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I walked unsteady alongside Niall to the car. The air filled with silence. There wasn't much to say right now. All the boys and there girlfriends kept quiet as well. It will always be a depressing moment when we leave to the airport. We all got into our cars but only small talk occurred. I sat next to Niall, out fingers laced with each others. I could feel almost feel his heart beat through his hands. It was calming. Niall would occasionally say something to the boys, trying to ease the tension.

The doors opened and a mob of paparazzi surround the black SUV. Niall held a strong grip on my waist. Stepping out of the car, cameras flashed in from tot my face, I could hear people screaming. It was like the world was closing in on me and I began to breathe heavily. I swore that Niall could hear my heart great. I felt the sweat develop in my palms and Niall looked down to me, worried. He bent down and whispered in my ear "Don't worry babe, I've got you…You're going to be okay" I nodded, anxiety filling my body. I felt people bumping into me, and pulling on me. All they wanted was a fucking picture and it enraged me. Within moments without me even realizing it, I was on the ground curled up in a bawl. I've never had it this worse before. I couldn't tell if I was having an anxiety attack or if I was letting the claustrophobia get to me. Tears streaming down my face, I couldn't move. I wasn't in control of my own body and it scared me. I could hear faint calls by Niall telling me to get up so we could get somewhere safe. But I was incapable. I couldn't even bring myself to say I can't move. Niall grabbed my hand but I quickly snapped it back, not even having control over the sudden move. In one quick motion, Niall picked me up bridal style. I tucked my head into his shoulder. I managed to try and calm down on our way to the gate. Niall sat me down on a chair and I removed myself from the ball position and Niall crouched in front of me.

"Ailia, love, are you okay now?" He rested a hand on my knee

"Yeah..I'm okay now. It was bizarre. I've never had that happen before. I couldn't control what I was doing." I looked up "Babe, I was so scared"

Niall wiped the tear that fell on my cheek. "Your better now okay hun….Ailia, I have to go soon"

I nodded and stood up in front of him. I rested my hands on his waist. I held back the remaining of my tears, trying to be strong for him. He brought his hands up to my jawline, forcing me to look up to him. We stood for a while like this. Just gazing in his eyes, that moment I felt completely safe. He brushed a piece of my hair behind my ear. I saw him lick his lips, in siting either he was going to kiss me, or talk. H bent down and gave me a quick, soft kiss but pulled away.

"I love you" He whispered

"I love you too" My voice was shaken and I hoped he didn't notice, but Niall notices everything

"Don't cry princess" He faintly whispered

I sniffled my nose and tried to compose myself. I took a deep breath in and looked back into his sky blue orbs. "I won't" I said quickly

"Don't lie babe" He said rubbing his thumb on my cheek.

As soon as he said that, I stopped trying to hold it all in. I knew I probably looked like a mess but I didn't care. I cried into his chest. Silent sobs left my body. Niall held my head close to his body. I hands rested on his muscular arms. I was sad and angry at the same time. I was sad he was leaving but I was angry that I let myself fall in love with him, that he had to leave. I was just devastated. I kept my anger to myself, knowing I was just being selfish.

A first call was made from the airport speakers, telling everyone the flight was now boarding. This was it. Niall would be leaving momentarily. I decided I wouldn't let out last moments be trying to stop me from crying. I whipped my tears of my face, and brought myself back to normal.

"Okay..now Niall, I want you to have fun okay. I want you to have this be the best tour. I want you to sing your heart out. But most importantly I want you to know how proud I am of you. I love you so much okay. Call me every time you can, we'll Skype, I'll come to see you when your in Cali..it's going to work" I said trying to fit everything in at once

"Don't have to tell me twice" He smiled "I love you Ailia"

"I love you" I put my hands on his jawline and kissed him. I kissed him with everything I had in that moment. The passion of our kiss was interrupted by the last call for his flight. He pulled away and looked at me one more time. I handed him a letter that I wrote him the night before. I went to my tippy toes and whispered in his ear "Read it on the plane" He nodded and kissed my forehead.

He began to walk away but turned around and ran back over to me. He quickly picked my up and kissed me once again. The kiss was pure love. His tongue danced with mine in the short time we had. I smiled during the kiss, and I giggled at his sudden desire for me. He set me down and smiled at me

"I love you so much, I'll see you soon okay babe"

I giggled a bit "I love you too! Now go! Your going to miss your flight" I bit my bottom lip. He kissed my cheek and left. He yelled back to their London security guard "Make sure she gets in the car safe!"

I smiled as he left for the tunnel. The tunnel that separated us.

Niall's POV

I sat next to Zayn who looked out the window to see Perrie, waving out the window of the airport. The plane taxied and soon was high in the air. I looked at the letter that Ailia handed me. Her handwriting was on the front with my name inscribed on it. I took a deep breath and opened the letter and began to read.

Niall,

By now your on the plane to the states. Your living your dreams and I'm living mine as I spent the last months with you. I'm so insanely proud of you, you can't even imagine. You inspire me to do what I love, and you've helped me do that. I sit here in your room, and your sound asleep. Except form your silent snores, which are the cutest thing ever! I look out the window and see London quiet, and empty. It only reminds me of the way it's going to be without you, quiet and empty. You've made my life better then I could ever even imagine. I'm the happiest I've ever been. It might sound cheesy but, you kinda complete me. Everything I lack, you make up for. You've made me a better person. And I want to say thank you for that.

While you are gone, I'll be studying and taking care of Cora Jude. I'm trying my best to find her a good home, I know I'm getting closer everyday whether it's finding her aunt or finding an adoptive parents. I can see now, her waking up every morning asking where you are, and I'll tell her...

'Niall is a superhero Cora Jude, he saves the lives of teenage girls across the country. He has the power to sing to people and make them happy. I fell in love with a superhero. It's not all rainbows and butterflies though, there is times where I cry, not knowing when he's going to come home, or how much longer I can go without him, or how much longer I can go with him. But I know that I'm in love with that superhero, with out without him..I can't live. He might be saving other lives right now, but he saved mine, and I'll spend the rest of my life thanking him'

And it's true babe, your my superhero and you saved me. I'm so thankful for you. I don't know how I can prove it to you how much I love you, but I plan on growing old with you, telling you everyday..I love you to the moon, from all the stars and back.

From the miles, countries, and oceans between us. It won't change how much I love you. And if things go for the worse, and we somehow we let distance over come our love. I understand. I understand that your life is a crazy mix of different times and schedules. But promise me one thing, if we ever are to part for any reason. Know that I love you in a different way I could ever love someone else. You will always have a place in my heart, always. And in the years to come, no matter if we are old and wrinkly and we haven't talked for years. Find me. I want you to search the world for me and come to me. Whether I have erased you from my life or if things ended badly. I'm telling you now that I want you to find me. I want you to bring back the feelings I have now. I want your make me realize that I couldn't ever truly love without you in my life. And if your married, or if I'm married, we can keep things on a friendly level. On a level of complete love for the past we spent together. I would thank you, telling you that because of you, I met the father of my children, I met the man that gave me everything I've ever wanted. Even though back when we were young, you were all I ever wanted.

Hopefully, if things go the way that I pray for, you will be that man. You will be the man to father my children, you will be the man to give me everything I ever wanted. I honestly can't see myself loving anybody else as much as I love you.

Remember when you told me that you were going to marry me one day? Prove it. Marry me one day. I'm not asking you to propose right now, and I'm not proposing right now, that would be crazy! But marry me Niall James Horan, propose to me in later years when he moment is right. I don't care about the size of the ring..but just of you know my dream ring is a diamond with my birthstone of the outside and then my husbands birthstone on the outside of mine..haha okay but I don't care about all that. I don't care the size of the wedding. If its you I'm standing next to at the alter, that the only thing I need.

So Niall James Horan, prove it.

I love you so much babe,

Ailia.

I finished the letter and felt the warmth of tear fall from my cheeks, I wasn't exactly bawling my eyes out, but tears did slip from my eyes. I felt Zayn's hand on my shoulder and nodded in his direction, as a sense of thanks.

I felt guilty for leaving her. But I know she understood. I loved this girl so much. And I was going to prove it. I wouldn't let us part, ever. I will marry Ailia Ava Quinn. Wait and see. She's going to be the mother of my children, she is going to be the woman to give me everything I have ever wanted. I promised myself that it will happen whether if its tomorrow or five years from now. I will stand by the alter with her by my side, looking more beautiful then ever.

Notes

Hey GUYS!!! OMGGG okay so I couldn't log into my account and I was totally freaking out but I just got it by logging in with my email instead of my tumblr! So sorry for the wait!

But Anyway!! I hope you guys liked this chapter, its a bit emotional and sad. I seriously loved the letter! But let me know what you guys think about the sad goodbye :(

Also, for following chapters I have decided not to do a squal :(
With next year and school, it will be impossible to carry on another fanfiction right now. But do not worry. I will do flash forwards in the following chapters, and include everything that I wanted. Next chapter will be like a 'flashforward' type of chater and then the following chapters will be more in detail of whats going on in Niall's and Aillia's future! You guys will love it okay! If you would like me to put in a part of there lives together, whether its a break up, marriage, kids, growing old, let me know! I unfortuntly will not be putting in meeting the parents becuase it will be an awkward jump intime from now, meeting the parrents, to whatever I have planned ;)
But comment below what you would like me to include! Okay well Subscribe, Comment and Vote!!!
~Casi xxx.