
I Will Fall For You.
Secret Singles
Ailia's POV
Niall dropped me off at my place, Cora Jude couldn't be watched by Camila forever. Walking into the front door, I looked at the clock and it was two in the morning. 'Shit' I said under my breath. I never meant to stay out this late. I tip toed into the living room…Camila was sound asleep and Annabelle who wasn't even making a sound, sat in the window sill. I walked over to her and she just turned her head to look at me, then back to the outside view. I was a bit confused by her depressing actions.
"Annabelle?" I whispered
She turned and saw Camila sleeping and motion towards the terrorist. I opened the door and she followed me. She walked right up to the balcony and I stood next to her.
We didn't say much until she decided to speak.
"I sent Luke back to New York." She said calmly
"What? Why?" I was confused, I thought every thing was going fine.
"He was only here because of the baby. Well its been like two months since I lost her, him, whatever it was..he was staying for no reason. He should just be back with Colbie. He only felt bad for knocking me up" She was putting not hat tough girl attitude. I hated it it was like she was pretended.
"Oh give me a break. Annabelle he didn't 'knock you up' you two, together got pregnant and you had a miscarriage. When are you going to stop pretended like it didn't happen? Anna, your getting bad again"
I was referring to Annabelle's past. She had this thing where when something bad would happen she would completely isolate it from her brain. She would bottle it all up and put on this ridiculous bad girl image that just wasn't her. She was close friends with Chelby, they were inseparable. All three of us were and when Chelby..killed herself. Annabelle began acting like it didn't happen, she went out partied, hooked up with random guys, drank. She even got involved in drugs but that all went away when I found out. I pretty much told her flat out what she was doing and it woke her up..that is until now. She thought all this would ease the pain, but all it did was make her forget it until she came down from her high.
"Look Ailia, I'm not you, I'm not perfect okay. I don't handle things well and you know that." She took a deep breath, I saw a tear escape her eye but she quickly rubbed it away. She turned to me
"I really fucked up" She said, reaching her breaking point
I brought her in for embrace, I ran through my mind what to say, what to do. I hated seeing her like this. But then it clicked.
"Anna…you never even liked Luke lets get real. We both know what you were with him for..the thrill, being all secretive. But when it comes down to it…through this all who did you really hurt?"
She looked down, playing with her fingers "Harry" She said so softly I barely heard her.
"Yeah, Harry. Annabelle he's a great guy, one of the best out there, you don't just throw them to the side because the guy that has been cheating on his girlfriend with her decided to grow up and come to you because you got pregnant. If you didn't get pregnant, he would not have stuck around." I knew the words would hurt, but she needed to hear them.
"I know, I know… I was being stupid. I just got scared of something real for once in my life. Everything has been for the thrill and now…shit getting real. I didn't know if I could fucking handle it, ya know a real relationship. He was just overly nice and for a seconds I thought he was just being like that to get in my pants ya know, thats what I'm use to. But then when I realized that it was genuine, I ran away. I didn't know how to act in that situation."
"You don't 'act' a certain way in a relationship. You be you. The way your with me, be with him but ya know I would kiss him and have sex with him..not me" I laughed, lightening to mood
She laughed out loud. "See be you" I smiled and then hugged her
"Thanks…if you don;t have your degree in psychology yet thats fucked up" She laughed
I shrugged my shoulders "They can't give it to me now"
"Oh please you know pretty much everything already…I bet if you took a final you would pass with flying colors"
"I couldn't do that" I laughed at her idea
"I know, I'm just saying you could do it"
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*outfit for the day* (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=85417159)
It was nine am when I got a phone call, I saw the caller id and saw my fathers name. It was a bit odd that he was calling me now, we usually talked everyday at lunch when we could.
i picked up the phone "Hello? Dad?"
"Hey sweetie, I have lunch plans, so I though I would call you now"
"Oh yeah, thats great, I was going to drop Cora Jude off at Danielle's and then head to work"
"Okay, how is the little cutie?"
I turned around and saw her sitting and singing in the back seat of my car. "Oh she's great, singing some One Direction, what else would she be doing?" I laughed
I heard my dad laugh, and it brought me back home "Speaking of..how is everything in that direction?" I heard my dad laugh at his own joke
"Oh god dad, just no" I laughed "But they are great, things are great. They leave soon so we are bringing them in to record with today"
"Oh honey, you know what I mean, how that boy, Niall? Hmm?"
"He's great dad…he's good to me. I love him dad." I tried not to cry
"Well, he sounds like a good lad. I'd love to meet him" I could hear sniffles on my dad's end but I didn't bring it up
"You can count on it" I was just pulling into Dani's driveway "Okay Dad, I better go…I love you"
"I love you too Princess"
I quickly dropped off Cora Jude and thanked Dani. I was running late and i had to get to work fast.
Pulling into the studio, I saw Niall standing outside his Range Rover, sipping a coffee and holding another.
I jumped out and ran over to him "Oh please tell me that one is for me" I said eagerly
"Nope" He stated sipping his coffee, but only to break the sip by laughing "I'm just kidding, one white chocolate mocha with vanilla and hazelnut"
I hit his arm playful giving him a smirk "Thank you" I kissed his cheek "Your a god you know that" I said beginning to chug the mocha
"Hey, hey their slugger, calm down by the looks of it, that last thing you need is a shot of caffeine" He laughed pointing to my drink
"Oh shut up" I snapped back
"Do what the lady says…always" Liam said not even looking at us walking into the studio. I looked up and smiled at him, I totally just won that.
Niall brought his hand to my back and led me into the studio. They boys all went in for sound check and I went into Simon's office, as he instructed me to do at the wedding. I sat in the chair in front of him. I have to say he was pretty intimidating. Well….he was mostly scary.
"Well, Ailia, I would like to record your song. I think it was brilliant song writing, great instrumental done by Niall, and you and Harry together was spectacular. I want to have you record it as a duet with Harry, and have Niall do the piano with it. Maybe have Josh do the guitar part"
"Oh, wow…Thank you Simon. I have a suggestion though…I think that we should add light drums into the background, just a steady beat."
"Oh yes, that sounds like a great idea. Now when we will be able to record it, will be difficult. The boys leave in two days and recording during then, just won't be able to happen. Plus you have school. But the choices are you either fly during the tour and we record in California maybe, or we have to wait until the tour is over"
I let the options weigh on my brain. I didn't want to wait a couple months to record, but I didn't know when I could take off school. Plus if I went during their tour, I would be able to see Niall.
"Okay…well if we record on a weekend and I fly there on a Friday, and fly home on a Monday, that would work."
"Sounds great. Its a pleasure doing business with you Ailia" He reached over the table and shook my hand
I walked out of his office not being able to wipe the smile off my face.
Niall stood in front of the studio door. I ran up and hugged him tight.
"I'm coming to California when your there to record" I whispered in his ear
Niall pulled from the hug and rested his hands on my shoulders with a shocked expression on his face "Are you serious?!"
"Yeah!" I yelled. He pulled me in for another hug and spun me around and I giggled in the process.
I was going to record my first single, wit my boyfriend while he was going to be on tour. What could be more perfect?
Notes
Hey Guys!! I hope you like this chapter! I know nothing to major happens but next chater will be more emotional :(Let me know what you guys think though! I didn't get comments last chapter, so let me know you guys are still out there!
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7/15/13