Half a Heart

I woke up in a room that I hadn't been in before it had to be her parents room was all I could think about. My head was pounding and as I got up off the bed I found a note from Elenour and it read: "dear kristin when you wake up go ahead and take a shower, there's clothes for you in my room and when your done with that call your mom, let her know your ok i'll be back shortly love you girl Elenour" I got up slowly making my way to Elenour's batheroom I grabbed a towel and undressed. The water felt good on my cold body, I felt weak and tired and I just wanted to crawel in a hole and die. I thought about those guys laughing while they rapped me and what they forced me into , I felt there sweat run off there body and onto my bear skin and I was shaken from my thoughts by Elenour saying my name "Kristin are you ok?" "honestly El no...i'm not I feel sick to my stomach thinking about what those guys did to me, they hurt me and they didn't care" I began to cry and knew I had to face realality sometime. I turned the shower off and grabbed my towel once I was dry I waked into Elenour's room to the pile of clothes she had left me. " I don't want to dress up El, I just want something comfortable to wear" "ok" she walked to her drawers and pulled out a pair of sweat pants and a sweat shirt." Here this is all I got and that's Louis sweat shirt it should be comfortable enough" I put it on and got in her bed "here call your mom," I took the phone from her and dialed my mom's phone.*Ring Ring * "hello?" "hey mom it's me" "thank heavens why didn't you come home last and why did you not go to school?" " It was so late last night when we got done with Elenour's meeting that I just decided to spend the night with Elenour and I just didn't feel good this morning" "well ok are coming home now" "No mom I think I'm going to stay the night again and I will go to school tommorow" "ok I guess that's fine, I love you" "love you to mom bye" I hung up and looked at Elenour's face and then handed her the phone. "El I think i'm going to take another nap before the boys come over" "ok that's fine...Kristin you need to get checked out just to make sure you didn't get any disease's from those guys, or worse you need to make sure your not going to conceive there child." "El right now i'm going to take a nap" I layed my head down on her pillow and fell asleep.

Elenour's p.o.v. After Kristin layed down I wondered downstairs to the game room, the boys would be coming at anytime and I had to tell them what happened to Kristin. Sure enough I heard five loud boys come racing down the stairs to the game room not expecting me to be down here, when they saw me they stopped in their tracks Louis spoke up he knew something had happended just by how i was acting. "Ellie what's wrong is everthing ok?" "boys it's Kristin.... I need to tell you something bad did happen but not to me, it happened to Kristin." I saw Zayn's eyes he was panicing and I knew I had to tell them. "whats happened to her El?" Niall said " it'd be best if you sit down boys" they sat and I began to tell them what Kristin had told me and as I told them I looked around to their faces to see anger and sadness, but I stopped on Zayn's, He seemed to be angrey but not at me or even at Kristin but I knew... he was mad at the guys who did this to her or was it he was mad at his self because he didn't protect her enough? "Zayn" he looked at me and I began to speak again, " You need to talk to her she hasn't gotten checked out and she won't, knowing she was rapped she needs to make sure she didn't catch anything from them or to make sure they didn't get her pregnant." He looked at me and nodded, he stood up and asked where she was " she is in my room" He walked out and I prayed that he would get to her and talked to sense to her I looked around to the sad looks on everyon's face and then Liam spoke up "We need to be around her 24/7, or at least when she goes out and I mean one of us boys....sorry El but I think you'd agree that you couldn't protect he" I nodded in agreement and then Harry started to speak "We can't let this happen ever again, and that's a promise i'm willing to make right now, that we will protect her and no one can take that away"

Kristin's p.o.v. I was shaken lightly and when I opened my eyes I was face to face with Zayn who had sad eyes, " Hey" "hey Kristin, Elenour told us what happened, if I would have known..." "Zayn none of knew it would happen me included, I should have listened to Elenour and just let her drive me home...it's my fault" "it's not your fault... but Elenour's right you know you should get checked out just in case." "Zayn what am I going to tell my mom, oh mom I got rapped and guess what i'm knocked up too" "no but you need to tell her that you did get rapped and if you do end up pregnant " i started to get up but he put his hand on my shoulder which made me flinch, Zayn notice, he pulled the sweatshirt off my shoulder so he could exammen it. What he found was bite marks and bruises, he just took me in his arms and it felt good to be held by someone who cared about me in the short time i've known the boys, Zayn always seemed to be closer to me. "Kristin I promise you that I will not let this happen again and if you do end up pregnant, then I will be there and help you raise it I swear" I just looked at him and smiled wearily, "does this mean were dating?" "yes it does" I stood up only to sit back down "want me to carry you downstairs" "please I just hurt to bad." He picked me up with ease and carried me bridal style downstairs to the gameroom all the while I had my head on his shoulder. When he walked in the boys and Elenour's head jerked towards and the moment the boys saw me they came racing towards Zayn and I asking questions and making promises to me, "you guys are going to make me cry in a minute you know that" they started laughing half heartly and I felt alittle better. "El can you take us to the hospital, she needs to get checked out by a doctor" "sure let's go" "were going to" all the boys said so we headed out me in Zayn's arms and the boys falling us when we arrived Zayn carried me in and a nurse came out with a wheelchair for me," here sir you can put her in this" Zayn looked at me and I just clung to him like a child clings to their mother or father. "that won't be nesiccary ms. I'll hold her" the women just stared astonished at what Zayn had just said. Just as I was starting to feel safe I looked up and saw him, one of the guys who rapped me Elenour saw my eyes go wide and she saw who I was staring at she looked at me and she put two together and realized who it was. He's here and he see's me what do I do now....

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