Half a Heart

As Harry and I walked out of Simon's office we were quit until we got to our cars and then we spoke.
"Kristin you couldv'e said no instead of dating me"
"No Harry you guys worked hard for this band and I'm not going to let it break up because of my selficiousness"
"your not selficoius Kristin"
"well we should go back to my house"
"shouldn't we ride together so it looks like were a couple?"
"oh right yea Harry you can ride with me I'll bring you back tonight to get your car"
Harry nodded and got in the passenger seat, again it was silent until we arrived back at my house, we walked in and Elenour was holding Mabel and Zayn was sitting beside her making goofy faces at her to make her smile, across from them Niall was holding Elenor and Louis was just smilling at her. When they all discovered Harry and I were home they looked at us,
"guys we have to all talk" I said
"what about" Elenour said curouisly
"I went to talk to Simon about Zayn and the blonde in a contract realationship and he actually had a plan for me and it was a contract realationship to"
"What!!!"
"Zayn he put Kristin and I in a fake realationship" Harry said
"Why"
"because he thought we would get more attention"
"that's stupid"
"Zayn I wasn't about to let him break up this band so I aggred it's only for 3 and half months or 4, he said we could still be a couple just not in public and if you stayed with me over night you had to leave when Louis left the next morning"
He stood up and wrapped me in a hug and kissed my shoulder, "I'm sorry we got into this mess"
"it's ok"
For the rest of the time we all talked and laughed I put Mabel and Elenor to bed and then it was time to take Harry back to his car which was still parked outside Simon's office. When we walked outside Harry took my hand in his because just then we heard a click of a camera.
"Harry why is somone taking pictures"
"we are famous now they have to know about our every move"
"But Harry it's almost 1:00 in the morining"
He gave me a look that said I don't know, he opened the drivers side for me and just as I got in he looked me in the eye and winked then before I could say anything he kissed me right on the lips. I fake smiled and climbed in my car, once we were back at the office I got out with him and acted like I was so into him which I wasn't because I loved Zayn. We went around to his side of the car and stood there acting like we were having a good time.
"Hey Kristin I really would hate to ask you this but considering the papruzzi followed us I want you to jump up and I'm going to wrap your legs around me"
I felt uneasy about doing that but we had to be a couple out in public and this is what couples did right?
I jumped and he did just as he said, he turned around and put my bum on the hood of the car and then we had to makeout only for the camera and when we thought enough was enough he let me go and I kissed him once more for the picture, jumped down from the hood and went to my car.
It felt so wrong to kiss Harry, I mean I was in love with Zayn not Harry this was going to be a long four months.

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