I was in desperate need of some relaxing time. Finals for the first semester were coming up and I have been up so late every night studying. My entire week and a half since Niall had been gone consisted of studying, going to class, working, and more studying. Annabelle found a job working at a newspaper in London as an assistant, so I haven't been seeing much of her lately. Camila seemed to never be around from being either at school, the library, or out with some new guy of the week.

I've been out to coffee with Josh a few times. Things with us were finally going back to normal. We talked for hours about everything. I must say that I'm very happy that he's back in my life. I've missed Josh to tell the truth. He has always been a big part of my life and I plan on him staying in my life.

I decided that I was craving some popcorn and disney movies. I needed Josh and I's movie dates…but obviously not a real date.

"Josh!" I yelled through the phone

"Ailia!" He yelled back with just as much enthusiasm

"I need our disney movie nights..come over!" I said wining through the phone

The sound of Josh's laugh tickled my ear "Okay okay…be over soon"

"Yay! Bring popcorn! I'm all out"

"Yes your royal pain in my ass" Josh said sarcastically

"Hey boy watch what your saying!" I said laughed "See you soon"

"Okay"

While waiting for Josh I figured I should call Niall. I haven't talked to him all day. To be honest I missed him so much it hurt. I had to completely try and ex out that he wasn't here. That he wasn't laying next to me at night. I had to pretend like everything was normal. I had to pretend that he wasn't on tour, that he was with me but was just gone when I was home. It sounds weird thinking about it, but some ow it works.

"Hey babe" The irish accent filled my ears

"Hi love" I said smiling at the sound of his voice. "What are you doing?"

"Nothing really, the boys and I are on break for the day, going to go out tonight most likely"

"Oh that's great, hope you guys have fun. Josh is about to come over to watch some movies with me"

Their was a pause

"Niall?" I said trying to reassure he was still there

"Your going to cuddle up with Josh and watch movies, while I'm away." Their was an angry tone in Niall's voice, one I have never hear of before

"Wow babe, no. I just need to relax so he's coming over to watch some movies, we're just going to hang out" I said defensively

"Bullshit, I know how you guys wind up all the time. I don't like the idea of you two alone together"

I was growing angry with his response to the whole thing. Why didn't he trust me? He was surely over reacting.

"Niall, what the hell!" I yelled "Josh is just a friend you know that. What do you think I'm just going to go whoreing around while your not here?! Well, your wrong! I can't believe you don't trust me…are you drunk or something?"

"No I'm not fucking drunk." Their was a slur in his voice, he surely was intoxicated "And how should I know what your doing while I'm not there. You did sleep with the guy, but no you didn't want to rush things with me right?"

"Niall stop!" I yelled just as I heard Josh walk in through the door. "If your so angry with the fact that I didn't sleep with you I'm sure you have plenty of options out there!" As soon as I said it I wanted to take it all back.

"Look babe, I'm going out tonight. You keep that in mind when you turn over to see that douche bag laying next to you tonight" he hung up the phone.

I lost it. I started crying right there. I felt Josh's arms wrap around me. He was going to sleep with someone, I knew it. I didn't think Niall even cared that much that I slept with Josh. Why was he so angry with me, I didn't understand what was going on and I didn't like it.

"He's going to cheat on me" I whimpering into Josh's shoulder

"No, love you don't know that. Come on just don't think about it. You guys just got in a little fight, everything will work out tomorrow, I promise" Josh whispered into my ear.

I could only hope he was right. I could only imagine what he was going to do. He was drunk, delirious. Knowing Niall he would be hit on by girls from right and left. He was so angry with me, I knew he would hook up with someone. I knew it. It hurt so much to think of it. It legitimately hurt, I felt like someone had punched me in the stomach and held my mouth closed, not allowing me to breathe. The tears only kept pouring out. I sat on the couch crying into Josh while he held me. I was getting so worked up over it. Josh staying with me the whole night. He held me while I cried. I feel asleep with him on the couch with make-up running down my cheeks. All while Niall was doing god-know-what with whoever.

Notes

Hey Guys! Hope you like this chapter! I know a lot of you are probably pissed haha, but the story gets so much better from here. Everything really just gets pretty screwed up form here. It's going to be a snowball affect on everything. Let me hear some of your predictions, leave some comments below! Vote, Comment, and Subscibe!!! ~Casi xx.