Imagine with Niall

It is Niall's birthday tonight, I'm so anxious about it because we haven't seen each other in four weeks, and I've missed him a lot.
Even though his actual birthday isn't today, Niall’s decided to throw a party for his closest friends just because he has a few days off.
His tour is currently in America, and we don’t have much time to spend together, I really can't wait for it to end so we can be together.
I’ve recently got the courage to confess myself that I actually like Niall. I'm a bit scared, because he may not feel the same about me, I don't want to destroy our long friendship by confessing my feelings towards him. I’ve been overthinking all the time, considering what is the best solution, and still I haven't come up with any idea.
Half of the time I'm like, I'll tell him we live only once, he deserves to know, but on the other hand, I'm like, no I don't want to hurt neither him nor myself. And that's constantly repeating in a spacious circle.
I've been getting ready full two hours, my head just can't focus on anything but Niall. I've never felt this intimidated ever, but since I discovered this feeling I've become this nervous and goofy.
Finally, I succeed to find something decent to wear for the party. I pair my new high-waisted shorts with my white elegant shirt, adding some accessories. Having finished my make up I put my flat sandals on with a bag along, and have left the house aiming to the party. The party is stationed in the club that name is so silly and I always fail to remember it, but however I know where it is, and that's more important than its name alone.

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-Sammie?
Niall welcomes me with his hands open for a hug. I jump into his embrace, squeezing him tightly to myself. I miss his hugs, his accent, the most beautiful eyes that can make you lost in them if you are looking for too long. I seem to be one of that lucky persons who is lost, and still drowning in his eyes, not managing to find a way out.
-Niall, happy birthday honey!
I squawk, yet standing just before him, our bodies so close that it erupts tons and tons of emotions in me.
-Thanks, Sammie, I missed you so much babe.
Niall states and then he nears closer to my face and places a kiss right next to my lips. I’ve almost fainted, my cheeks already burning, as I manage to smile shyly.
I should not of act like this, I need to make up my mind or I’m screwed.
-Please, help yourself with whatever you like.
He grinned once again, and with one cute wink he’s left me in the middle of the club.
Perhaps, I shouldn’t have come, I can’t have his full attention, of course, it’s his birthday, he has to leave it up to maximum. I really annoy myself sometimes, things can’t always be as I want, I have to get over that.
I notice that I’m standing alone in one spot for so long, and I move across, approaching one big table, where I sit next to Greg.
I greet him fully smiling even though I feel much far from it. It is awkward for me to share this space with so many famous stars, I don’t belong here, I even wonder why Niall’s asked me to come.
Some people are looking at me like I am a creep, I really wish I was somewhere else, but I know that if I didn’t come, Niall would get mad at me, and I don’t want the one who means the world to me to be angry, I can’t cope with that. It will be frustrating.
The party is going pretty good for the rest of the guests except for me, I’m still timidly sitting on the chair, glancing and scanning everything around, hoping for Niall to come over and check on me. I can’t be more stiffened, my breathing is noiseless, and I’m not moving any other part of my body, only eyes.
This is a delusion, why I am so repulsive, certainly that Niall will never like me when I’m acting like this. I’ve been like a ghost, not visible at all.
In a split of a second I decide to take a shot and go find Niall, because I don’t want to waste my time alone sitting like a stranger in a corner. I take two shots instead, which is too much for me, and I go seeking for the babe. Just when I get up, walking away from the table, the song’s changed and one romantic comes on.
I regret everything, hesitating that I’m far away from my seat. My pace slows down, and the smile fades away, I can’t focus anymore, my head is a bit dizzy, and the vision a bit blurry.
-Gotcha!
Niall whispers into my ear from behind, spinning me the whole way round, unless we are face to face again.
-Hey.
I sigh, glancing down at my fingers.
-C’mon, cheer up babe, let’s dance.
As Niall says that, he takes me by my hands, wrapping it around his neck while he puts his around my waist.
I immediately smile, burying my head in his neck, feeling his scent, breathing it in as much as it is possible.
-I think I’m in a giddy mood right now.
I murmur, snickering slightly, never opening my eyes. Niall withdrew me closer to him, resting his chin on my head.
The bartender approaches us, offering us to drink. I open my eyes, realising that it’s bad, I’ve never drunk anything in my life, so it’s understandable that I’m tipsy.
I laugh without any particular reason, and Niall joins me so I won’t look like a fool.
My hand rushes for a drink without my permission, and I swallow the greenish liquor. It burns my throat all way down, and I suck the air through my clenched teeth in spite to cool the burn down.
Niall titters, placing a soft kiss, again, right next to my lips.
-Niall?
I mumble, not feeling myself, I can’t believe I’ve got drunk on his birthday, it’s so embarrassing.
-I really like you, and I can’t keep this inside anymore, I had to tell you, I’m sorry.
I’ve not even waited for him to answer, but at least I get that off my chest, it is what it is.
I tilt my head a bit backwards, not daring to open my eyes, while my hands are playing with his hair.
Suddenly, I feel something soothing being pressed to my lips, fondly moving. Realising that this is just Niall kissing me, I smirk, giving in, and kissing him back.
Our romantic kiss, quickly turns into a passionate one.
I cut the kiss, staring into his eyes, not blinking at all. They are so mesmerizing, so hypnotizing, while mine are currently sparkly and watery since I’m a bit drunk.
-By pure chance I feel the same way, and all this time I didn’t have courage to tell you that I like you, I was scared that you won’t feel the same, and for anything in the world I wouldn’t want to lose you.
Having leaned his forehead against mine, Niall’s warmed my heart up, making me the happiest girl ever.
-But I think I won’t be able to live without you, while you’re on the tour.
I speak with his lips on mine, so I know he’s still there, and I’m not dreaming.
-This is exactly why I’m here, to bring you with me, babe.
Niall hugs me solidly, leaving just one from a bunch of kisses that will follow, on my lips.

Notes

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