Self Control

Sabrina's P.O.V.

I kept tugging at Niall's shirt like it was the only thing that my life could depend on . It feels ...right . More tears came from my eyes . I couldn't stop them . It was impossible for me to stop crying . I have gone through so much ...i-i can't . When I think of my life back home . I miss it . Not all of it but I miss my friends a-and sometimes my dad . He wasn't like that all the time . It was the alcohol that spoke for him the nights he b-beat me .

I felt a hand being placed at my head and soon soothing words were calming me .
My sobs were quiet but I didn't want to look up . I like it here . Next to Niall . For the first time in my life I want to forget everything . Is this moment . My head on his chest , hearing his heartbeat dancing around his chest .

"What happened ?" He asked still not pulling away from me .

"Can you please take me home ?" I ignored his question answering with my one . I got pulled out of his embrace to look him deeply in the eyes . Still in the dark at the night , they shined the most .

"Yes but you need to tell me you're fine ." he answered bringing his hands to wipe some of my tears , that still manged to get out of my eye .I grabbed his hand , softly running my fingers up and down his palm . I looked up to meet his gaze . The time is frozen and only us here .

Maybe...Maybe what Harry said is true . Maybe I do like Niall . But I can't . Angie is my family and I can't risk loosing her because of my foolish feelings , towards some ... I don't even know anything about .
Now that I think he and Harry are more locked towards us .

"Yes I'm fine now let's go home , please ?" I pleaded .
He slipped his hand from my face to my hand , gently pulling me up with him .

"Of course princess ." My heart stooped at his words . Does he call all the girls 'princess'? I looked down at our hands . And it fits..perfectly . Calm down Sabrina .
Yeah , I need to calm down . I wonder what Angie is doing right now .

Angie's P.O.V

"Whats your favorite color ?"

"Blue." I stated simply .

"Do you like music ?"

"Yes."

Why did I even agree on this ? I felt something pulling me and soon I was I in front of Luke .

"Come on Ang you need to give me more than 'yes' or 'no' ." he said looking into my eyes .

"Oh so you want a whole detailed life of mine ?" I said removing my arm from his grip , forcefully .
"Well yeah ." he said walking g next to me again .

"What makes you think I will open up to you ?"

He just shrugged .

"You look ....sad ."

"You don't even know me !" I said annoyed now . I am not sad . I am ..serious and mature .

"Yes I know you ."

I stooped to look at his I anger now .

"Then tell me ! Who am I huh ?" I yelled now .

"You think you are tough , that you are strong but you aren't . You are fragile and ready to break . I have seen it . Every time you would walk into that supermarket . I could see pain and sadness in your eyes . You are different from every kind of girl I have ever seen . You act mature , probably because you have to take care of someone . You aren't happy . You are crushed . And I always think . How can a beautiful girl like you can possibly live in dark and shadow . How can someone like you be so angry . I have watched you but you never did . I always wondered what was going on , on your little mind when you looked at the things to buy , or i-i don't know . You look like mystery and a challenge . And that is maybe the reason why I got so attracted to you since the first place . I wanted to unlock you . Yes I went to far with the flowers in the house I just got carried away . All I'm asking for is one chance ." he finished looking at me .

I cant afford looking at his gaze so I looked at a tree over there .What hurts the most is because its true .

"So how about we take it slow from down now ."

"Is there a way for me to get out of this ?" I muttered .

"No , not really ...just have fun , and do not suck the fun out of everything ." He laughed before
playfully hitting my side . I fall back a little with a gasp .

"I do not suck the fun out of everything !" I shook my head laughing a little .

"Yeah you do , you are a fun sucker ." ha said before he tapped my nose lightly .

"Oh this is insane , who gave you the right to touch me ?" I asked while raising my eyebrows at him .

"Sorry Boss ." he raised his hands in a defensive mode while I was laughing so hard . Maybe this 'date' was a good thing . I don't remember the last time I laughed this much .

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"Did you see her face ?" I laughed while holding my stomach . Luke laughed with me .

"Priceless ." He agreed .

We finished watching "The Heat" with Sandra Bullock . And let me tell you . I have laughed since I came it the cinema . Me and Luke walked out of the cinema along with the other people who came to watch the movie .

"Surprisingly , I had a lovely time ." I said pulling my jacket in my hands . It was hot so I decided to take it off .

"I'm happy ." He smiled towards me . Just like that I heard a song . Oh yeah ..my phone . I pulled it out to see I had 2 new text . Not cool Angie , not cool . I opened the first one and it was from Sabrina .

Where are you ? Is everything going fine ?

I answered .

Fine, i'll be home in a minute .

I smiled before I pressed send.

"So you want me to walk you home ?" Luke asked me once I had my attention to him . I smiled but soon that smile was vanished from my face . I saw behind Luke ..Harry .

Oh-oh . I'm In trouble . Big ...Big trouble . He was talking to a guy with red hair but soon his head snapped I to my direction . I quickly pulled the jacket up so it would cover my face .

"N-no , I'm leaving bye ." I said , probably to fast .

"You OK?" He asked . I hummed in response before I started walking away , STILL with my jacket in front of my face .

"Angie !"

And I froze . I stooped dead in my tracks . Looking at my black jacket . What's the point anymore . I removed it and I looked Harry walking towards me and Luke .

"What are you doing here ?" He said angry .

"Um hehe.. I went out ." I said motioning one hand towards Luke . I swear to god I almost saw Harry tense . He looked at Luke and Luke at Harry .

"Who's this ?" He growled . Yep...he's angry .

"Luke Harry , Harry Luke " I said them while I looked down .

"Nice to meet you Harry ." Luke smiled showing him his hand . I expected Harry to at least shake it but he just looked it .

"Let's go ." He said pulling me from my upper arm , taking me away from Luke .

"What the hell are you doing g , at least let me go say goodnight to him ." I protested , dogging my shoes more in the ground .

"No your going home , with me ." he looked Into my eyes . Oh snap . I couldn't loom at him . What a pig , at least he could be polite to him .

I turned around d to see Luke walking away , his back towards us .

"Get in ." Harry commanded while we got near his car . I stood away from it .

"And if I do t want to ?" Really I was angry and when I'm angry I'm stubborn . No way I'm getting in that car with Harry after he was so mean to Luke . He opened his door and looked at me .

"Come on I do t have time for this , get in ."

"And I said I don't want to ."

Soon his door was closed and he was coming near me . He had this glare , that could kill anyone . He walking until he was in front of me . Only a foot distance between us .

"Get.in.the.car ." he said slowly . I looked at him in a challenging way .

"No ." I said .

"That's it! " he said running a way towards his hair . Huh ? he came closer and I backed away a little but that didn't work . Soon to hands grabbed my way and pulled me up .

"Get me down right now !" I yelled at him while I was kicking his shoulders .

"My ways now ." he said before I heard the door opening and soon I was thrown into the car . Just as I sat I made my way to get up but his hands held me still .

"Nuh-nuh darling , as I said my ways now ." He said closing the seat belt and locking me in his car .

I just grunted as he got into the apposite side . The engine started and I prepared myself for the questions Harry would have for me .

Oh what a long night .

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