Self Control
Expressions Of Love
Buzz......Buzz
"Shoot who's calling me so early" i started mumbling to my self . I reached my hand to see who was calling me .
"Sabrina !? Where the hell are you ? You were supposed to be here half hour ago ! " I heard my best friend Angie screaming through the phone .
"What do you mean . It's still early i wanna sleep go back to sleep Angie . You are dreaming that now is morning"
Before she could say anything else i closed the phone . I placed my head in my little comfortable pillow trying to sleep again . You see i'm so tired because yesterday was my 18 birthday and i had a really great time . Nah who am i kidding it was Awesome!!! I finally got to drink !!!!
Buzz.......Buzz
Okay a text now . I reached my phone ...again annoyed ......
"Oh my god it 12:00 pm . Shit , shit, shit" i started getting up from my comfortable and caring and amazing bed . Oh no no Angie's gonna be so pissed off at me . You should not play with her temper .
I heard the front door open and some footsteps were heard .
"Sabrina !!!!!" Dang it
The door to my room opened and a furious Angie came in .
"OK before you say anything . I had an amazing time last night . Thank you for the party . Let me remember you i'm already 18 so you cant be like my second mother . I slept really late and i didn't heard the phone today . Please do not kill me ! " I said in a breath with my hands in a defensive way .
"Jeez Sabrina . Fine i forgive you but you understand that right now i can't come with you anywhere " She said now getting out of the room .
"But...but why " I tried to do my best puppy face but she just laughed at me .
"I will go training silly . I didn't go for 2 days " she said going into her room now removing her pants . What don't worry . I know her since i was 5 we are particularly sisters .
"Ahem Sabrina i know i'm to irresistible but can you please go out so i can wear my sport bra ?" She said laughing and motioning for me to close the door .
"Oh don't get two full of your self Angie " i said smiling at her and closing the door .
Angie P.O.V
I had to go get ready for training . You see i train at the gym basically i'm like a boy . I lift heavy things . Hang out with boys . When i present people to Sabrina they look us confused . She's sweet and innocent . For now ....that girl still has some golden years . I wore my black sweatpants and my red sport bra . The walk was a little long and it was a little chilly today so i wore a black blazer to finish it off . Wait ....my shoes . I was already late so i started running to find my black and red Nike shoes . I was walking and .....yup i fell . You see i'm clumsy .
"Sabrina i'm leaving and please stop leaving your clothes everywhere i'm the house . I always clean today is your shift !" i yelled .
"Okay mom !" she screamed from the bedroom .
I closed the door and started walking with my headphones on . I had to go to Laura's to pick up something . She works at that bar so yeah i'm going there now . I started running and the song " Too close " started playing . Oh yeah this is my jam !. I reached at the bar and took Laura's order .
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"Angie , you have been working out for 6 hours ! Get some rest please . You will hurt yourself" my trainer Lily said to me giving me a soft smile . I returned it with a glare .
"No i need to fight so i can find him and kill him " i said punching the boxing "bag" ( im sorry idk how the'r called)
Lily let out a sigh knowing that she won't argue back i started throwing harder punches .
"Every pain....tear.....all from him " as i started to punch the bag some tears started forming in my eyes .
Flashback
"W-what a-are you doing " i watched him with the glass on his hand . My mom wasn't here . She had left me alone with my step dad . He is drunk again . I know how he gets when he's angry .
"What did you say little bitch !" he screamed at me getting closer with the glass still in his hand .
"N-nothing " i stuttered steeping back .
His eyes looked at me up and down like i was some piece of meat . A smirk formed on his face removing the glass away .
" You have been a bag girl Angie ...You need a lesson" He said getting closer unbuckling his belt .
"No ....Get off me!!!! " I screamed and screamed but no one could hear
End of flashback
I had made a river so far . The memory and the pain still hurts here in my heart . People say to me "You are cold .Be free .Have fun " How can they know what he has done to me . The way he killed me . My hearts not cold ...it's just broken .
I cleared my face and went to go back in the apartment . The walk was quiet i didn't wear my earphones . I was really sad inside but i needed to act happy for Sabrina . She can't see me like this .
"Hey there beautiful " A voice pulled my back from my thoughts . I looked up to see a tall boy with curly hair . He had a lot of tattoos . I already didn't like him .Was he talking to me !? Of course there's no one else here . I kept walking like i didn't heard him until a unknown hand grabbed my wrist .
"Hey who the fuck are you?! " i screamed shaving his hand off . The boy just smirked
"Shh girls so beautiful like you shouldn't wonder alone in the night in this big city " he said coming closer .
I really wasn't in the mood tonight .
"Listen here you ! Do i know you !? No ! You better let me go because i'm already tired of your shit ! " i said at the full of my lounges passing pass him . Not giving him a glare at all .
Boy's these days . Fucking dickheads .
Notes
Hiii guyss . This is a idea who originally came from my mind . I decided to do a coauthor with my friend Sabrina or as you know puppy-lowe (idk something like that :P ) Sorry Sabrina . I hope you enjoyed it . You know the first chapter is never good because it's more of their day or how their life has been . Anyway i hope you liked it . Angie(me) wrote this chapter . The other one will be written by Sabrina . Love you lots and have a great day :) .
PS: I started school :(((((
All of those questions are literally what I wanted to ask! I need answers! :'(
4/15/15