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Self Control

The broken past

Harry's p.o.v
I started my way to Sabrina's room annoyed at her timing. Like really can't she just go to her room and stay put like a little good freaking wonded brat.

I sighed as I stood in front of her door tired. What is now?

I entered the bedroom without knocking, not seeing the point of it, blushing as my brain took the view in.

She. Was. In. Her. Bra. Oh god! Her back was turned my way so she couldnt see me and I tried to escape. I was begging to anything up there that she didnt turn around but with my luck
she did just that.

I was sure that for a moment life flashed right infront of me as the everything happened in slow motion Her eyes widened and suddenly things were thrown my way before she growled and screamed "OUT"

I got out and took a deep breath. That was more than ever wanted to know about her. God why cant she lock the door, what if a pervert entered inside without knocking? I sweatdrooped at the words that just entered my mind. This is going to be so awkward now.

As I waited outside her room, the door opened and out came a fully-dressed, glaring Sabrina.

"S-sorry" I said as her glare wavered just for a little.

"Can't you knock you idiot?... Just come in" She said stopping to sigh before letting me inside

"You wanted to talk to me, how did I knew you were actually naked... why were you naked?" I asked confused as she turned away and kept herself near the wall.

"My side started burning so I wanted to check on it... It annoys me." She whined as I rolled my eyes. Then stop hurting it you idiot

"Its normal. The cut was deep... Anyway why did you wanted to talk to me?" I asked as she turned before smiling a frighting smile

Sabrina's p.o.v
"Oh thanks for helping me remember that" I said before I slapped him. His head turned on the side. I ignored that keeping my hand close cursing him. It freaking hurt just to slap him imagine the rest.

"What was that all about?" He growled out and I rolled my eyes

"That was for what I saw down there" i said "Do you have any idea what would have happened if I wasn't there to stop 'it'" I said doing air clauses when saying it. He just glared at me

"I would have kissed Angie something that I have wished to do for some time now... Are you saying you interrupted us purposely? Are you an idiot?" He asked rage crossing his face making me glare at him back

"NO" I snapped and he jumped there for a second before calming down and looking at me expectantly waiting for me to finish "You would have made possible that Angie cheat on Niall. Do you really want to do that to him? Do you want to hurt him?" I asked and his eyes widened in understanding

"But I..." He stopped talking pulling his head down and sighting "I love her" he said looking at me with tired eyes making me smile lightly

"I know and I want to be happy but if they truly love each-other that wont matter. You have to give up..." I said as he glared at the wall

"What about you then?" He asked looking suspicous

"What about me" I said looking at him confused

"What will you do for Niall then?" He sighed and looked at me with a duhh-face

"What do you mean. I dont like him... Do I? No I don't I mean... I dont right? Do I...? THATS NOT THE POINT" I snapped at him when I understood what I was talking just seconds ago. I cant possibly like Niall... right? "What's wrong with you? They are dating and let me remind you that even though 'this' is fake, thank god for that, the least I deserve is at least respect. Ok? Technically you are my first boyfriend so can you ate least stop calling me brat you idiot" I said irritated as he rolled his eyes

"Im sorry for saying the truth' He grumbled and that was all to it was needed for me to finally have enough. I went near him and took him by the collar making him look at me

"What's. Wrong. With. You. Harry?" I asked as I pushed him letting him fall to the bed "You are behaving like a sore looser whats wrong tell me" I said as he looked away

"I want Angie to be mine" He said looking like a 5 years old kid wanting a candy. i glared at him with annoyance. What wrong with this guy? Like seriously

"You are obsessed dude! I dont blame Angie for not choosing you in the first place" I said jokingly

"Am not!" He growled out as I rolled my eyes
"Are too" I intervened
"Im not"
"You are"
"Im not"
"You are"
"Im not"
"You aren't" I said hiding my smirk

"Am too" He said as I screamed "Aha". He slapped his own forehead when he found out what I had just done.

"Got ya" I said as quickly as I could before winking at him. He groaned before getting up and going to the door

"Am not" He said lightly before opening the door to leave but I stopped him closing the door almost heating him in the face with it. He glared at me and backed away from the door when I returned the glare right back at him, blocking his way completely.

"Then tell me this... Why do you love her? What do you know about her? Hm...? Her past? future? Present? Her dreams? What do you know about her?" I asked and he stopped in his tracks.

"I-I" He opened his mouth only to close it again as I looked at him shaking my head

"You see? You know nothing" I told him and he looked down

"Then teach me" He said aks I looked at him weirdly

"What?" I asked as he grinned at me

"Teach me more about her" He said as I chuckled at him

"You always manage to surprise me Styles." I said throwing myself to the bad wining as I hurt my side... again.

"You idiot stop hurting yourself" He snapped as I hissed trying to get up my side hurting. Tears made their way to my eyes as the pain was unbearable.

"I f-forgot o-okay" I said as he rolled his eyes taking me up bridal style before sitting me to the side of the bed making sure not to hurt me. "T-thanks" I said blushing a little

"You are welcome" He said smiling a little bit. So this is what it means to have a brother? I'ts...
nice.

"You know... thank you for being my brother. Its... wonderful to have a family. I like it." I said and he frowned at me.

"Whats your story?" He asked as I turned to look at him

"W-what?" I asked as he looked at me determinate.

"From the words you said to me the day you got wounded, something must have really happened to you. And I have never heard you speak for a family except Angie and she is not really your sister" He said as I looked away

"I-i..." Should I really tell Harry? Will he understand? Will he pity me? I dont need pity. I have had so much like that in my life it disgusts me

"Come one believe in me! Tell me." He said surprisingly his voice softer and nicer than ever before.

"I dont really know how too? Where to start?" I said looking away as he smiled at me

"What about the beginning" He asked as I rolled my eyes

"I never knew my mother you know?" I said as he looked shocked "I have never seen her. For as long as I remember I cant remember anything about her. I always had just one person... dad. He was like my hero. I loved him so much. He was sweet and always treated me like I was a princess. But then... when I became 6 years old this... 'men' came into my house and went to talk to dad and I have to accept he took his time there. When he was gone dad was furious. He started screaming at me saying it was my fault, that I was a monster. That i was ungrateful, that he would never allow me to go and then..." I stopped talking as tears fell from my eyes and I took a deep breath only to continue talking about the same thing

"And then the b-beating started. He started to come l-late at home, drunk and furious. E-everyday beating me and calling me a bitch, w-whore and what-not. I... never said anything. I a-always let him b-beat me because I thought I-I had dome something w-wrong, that I deserved it but.... The abuse started becoming harder. A-as I grew up, the more he hurt me, more damage was made on me... I couldnt take i-it anymore. I w-would escape. After all t-those years of abuse I would be free. I had to l-leave from him or o-one day I would end up d-dead and I knew it." I said as I stopped the tears choking me The memories of the events I so much dreaded but the arms that suddenly wrapped around me gave me straingth

"The day I tried to e-escape h-he caught me. H-he was d-drunk and h-he s-said that h-he w-would learn me h-how to never d-disobay h-him again. He started h-hitting me and t-then is when... When Angie came" I said smiling through the tears as the hug became tighter. Harry thank you for being here. My brother... i like the sound of it.

"Angie saved me and t-took me w-with her and J-jason." When I said that name he visibly stiffened "H-he was nice then. Nice and r-really adorable. I have t-to accept I d-did have a BIG crush on him w-when I was little." I started again as I heard him growl.

"You have such a bad taste in men." He said as I hit him before laughing

"Seeing how that turned out... you are right" I said as he burst out laughing. The sound comforting me."Anyway... It went one year with the three of us and me and Angie became sister while Jason became my best friend. But then h-he went 'loco' and put me to sleep saying he would kill me. Saying the same words my father once spit out to me.... It hurt so badly, the people I cared about they always turned from me but Angie didnt. She saved me again. Choosing me before him. She made me believe in family again." I said as I saw Harry's eyes shine when I talked about Angie. He looked so cute now, that I wanted to laugh. He really must love her a lot.

"Thats my girl" He whispered to himself but I heard it and smiled at him

"We left" I continued wanting to finally end my story "And we arrived here living here for a year and then you appeared. And the others you know" I said quickly pushing back my tears and getting up. "Anyway thats all... I need to go bye some clothes... You know fashion crises" I said as he rolled his eyes still smiling

"Do you want me to come with you?" He asked but I shook my head I need to be alone Harry. I just need to be away I'm sorry. I dont want to look week anymore

"No thanks Im good" I said but he just looked at me concerned. Angie you have such a good guy that loves you. Dont lose him! He can save your heart from that darkness that I couldnt. He can be your hero, your prince.

I ignored the look and turned my back at him fighting the tears from the story i just told inside for when I finally be alone. "Harry?" I said my voice cracking a bit

"Yes? Did you change your mind? I can come." He asked but I shook my head stopping him

"Dont give up on her. She needs you more then anyone now, more than me. Please do w-what I couldnt. Pull her heart from that darkness that it has pulled itself ok?" I told him before running out not even listening his replay before letting the tears finally fall.

As I went out I could feel my side burning somehow encouraging me to run harder. I run into a dark and quiet alley and let myself fall letting the tears fall. As I cried there alone some noises disturbed me. Screams... so bloodcurdling, so hurt, so broken and it took me some time to understand it was me who was creating them. I was screaming finally snapping.

It was too much. I wasn't strong enough to remember that again after all. It hurts like hell. It hurts mentally and psychically. I felt alone, broken and hurt. I want my prince, my hero too. Where is he?

As I screamed like my life depended on it I failed to hear the foot steps of the person that stood in front of me. The next thing I know I was pulled in a guys chest and was kept that as soothing words were said in my ear. Maybe...


Angie's p.o.v
I made my way to the park meting with the back of the mysterious 'Luke' As I was about to touch his shoulder and turn him around my hand was caught by the same guy and the next thing I was met was the hard ground with my hand kept behind me in a position that could be broken pretty easly.

"Shit" I heard the guy say in realization before letting me go and help me out. I got up to glare at the guy only for my eyes to widen in disbelief.

"Y-you are Luke?" I said looking at the blonde haired-blue eyed guy that was smirking down at me.




Notes

Hiiii Puppy-Lowe here
I hope you like this chappie. I gotta go unfortunately Blue-Panda is in the phone and I demanding and I quote "Get your ass up and start the home-works you lazzy ass'

I love you all :* Puppy-Lowe

Comments

All of those questions are literally what I wanted to ask! I need answers! :'(

Mimi_ Mimi_
4/15/15

One update after another.. :) you're spoiling us and I love it! Thank you, girls! :) keep being awesome!

Anwyn Anwyn
4/12/15

Yaaas! He asked her on a date!

Mimi_ Mimi_
4/12/15

HUANNNN

Vanessa Horan Vanessa Horan
4/11/15

Amazing! I can't agree more with Mini Bell.. Perfect timing!
Thank you! And thanks for the soft, caring and vulnerable Harry moment!

Anwyn Anwyn
4/11/15