I woke up alone in Niall's living room. I sat up feeling the dizziness of my head. I yawned and stretched out my arms. I made my way to the kitchen to get some coffee. I felt the grasp of someone's hands on my waist causing me to jump.

"Boo" An irish accent whispered while laughing

"Niall! You scared me!" I hit his arm playfully

"Sorry baby" He winked and kissed me softly. "What do you want to do today? I'm all yours"

"I don't know, what if we went to the park? Or we could go sight seeing, or shopping. I don't you pick"

"How about we go the park then go shopping and on our way to the shops we can go sight seeing"

"A genius is in my presence" I giggled kissing him sloppily.

"That's about right" Niall said lower his voice making me laugh.

**

We laid on a blanket in the park. My head rested on his chest and out fingers entwined. It was a perfect moment, just me and him. No one to interrupt us. The sky was blue with scares clouds and a bright sun. The sound of Niall's heart beat was so relaxing.

"This doesn't even seem like it's real" I whispered to him

"What that?" Niall said while brushing pieces of my hair behind my ears

"You, me. I just feel like meeting you is some dream and I'm afraid to wake up"

"Princess as soon as you wake up, I'll be there laying next to you" Niall kissed my forehead.

"Babe you never told me too much about your life before me" I said rubbing circles into his palm

"Well, my parent divorced when I was 5. I never really knew why. Me and Greg shifted from house to house until we were a bit older then I moved in with my dad. It was really hard on my mom. I never really saw her. I had a some-what serious girlfriend through it all. Her name was Anne. No doubt we were crazy in love, but we eventually broke up when I went on the X Factor. It was mutual that we were getting older and my path was leading me far away so we were okay. After the lads and I left the X Factor, she died. She was murdered by her boyfriend. I later found out that he was abusive when he would drink. We talked the day before she died. She told me that she wanted to come to London to see one of our concerts. It's too bad she never got to." Niall paused, I knew he was holding back tears.

"Niall, I'm so sorry" I hugged him and kissed both his cheeks

"I've never told anyone about her other then my friends who knew her, not even that lads." Niall looked into my eyes "I'm glad I told you"

"Me too" He lent in a kissed me ever so gently. We kissed for a bit, softly and never rushed.

It was shocking to now know that Niall had been through his share of hard times too. He was so strong. It amazed me to know that he would rather bottle up all the horrible things so everyone else wouldn't have the hurtful memories creep in their minds. Niall was such an amazing man. I've never been so close to someone like him. He was so pure. I find myself thinking about him all the time.

Niall's POV

I've never told anyone about Anne. I haven't talked about her in years. I missed her, a lot. I always felt like it was my fault. If I was just to know what she was going through. If she were just to tell me, she would be here. I can't shake the feeling that I hold responsibility for her dying. Her death tore me apart. I didn't know how to handle all the emotions. I just bottled everything up, I packed some things and went to Ireland to visit her family and go to the funeral. I told the lads that I just wanted to go home. I lied to them, I felt guilty but I didn't want to bother them with such horrible thoughts. Ailia was the first person I've ever told about Anne. I'm now realizing why I told her. I was defiantly in love with Ailia. She consumed my every thought. I wanted to be with her all the time. I loved seeing her smile, hearing her laugh and to have her crystal blue eyes looking into mine. She was so beautiful inside and out. I've never been so happy then with her. I need to let her know, I have to tell her that I'm in love with her.

"Ailia" I whispered

"Yeah"

"You know that if we were to go public it would mean a lot. If I were to go public with anyone it would be because I was in love with that person…babe, I want to go public"

She sat up looking at me intently, shit did she not love me, was this just going to make things worse. All these thoughts ran through my mind but they all stopped at once when the corners of her lips rose and she bit her lip.

"I want to go public too, beucase I love you. I love you Niall" She said to me

I grinned and sat up to kiss her. "I love you too. I love you with everything I've babe"

We kissed for awhile, it was the best kiss I've ever had. The way her lips curled into mine and they way our tongues danced together. It was perfect. She was perfect.

Annabelle's POV

I woke up in the morning in a strange setting. It was all unfamiliar. Where the fuck was I? I sat up and heard the shower running. Shit, did I sleep with some one? I pulled up the covers to see I was fully clothed, thank the lord. I laid back down as the memories form the night before ran through my mind. Harry. I bit my lip remembering him. We danced all night, kissed a little then cam back to his place. We didn't sleep together though. I wanted to, but the baby, I couldn't. Despite what people thought of Harry, he wasn't this sex crazy man whore. He was sweet and gentle and compassionate. He was okay with me not drinking and he was fine with not having sex. Most guys would guilt me into it. He was the first guy to respect me, it was an uneasy feeling. He gave me every reason to be with him but I can't. I can't pull him into my fucked up life. I had figure out my life for my baby's sake before I even thought about dating.

The truth is, last night was one of the best nights in my life and I didn't have to drink or sleep with some guy to achieve that. My life maybe be crumbling around me but I'm definitely making progress. In a way this baby was saving me more then anyone possibly could.

"Hey love" Harry walked in wearing just a pair of jeans. His curls were untangled and tripped a little water.

"Morning" I said smiling at him

"Do you want to get some coffee for breakfast maybe?" He gave a very sexy half smile.

"I'd love to" Then I remembered everything I had just told my self "Shit, I forgot I have a doctor's appointment"

"Didn't you just come to London?" He questioned himself

"It's complicated, I'll talk to you about it sometime maybe" I said walking up to him and gave him a quick kiss on his cheek "Later lovely" I walked out the door with all my things in hand.

I walked into Ailia's apartment and she wasn't there and I didn't hear Camila so i figured I was alone. Finally time to relax. I went into the kitchen and grabbed a bag of chips. I was so hungry and I was craving anything salty. Ten minutes went by intron of the television and the bag was gone. Shit, I'm going to turn into a fat ass. My stomach still managed to ache for more food. I finally gave in and went into the kitchen. I grabbed peanut butter and a spoon and returned position on the couch tipping through the channels.

While gazing at the TV and eating spoonfuls of peanut butter I had a sharp pain in my stomach. "Son of a bitch" I cursed out loud. What the hell was that. The pain revisited twice more before I decided to go to bed. I popped some Advil into my mouth and let my head hit the pillow. I curled up in a ball trying to prevent more pains from accruing. All the pains seemed to stop. Maybe it was just from being so full from all the food I had endured. I fell asleep, letting my mind drift off into a deep slumber.

Notes

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