Walking over to the cafe paparazzi snapped a few photos of us, but it wasn't anything big. I imagine that the boys living in London don't get as big as a swarm as when they come into the states. We walked into the quint café. After sitting in silence for a few moments Niall spoke.

"I don't regret it" His blue eye staring me down

"I don't either. Why would you say that though?" I asked nervously

Niall hesitated "I don't know much about you, I don't know what kind of relationship you like. I don't know if your even okay with the idea of an us." He paused at the word us. "I don't fall in love easily Ailia"

"Well I have time, how about we get the answers to those questions. And to let you know, I don't fall in love easily, but when I do, I fall hard" I responded.

Niall smiled. "All right Miss. Quinn, last relationship?"

I paused at the thought of Nolan, paused in almost embarrassment. "Well, I dated this guy Nolan for about four years, all through high school. It wasn't a perfect relationship but we were both happy. Or so I thought we both were. I walked in on him cheating on my with a Sophomore. But the thing was I wasn't as angry as I thought I would be, I mean yeah I was hurt but I realized I had been waiting for something like that to happen so we could break up" I laughed a bit at my foolishness. "What about you?"

"Nolan sounds like a real champ" Niall said sarcastically. "But I dated a few girls here and there nothing serious, its hard to date when your in the public eye. For a long time I was crazy about a girl from home, Cassandra, we promised each other that when I got back home we could make something of our friendship, but when I came home, she was in a serious relationship with another college guy, so I left hurt and she left happy. But I was happy for her" He paused "I eventually got over her, so I don't want you to think I'm still hoping of something between me and her" Niall said reassuring.

"First kiss" I said flirtatiously

He let out a loud, contagious laugh. "Wow, uh it was a dare, I guess this girl liked me and all her friends dared me to kiss her, and me never backing down from a dare accepted the challenge, but she thought we were dating after that so I was pretty funny from my perspective" Niall chuckled, as did I. "And you, first kiss, shoot"

"It's corny so I'm warning you!" I giggled "So my school went on this field trip to an amusement park and me and this guy that I was dating, we decided that we should kiss, so at sunset, at the top of the Farris Wheel we kissed, but the next day he asked me to make out with him so I broke up with him" Niall burst out laughing and so did I.

"Oh my god!" Was all he could say between breaths. I covered my hands in my face in embarrassment.

"It was cute!" I pleaded while he laughed.

"It was! But you dumped the poor kid cause he wanted to make out with you!" Niall laughed

"I was like twelve!"

"Still!" We laughed a bit more but once we calmed down, things got more serious

"Anything serious that has happened?" Niall asked in a serious tone.

I thought for a moment "My mom died a few years ago. I was a sophomore."

Niall's eyes widened. "I'm so sorry Ailia" He reached his hand across and set it on mine in support. I could hear flashing of cameras but Niall hesitate. "How?"

"Car accident. She was driving home from the store at night and a drunk driver ran a red light. The car flipped over and she died within impact." I tear slip out but I quickly wiped it away. "My dad was just broken for a long time. He still talked to me about it, it wasn't like he shut me out or anything, but he wasn't the same. He slowly got back to himself but a piece of him will always be missing. Now he's just a typical overprotective, irish father." I laughed a bit wiping another tear. "This are relatively normal now, I just feel bad for leaving him ya know" I looked down.

"Your chasing your dreams, I know that he's proud of you. I'm sure he has his own things going on that will keep him occupied" Niall's words were comforting.

I nodded in agreement. "What about you?" I said not wanting to talk about it anymore.

"I've never really had a serious relationship. I mean I know how to be in a relationship and all that stuff but I've never had that madly and deeply in love relationship before. So I go into relationships pretty scared" Niall gave me a slight smile.

"You don't have to be scared. Love is scary I know that, but you have to let yourself free fall into love and put all the worries aside. Your not going to find 'the one' by being scared and running out of commitment."

"Wow, your going to be a goos therapist" Niall chuckled.

I blushed "Thanks"

"What kind of therapist do you want to be?"

"I'm looking into marriage and family therapy. But I really want to be the type of therapist that teenagers who are struggling emotionally and need help, I want to be that help. I grew up with a lot of friends who did things like self harm. It was a horrible thing to witness. I helped them as much as I could as a human being, I saved a few of them from never harming them selves again. But one friend, Chelby, she committed suicide junior year. I knew she was depressed, but I never thought she would take her own life, but she did. And I regret everyday that I didn't do everything in my power to help her. I was too busy with friends who at the time I thought were worse…"

Niall cut me off. "You can't blame yourself for that. For gods sake Ailia you were helping a lot of people at the time, you can't save everyone. If it wasn't her, it would have been someone else."

"But I let her slip through my fingers, I noticed cuts on her arms, I talked to her about it, I thought I talked her out of it, but three days later, she didn't show up to school. I blamed myself for it all, I still do." A few tears fell down my cheeks.

"Don't. Don't blame yourself. Suicide is the most selfish thing someone can ever do, ever. Chelby caused so much pain form that because of whatever temporary thing was going on at that time. But what she failed to see was that now you beat yourself up all the time because she made a dumb mistake. Look Ailia, unless you pulled the trigger, its not your fault." He got up and wrapped me in him arms and the crying stopped. Just being in his arms soothed me.

We finished up out drinks and left the café. We were walking the streets of London, my first time sight seeing and it was pretty perfect. Niall's hair curled out under his snapback. Even in jeans and a plain t-shit, he still looked gorgeous. Some how his hand met mine, and soon out fingers were entwined. Butterflies shot through my stomach. Niall pointed out his favorite spots in London, his favorite bars, favorite clubs, favorite stores. All he said he would bring me to someday. The clouds rolled in a the skies became dark. It was bound to rain any second, but we stayed on track walking in London. Little rain drops trickled down, and soon a complete down pour. We ran over to the park under a tree. Above us was was a little tree fort that blocked the rain from us, although a few drips manage to escape through the wood.

We stood in silence for a few moments, just looking in each others eyes. A drip of water hit my forehead. Niall wiped away the drop gently.

"You don't have to be scared of me" I whispered

"I'm not scared of you, I'm afraid what will happen to you" Niall whispered back, framing my face with his hands.

"I can take a few punches" I winked at him giggling.

"Good. Just one thing" His words were spoken softly

"What?" My hands found his chest

"If we make-out don't dump me" He whispered trying to be serious

I let out a laugh "Well, you better try and find out"

With that the space between out lips closed.

"Well?" He asked

"I think I'll let you stick around" I winked at him. His kissed me in return, just like the kiss back in the studio, and in that moment I didn't want anything more.

Notes

Hey guys! So I just wanted to let you know that the first kiss part actually was how my first kiss was! Haha thats not embarassing! I really liked this chapter though, it was quite emotional on Ailia's end. I'm update soon, hope you liked this chapter! Vote, Comment and Subscibe! ~Casi xx.

P.S. Let me know what you guys think, I'd love to encorperate some of you into the story, just comment your name and I might just put it in the next chapter!