...w-where are you" i said still sobbing .

"Aww baby whats wrong ...are you hurt ? " this isn't her voice . Realization took me over . Jason....... .

"Where is she " i tried to go back to my old me . I had to stoop these tears .

"If you want her ...come too me "

Notes

Hello guys this is blue-panda . So yeah i updated ...Finally !! :) Hope you liked it and please comment and vote or subscribe or do whatevaaaaa . You guys are awesome anyways :) Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee