I fluttered my eyes open, then quickly squinting from the light. I finally got the energy to get up. Stumbling to the shower I saw the empty bottle of beer by my bed can followed by noticing the pounding of my head. Annabelle and i must have been drinking last night. When we get together when were upset its been tradition to get a little drunk and just talk for hours on the couch. I figured I didn't get that drunk considering I was changed into my pajamas.

I stepped into the shower letting the cool water drip down. I stood for some minutes not really doing anything. I stood not thinking about one particular subject, I let everything run through my mind. I thought about classes, thanksgiving, going home, meeting up with Ed soon, how I was going to call Niall, where Josh has been the last few days. I traditionally did this, thought about everything not staying on one thing for too long.

I got out and made my way to the couch. I sat down and began to crush the small knots out of my hair. Annabelle walked in with her hand on her head.

"We drank last night for sure"

"Yup, take some advil"

Annabelle just made a small groaning noise and made her way to the kitchen shortly coming back,

"Have you talked to Niall yet?"

"No, he's probably jet lagged so I wanted to let him sleep. How about Harry?"

"Just shortly, he just wanted to let me know that they landed safely"

There was a long pause.

"I talked to Luke." She whispered

"And..?"

"I didn't tell him about loosing the baby..he broke up with Colbie and he's coming to London to talk"

"Annabelle! What about Harry? You lost the baby, why didn't you tell him?"

"I don't know okay!"

I gave her a look, "Bullshit Anna, I know you, what the hell are you thinking?"

"I was thinking long term. So I had a thing with Harry and nows gone. He's on a fucking tour, what the probability of a relationship working about when he's some big superstar…"She trailed off

It's not like I've never thought about it. I have thought about long term with Niall but nothing negative about it. The comment took me aback

"Sorry" She let out "You and Niall are different"

"Just forget about it…What long term do you see with Luke?"

"I see that he left her and came to me. That he in end was there and I see a family with him. I see being happy with him"

"Well what do you see with Harry?"

"I see hook-ups.."

I cut her off "Harry is so much more then that. He's sweet, sure he can flirt a lot but he takes relationships seriously. Hey he was there during the miscarriage"

She looked down at her hands "I know. I like Harry a lot, but i don't want to put myself through a relationship through the phone"

"You think I want that. Of course not, it would be so much easier for me to fall in love with someone else but I didn't. I fell in love with Niall, and at this point I could care less how I talk to him, hearing his voice is all I need. There will be times were its hard, but we'll get through it. He won't break my heart"

"Well I'm not you Ailia, I'm not you" She said softly.

"Just work thing out and if you need to talk I'll be here"

Just then Camila walked in.

"You guys look like shit"

"Gee thanks" Annabelle said

"You guys got drunk last night didn't you"

"Yup" We both said in unison popping our mouths at the p

"Men?"

"Yup" He said the same way

"I hear ya" Camila said sitting down on the couch beside us.

"What's ya'lls problems?"

"Niall left for tour" I said under my breath

"Harry left for tour, my baby daddy is coming to talk about our unborn child" Annabelle said

"Wow, da fuck, your pregnant?" Camila asked

"Not anymore, miscarriage"

"Oh, wow, sorry"

Annabelle shrugged her shoulders.

After our little relaxing talk I decided to go into town. It was quite warm out so I wore a long flowing aqua skirt with a white tank-top tucked in. My hair had some be achy waves and I put a head band on across my head.

Walking down the street my phone began to go off with the sound of Niall singing.

"Hey babe" I said into the phone

"Hi love, miss you"

I smiled into the phone "I miss you too, how was your flight?"

"It was alright, I slept most of the time" He let out a soft laugh

"Good, hope your not jet lagged"

"A little but hey, I'm use to it"

There was a slight pause. "I wish we were together right now" I said weakly

"I know Ailia, I wish that too. But only thirty days we have"

"Yeah. I hope you have some fun"

"I will, you too now babe, don't be studying too hard"

I laughed "I won't. I love you"

"I love you too" He hung up the phone.

Notes

Hey Guys! Hope you like this chapter. I know htis one is kinda boring but things will pick up soon. I've just needed some tranfer chapters so I can start getting the drama to roll in again. Josh comes in to play soon and your opinions on everyone will change! Let me hear some predictions people!! Vote, Comment, and Subscribe!! ~Casi xx.