Here comes the heartbreak.

Alfie~

I hate how I left Harry. His face when I left was so broken and confused.
I havn't been the same whithout him.
Theses past 3 weeks have been absolutely unbearable.
I havn't eaten and when I do I throw it back up, not because I want to it just wont stay down.
I have lost 30 pounds.
I can't sleep because I keep having that nightmare where Jake k-kills Harry.
I miss him so much but i'm afraid of what he will do if I go to see him.
I love him so much.
I heard that Harry is in the hospital, I know these are terrible sircumstances but this might be my only chance to see him.
I have to explain.
I love him with all of my heart and I need to remind him of that.
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An hour later
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"Hi i'm here to see Harry Styles." I say to the I.C.U.receptionist.
"OK sir but only family and close friends are perrmitted to see Mr. Styles at the moment, what is your relationship with him?" the kind women retorts.
"I'm his....um...i'm his fiance."
"oh that great" she says with a large smile on her face. "I will take you to him."
"thank you so much, oh my bad I forgot to introdcuce myslef, I'm Alfie."
"nice to meet you Alfie," she hands me a small stack of papers."just finishe this paperwork and I will send you to Harry's room."
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I finish all of the paperwork and the receptionist takes me to Harry.
"there is someone here to see you."
I step into the door frame.
All of the boys get up and give me evil glares.
They stand around Harry's bed as if i'de hurt him?
I cold never hurt him, at leatst no again.
"can we talk" I ask. looking at the ground.
The boys turn to Harry waiting for an answer. Then they start to leave.
"Harry i'm so so..." he interupts me.
"I don't care about your apology, but I do diserve an explanation." Harry says with a bitter tone.
"I.... I love you so much and..."
He interupts me again.
"Don't lie to me!"
"I'm not just let me finish" he nods in compliance.
"I love you more than I could love anything. I have never met someone so loving and compassionate as you.
When you proposed 3 weeks ago my heart fluttered. I want to marry you so bad it hurts....but, I can't."
I stop to take some deep breaths.
"Why??" Harry finally speaks.
"For you," I say as Harry's face grows confused.
"For your protection. Remember when I had that nightmare and you realized that you can't wait for everything in life? well I realized something to. Jake won't stop at anything to hurt me and I can't risk your life like that. When I thought I lost you it was terrible. I can't have that happen in real life.
I am prepared to live without you as long as that means you're safe."
I see Harry's fists clentch in the corner of my eye.
"THAT IS THE MOS SELFISH THING I HAVE EVER HEARD IN MY LIFE!!! IF YOU HAVN'T NOTICED I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU, THATS WHY I DID THIS TO MYSELF!! IF YOU LEAVE ME AGAIN JAKE MIGHT AS WELL KILL ME!!"
Harry screams at me. tears are flowing down both of our faces.
"Fine fine don't talk like that! I'll stay, but if something were to happen to you I wouldn't be able to live with myself."
"nothing will happen to me because I have you to protect me, ok?"
"ok. I love you and yes."
"yes what?"
"yes, I will marry you"
Harry squeals and pulls me into a hug.
I put my hands gently on his face.
"my love will be your protection" I whisper as I press my lips to his.
my salty tears mixing with his.
Right now I feel invinsable.
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I slid into Harry's hospital bed with him as we fell asleep in the warmth of eachothers embrace.

Notes

I hope you liked this chapter.
Harry and Alfie are just too cute to be apart.
I hope you guys don't hate Alfie anmore, he just wanted to protect the love of his life.

I'm really sadened to say this, but I will be ending the story at chapter 20. Only 5 more chapters. :( aww.
There will be many more adventures but it must come to end at some point as mush as I would love to continue this story forever.

but there is some good news. I will be starting a new story when I finish this one.
It will be Ziam love story. I can't wait to start it and share my ideas with you.

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