My Boss
The helping
Even if I admit that I felt something the way those 3 words fell from his lips, I couldn't . I gently pushed his shoulders . When his blood and tired eyes stared into mines I felt vulnerable . Its like I don't want to cost him any sorrow but I simply can't say nothing without hurting him .
"Let's get you out of here ." I said staring into him . He looked down as he gave me a small nod . With one of my hands wrapped around Harry's torso I softly guided us out of the pool area .
Harry was a heavy lad and I being a average woman could hardly handle him . I released one arm from Harry as I opened the door that led to the inside of the pub . The music blasted everywhere in the place and I watched Harry closing his eyes from the shiny lights that reflected itself on his face .
I tightened my grip on Harry as I led him outside of the club . People passed by and gave us strange look , to which I only ignored . Drunken girls passed right by us and I looked at them at disgust .
"Anna , Harry ! " A very recognized voice called us and I slowly turned around since I had Harry with me .
"Let me help you ." Harry's weight was taken away from me and I looked Niall giving me sympathy look .
"Let's talk outside ." He yelled over the strong music . I forced myself a nod as I followed him with Harry outside .
The cold fresh air was welcomed into my lugs as I inhaled of it quickly . From the corner of my eyes I saw Niall setting Harry down on the car and closing the door .
He placed a hand on the door before he looked up at the sky . I was shy to go and ask because its Niall but I must go , for Harry . My feet started moving and soon I was standing behind Niall . I am sure he was feeling my presence but he still looked up with his eyes closed .
"Does he do this all the time ?" I whispered . Niall's head turned down before he turned around to look at me .
"I-its nothing , just a rough night ."
"Niall I'm not buying it . Please he needs help !" I pleaded at him with hope he would see the problem Harry is going through .
"Anna , I know and don't you think I've told him ? He is just to stubborn !" He defended himself .
"Than fight for him ! He has a drinking problem and he needs help ." Niall looked down before his hands reached my shoulder and shakes me a little .
"I have ...trust me ." I decide it would be the best not to continue with this conversation with Niall . I looked at the car where Harry was .
"I'm going it was a long night , please take care of him ." I said grabbing his hand that was still in my shoulder , and giving it a light squeeze . His eyes stared into mine before he smiled a little and removed his hands from me .
I nodded him the car and he got what I was saying by getting in . I started moving back tot the entrance of the club but a car beeping got me turned around .
"Thanks ." Niall said .
"You're welcome ." I mouthed . I watched the car slowly moving away from the club . Soon I was left alone . I hugged the coat against my arms tightly as I started to walk .
"Taxi ."
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"You should come here sometimes ." My mom insisted on the phone .
"Mom I really want you , but I have some ...problems here ." I said simply . Problems , huge problems . Now that I found out Harry's problem .
"What problems Anne are you sure you are fine ?"
"Mom for the thousand time , yes ." I chuckled .
"Darling I miss you , come visit us as soon as possible."
"I promises I will ." I said through the phone . After we shared at our last goodbyes I was left alone with NY thoughts .
Should I go visit Harry ?
Without thinking this any further I wore my black jeans with a white jumper and a pair of black NIKE shoes .
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"He's in his room darling ."
"Okay thanks ." I said as I walked the steps two at a time . Harry's house is huge and I ...have no idea where I am . I looked at the door at the end of the hall and opened it . I was greeted with a big bedroom , nicely decorated . But that didn't care because I was focused on a sleeping Harry on the bed .
I closed the door quietly so I wouldn't wake him . The room was dark since everything was closed but luckily you could still see . I made my way to Harry and when I was just facing his face . I kept thinking one thing .
This guy is beautiful .
"Harry ?" I asked softly but I didn't got silence as a return . I stared at the small space near Harry so I sat , again softly so I wouldn't wait .
My hands made contact with his shoulder and I slightly shake him a little . I huffed . This man can't be woken even if a damn pack of rhinos came barging through his room . I placed my hands on my thigh as I stared at my fingers .
Near a minute I looked up to see him again . A stray of hair was on his face and in reached my hand to remove it . I took it in between my fingers and I placed it behind his ear .
For some reason I could stop caressing his face . What makes me angry is that he is drinking . Why ? I am not angry he drinks it makes me angry that he is sad . Suddenly he opened his eyes and I immediately pulled my hand back .
"No , please keep doing it ." he said in his morning voice . I didn't fight back instead I reached my hand to play with his hair .
"What are you doing here ?" He asked .
"I came to look how you are ." I answered at him truthfully .
He got his upper body up as his back rested on the headboard .
"I'm good , so you could go and stop pretending like you care for me ."
His words shocked me .
"Harry I do care for you ." I said coming closer t him .
"Than why were you dancing with my best mate last night ."
"Harry , it was just a dance that was all . " I reassured him . I watched him looking at me and his facial expression changing to a soft one .
"Nothing happened ...you know , between you and him ?"
"God Harry no ." I chuckled at the reaction of Harry .
"You don't remember anything from last night ?" I said looking at him for an answer .
"No."
"Not a thing ?" I asked again .
"No , why is there something I should have remembered ?" He asked running a hand through his curls .
"Oh no , I'm just glad you are okay ." I said trying my best smile .
"Why ,are you glad I am okay ?" He asked looking at me this time .
"Because I am your friend Harry and I want your good ." I said at him . He muttered a thanks and looked down .
"And because I want your good ." I continued .
"I want you to go to a alcoholic center ." I said biting my lip.Harry's head snapped into my direction .
"What ? You crazy !" He yelled at me .
"Firstly no I am not crazy and secondly , you need help ." I said now standing up from the bed.
"Yes you are crazy , I don't need to go to that center I don't even that much of a drinking problem ." he now stood on his feet in front of me .
"Jesus Harry , let me help you ." I whispered the last part .
"If you wanna help me , get out of my house ."
"Harry please don't you see how you become ? You need help to cure yourself from alcohol . " I tried to give him a reason to come but he just keeps shaking his head as a 'no' .
"Anna don't you see I am fine , plus I don't wanna go there and meet crazy people while I am on my own ."
"You won't be alone because I'll come with you ." I said grabbing his arm in a calming way .
"You would ?" He asked now quietly .
What am I doing ? I don't want him to think I love him .
"Yeah , just for help though ." I said removing my arm from him .
"Just for help ." he chuckled at my response .
"Well what do you want me to do huh ?"
"Nothing Anna ! I expect nothing from you !" He yelled and grabbed my shoulders to shake me . What is wrong with him ?
"Harry you're hurting me ." I struggled to get out of his grip but he was just to strong . His face softened a little before he released me . I placed one of my hands on my shoulder which hurt .
"Anna leave ." he said quietly .
"Harry please you need help ." I begged for one last time but he looked down and between gritted teeth spoke to me .
"Leave . " he said but I didn't move .
"Listen Anna I appreciate what you are thinking what's the best for me , but I need some time alone ." he said moving around until he was in front of his door and he opened it , motioning for me to go out .
I took a deep breath before I started walking towards the door . It was worth a shoot .
When I arrived at the door I looked at Harry that was looking everywhere but me .
"Please ," I placed one hand on his cheek " think about it ."
He didn't say anything and that was my cue to leave .
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I stared at my computer . I am with to minds . Should I go ?
I've already got my tickets .
Ah home sweet home , right ?
You think that was the best think to do ?
Yeah it is . I am a grown woman that needs to spend some alone time with her family in her hometown .
Yeah I get that but , Harry ?
I went to Harry and he didn't accept my offer , so he can do whatever his royal mind wants to do .
I only have 4 more holiday days before I go back to work . Yeah family time is what I need .
But Harry .
Why can't I stop thinking about him !?
No Anna yo are leaving , that would be the best thing to do so go and pack .
I shook my head from Harry's thoughts . Since I started working for him all I have been was 'Harry' . Now its not Harry's time , it's Anna's time .
I opened my suitcase .
Notes
I was so happy trying to write this chapter . I wanted to make the story more interesting so there you have it .
For this chapter you should also thank my mother WHICH gave me a ton other ideas for the story and i couldn't be more grateful . I don't know if i will update more this week because tomorrow we start school . We were on holidays so far , that's all .
Stay beautiful as always :)
Hey, your story is pretty good, you know that right?! :)
4/16/15