Niall's POV

The angry rose to my head. I could just see him and her cuddled on the couch together watching movies. I couldn't escape the remembrance of her telling gem about then being together. I tried my hardest not to show that it bothered me but with the courage boost from the alcohol I was able to let it all out. Yeah I let out a little too much, some things I said I wasn't even thinking. Yeah I was a little harsh to her but it made me angry, I couldn't control that.

I walked into the club already drunk. I remember the boys trying to get me to stop drinking but the taste of the alcohol was all I wanted. I felt the smooth feel of whiskey run down my throat. I didn't even react to the bitter taste. I slammed the drink on the counter and called for another one. Harry came up to me telling me to stop but I pushed him off. I was going to deal with this my own way. I drank one more shot and made my way to the dance floor.

A few girls came up and danced all around me but one caught my eye. Her blonde hair whipped from side to side as she circled around me. I caught a glimpse of her green eyes. I put my hand around her waist as she shuffled closer to me. Our hips swerved together with the rhythm of the music. Our foreheads touched and I felt her hurt beat against my chest. With the alcohol mixed with the temptation of her lips I crashed into her. Our tongues danced together. The kiss was rough and sloppy. It was almost a kiss full of anger.

It was when she bit my lip that suddenly the high from the drinks fell. I pulled away immediately. Ailia would always lightly tug on my bottom lip. Only Ailia. The girl yelled at me as I marched away. I ran my fingers through my hair, feeling the crowd of people push against me. I noticed some of the boys yell to me but I ignored them. I ran out the club into the streets of Russia. I didn't even know where I was going, I didn't even know what city I was in.

What the hell did I just do. I couldn't help but keep running my fingers through my hair. I cursed into the air. I felt this over whelming sense of guilt. I've never cheated on anyone, ever. I just cheated on the girl I was hopelessly in love with. It's like I was completely sober and everything was running through my mind. I pulled out my phone and dialed her number. I didn't care the time difference I needed to talk to her, desperately.

"Niall?" Her voice cracked into the phone

"Babe, oh my god, Ailia I'm so so sorry. I can't even say it enough. You're going to hate me. Ailia babe I blew it"

"Niall, what are you talking about?" She spoke weakly, breaking my heart

"I got really drunk…and I…I kissed this random girl…I stopped as soon as I realized what I was doing. I know the drinks is no excuse but babe I would never mean to hurt you, ever"

"You…didn't sleep with her right?" I could hear the tears fill her eyes.

"No, babe I didn't, I didn't" I began to stutter

"Okay…babe..I love you, I do..but maybe we should take some time off"

"Ailia no, please baby. I know I made a mistake I know that and I know I freaked out but I didn't mean it. Ailia, we can't do this please babe." I felt tears boil up in my

She sniffled her nose "Niall, when your drunk you say things you wouldn't normally say out loud.."

"Exactly babe, I would never think that" I cut her off

"Niall, but if you thought it at the time you had no self control not to say it..concluding that you were thinking about it..Niall I love you but.." She trailed off

"Ailia, babe please..don't do this"

"Let's just take a break okay..we'll talk when you get back to London" She said quickly, breaking my heart with each word.

"Ailia, I'm afraid I'll loose you…I don't want to have to compete with Josh." I let the truth come out

"Is that what your so worried about?" She paused knowing the answer. "Niall, Josh is my past and your my future..you're not competing with anyone"

I still felt a sense of unease. That's when it hit me. She was completely right. It's not that I don't trust her, it's him. I don't want him to get her in a venerable state. I didn't want him comforting her, I wanted to do that. But I realize now that I put her in that venerable state. She was crying to him because of me. I did it. I made her upset because I didn't want him to help her. In the end I was only benefiting him.

"I'm sorry Ailia..I really am." I paused "I never wanted you to be crying to him, I wanted that to be me. I love you and I don't want to have someone else fighting for your heart"

"I know babe, I know…this break will just give us the space we need right now. I love you"

"I love you too" I whispered into the phone

Ailia's POV

I hung up the phone. I didn't cry. Their wasn't any tears left in me. Josh was asleep on the couch and I sat in the windowsill looking out into London. The sun was just rising off all the buildings. I wasn't sure if I made the right choice with Niall. Was taking a break the right things to do? Maybe he had a reason to worry about Josh. I was crying to him and I know Niall doesn't like that. I can understand the Niall doesn't like my getting along with Josh, we had a past and it made Niall nervous. I'm so in love with Niall and I just pray to god I didn't loose him by doing this. When he gets back home everything will be alright. Two more weeks..thats how long I would have to wait.

Notes

Hey Guys! I just realised it took me a bit to upload so for that I'm sorry! I've been going crazy with finals and school events. Hope you guys like this chapter! Let me know some predictions and what you think so far. Thanks for reading! Subscribe, Comment, and Vote!! ~Casi xx.