What You Don't Know
Balcony Talk
I took Liam's hand and guided him to the balcony. "What do you want to talk about?" Liam said kindly.
I took a deep breath and looked down at my shaking hands. "Well..." I looked over at Niall, who thought I didn't see him peeping through the window.
"You can tell me anything, baby." Liam pulled me close.
"Uhm.." I shook my head searching for a way to explain this to my boyfriend.
I pushed away from him and leaned against the railing of the balcony. I hoisted myself up in a sitting poisition. I took a deep breath and asked "Remember that party we had a couple months ago?"
"Yeah...what about it?" Liam pried.
"Well the boys and I, as you know, were hammered..." I bit my lip. Could I possibly continue?
"Yeeaahh..?" He carried out the 'yeah' and ran his hand through his thin hair.
I cleared my throat "Niall and I...did something we shouldn't have...even he doesn't know the details." I moaned.
"Oh man, you guys put the mud on the wall? It took me forever to clean that!" He exclaimed slapping his forhead.
"Uh, yeah. We did that..but Ed took a video of Niall and I.." I felt tears stream down my cheeks.
"Please just tell me!" He cried out pulling me into a tight hug, without taking me down from my 'chair'. "I hate to see a pretty girl so scared and sad!"
"I can't tell you.." I began to sob.
"Don't cry.{" He whispered in my ear.
"I can't help it! I did something terrible!" I was full on balling my eyes out now.
"I could never stay mad at y-" Liam began before I cut him off.
"YES YOU COULD!" I screamed, his kindness making me boil with anger "YOUR GOING TO HATE ME- Liam you WILL hate me.."
His face flashed with worry "A kiss isn't even bad....I don't care, If thats it."
"No..It's much, MUCH worse."
"TELL ME!" Liam was crying himself.
"NIALL NAILED ME LIAM! We had sex! We 'did' it! He shoved himself into me! We got naked! We made love, Liam! WE HAD SEX!" I blurted out
"WHAT?" I sweare Liam's eyes truned a shade of red. He grabbed the collar of my shirt.
"MAISIE!" I heard Niall call for me.
Then, Liam dropped his hand on my face, his slap stinging me. He let go, I felt myself falling backwards.
Everything was in slow motion. As I fell off the balcony, surely to my death, Liam launched himself at Niall.
My baby's father's face was bloody and broken.
Then I felt the thump of hard solid ground, everything was black.
I took a deep breath and looked down at my shaking hands. "Well..." I looked over at Niall, who thought I didn't see him peeping through the window.
"You can tell me anything, baby." Liam pulled me close.
"Uhm.." I shook my head searching for a way to explain this to my boyfriend.
I pushed away from him and leaned against the railing of the balcony. I hoisted myself up in a sitting poisition. I took a deep breath and asked "Remember that party we had a couple months ago?"
"Yeah...what about it?" Liam pried.
"Well the boys and I, as you know, were hammered..." I bit my lip. Could I possibly continue?
"Yeeaahh..?" He carried out the 'yeah' and ran his hand through his thin hair.
I cleared my throat "Niall and I...did something we shouldn't have...even he doesn't know the details." I moaned.
"Oh man, you guys put the mud on the wall? It took me forever to clean that!" He exclaimed slapping his forhead.
"Uh, yeah. We did that..but Ed took a video of Niall and I.." I felt tears stream down my cheeks.
"Please just tell me!" He cried out pulling me into a tight hug, without taking me down from my 'chair'. "I hate to see a pretty girl so scared and sad!"
"I can't tell you.." I began to sob.
"Don't cry.{" He whispered in my ear.
"I can't help it! I did something terrible!" I was full on balling my eyes out now.
"I could never stay mad at y-" Liam began before I cut him off.
"YES YOU COULD!" I screamed, his kindness making me boil with anger "YOUR GOING TO HATE ME- Liam you WILL hate me.."
His face flashed with worry "A kiss isn't even bad....I don't care, If thats it."
"No..It's much, MUCH worse."
"TELL ME!" Liam was crying himself.
"NIALL NAILED ME LIAM! We had sex! We 'did' it! He shoved himself into me! We got naked! We made love, Liam! WE HAD SEX!" I blurted out
"WHAT?" I sweare Liam's eyes truned a shade of red. He grabbed the collar of my shirt.
"MAISIE!" I heard Niall call for me.
Then, Liam dropped his hand on my face, his slap stinging me. He let go, I felt myself falling backwards.
Everything was in slow motion. As I fell off the balcony, surely to my death, Liam launched himself at Niall.
My baby's father's face was bloody and broken.
Then I felt the thump of hard solid ground, everything was black.
Most likely. XD
6/10/13