My Faults

Louis' P.O.V.

I got up quickly from my bed and dashed down the stairs as a knock came from the front door. I had called Zayn to come over, to tell him about yesterday's events. And to investigate... on Bald Top. I opened the door and pulled Zayn inside quickly. Closing the door, I told Zayn to head upstairs. He's gonna.. I shook my head a little. He has to know. He's been with us for as long as we could remember. But.. he will be mad. I head upstairs and passed by the bathroom. Frowning slightly I tapped on the door lightly. "Valerie?" I whisper-shouted. "Louis!" she whisper-shouted back, "I'm not pregnant!" I jumped in excitement, my worries thrown to the relief section of my brain. The door opened and Valerie hugged me tight, sniffling quietly. "Hey... hey, now calm down," I cooed softly as I hugged her back. "But.." she pouted, "I'm not a virgin anymore.. and it hurts down there... " I pulled back at arm's length and replied, "Too much information..." Valerie then smiled at me and tapped my nose. "Be serious, Lou."

"Zayn's here, love," I said in a stern tone. Her smile vanished immediately and she looked at me scared. "Louis... are we going to tell him?" I sighed lightly then nodded. "Better than hiding it, Val," I replied quietly. We walked across to my room where Zayn was lying on the bed, humming Breakeven. Valerie then lingered behind and waited for me to capture Zayn's attention. "Captain Romantic, wake up!" I yelled. Zayn sat up fast, his glasses askew. Valerie laughed quietly as Zayn ruffled his hair in embarrassment. I rolled my eyes at him then sat on the bed, pushing Zayn's body aside. "MOVE BITCH," I boomed. I received a whack across the head from Valerie. Ouch... I frowned at her as she stuck her tongue out at me. I realised that she was trying to lighten the atmosphere before going into the story. She looked at me, I, returning the stare. I cleared my throat nervously but Valerie cut in, saying, "Alright Zayn... there's something we have to tell you."

Oh boy.. God help us.
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Zayn's P.O.V.

I leaned back against the wall, getting comfortable. I wonder what this is all about... maybe.. I shook my head, wiping all thoughts out. "You see Zayn... Lou discovered that I sleep-walked and he thought maybe it was affecting the way I saw things. I realised that the sleep-walking was a factor that made me think that Chrissy Doll could move. Well.. I personally still think she can move," she began, ignoring Louis' scolding look at her last statement. "So.. we went to the doctors but we didn't have Robbie. We had his apprentice.. Dr. Max George." I frowned as she said that. I gave Louis a look and he nodded at me. The name is oddly.. familiar. "Anyway.. he took a blood test from to see if there was anything wrong with me. Apparently, everything's normal. But.. anywho, he then told us that he wanted me to take a sleeping test so he could monitor my behaviour while I slept. And so.. after the blood test, me and Lou went out for dinner."

I gave her a weird look while she nodded saying, "Yes, he wasted so much of our time with his stupid computer and nonsense talk about how Robbie entrusted him, it got really late. After dinner, I felt scared to go back to the clinic. Louis agreed with me but he said we had to trust Robbie. And so.. I went in for my sleeping test. Louis was kept outside." She looked at me to see if I had anything to say. I signalled for her to continue on. She shifted uncomfortably. "I.." she trailed off. "Go on, hon," I urged her gently." She nodded then shakily said, "I was given a sedative to fall asleep.. and I blacked out in seconds. The odd thing though.. he didn't wire me up before-hand like all sleeping tests are done. I would know that because I've read up on them a few months back. But.. he didn't wire me up. I had a nightmare after I knocked out... Chrissy Doll was in it. She made me pour acid on myself. I couldn't disobey her.. she was like.. like my mistress. I had to listen to her.

"Everyone hated me, they all gave me looks of disgust.. I was inferior to them," She shook her head lightly. "I sound really insane, don't I?" Louis and I both shook our heads. She looked at us in a funny manner. "Seriously?" she asked us. "Seriously," Lou and I both replied in sync.

She sighed then continued, "All of a sudden, I felt a sharp pain in my... " Her face flushed pink and Louis' hands, clenched into fists. "In your..?" I questioned. "In my.. my vagina. I woke up from the sedative. he didn't give me a strong one. You both know I've never been a heavy sleeper." I nodded, my jaw clenching slightly. Valerie covered her face and said, "I heard Max cussing and his heavy breathing... it took me a few moments to realise he was raping me in my sleep." I shot her a look of shock and anger. Her lips trembled as she spoke. "There was a thudding at the door. I knew it was Louis. I don't know how he knew something was wrong though."

Louis then cut in through gritted teeth, "The bastard moaned like no tomorrow." I had to keep myself from breaking my glasses. Valerie began to break down and she said in between strangled sobs, "I felt so useless! Max knew Lou was trying to get in. I felt him pull my underwear up and him fumbling with his own clothes! He stuck some wires on me at the last minute before I screamed. I screamed because I was aching all over and Chrissy Doll was throwing profanities at me." I watched how Valerie imitated the doll's voice.

"I remember I was chanting in my mind for Louis to break down that door.. she mimicked me!" She let out another cry of despair as she said off by heart, ""Come on, Louis! Come on, Louis!" she mimicked to me. Then she continued with, "Shut up, girl. You're stupid, ugly and a piece of trash. You slut. You enjoyed the penetration, didn't you? You'll be burned in hell.""

I took Valerie in my arms even though I was fuming. I will murder that fucktard. Stupid son of a bitch. "How could I enjoy such treatment?!" She asked miserably. Louis stood up and punched the wall leaving a slight dent. "I'll kill him," I murmured. She sprung away from me and shouted, "NO! You can't! He'll come back for me! I saw it in his eyes! Please just..." she trailed off, extremely tired from the past two days. She stopped crying, her eyes swollen red. She couldn't blink anymore because it hurt so much. I let out a noise of frustration then nodded, "You're right... we won't attack him."

"Yet," Louis added. I threw a pillow at him, shooting him a glare. Valerie then hugged me and laughed a little. But her laugh didn't last long. She then said quietly, "I took a pregnancy test..." I stiffened. "I'm not pregnant Zayn.. relax.." she whispered. "If I was... I would kill myself." And then she went limp in my arms.

I looked up at Louis who had tears in his eyes. Louis never cries. "We need to do some research on this cunt," he stated shakily. I nodded then replied, "She's passed out. You log in on your desktop. I'll get her comfortable." He gave me a lop-sided grin and remarked, "I know you love her, mate." Of all times, Lou. Of all times. I gave him the finger before proceeding to tuck Valerie in Louis' bed.

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"Umm, Louis? I'll be right back. I need to release some anger. You know.." I cocked my head towards Valerie. He nodded then replied back, "Okay but be quick." I stepped outside of the room, heading downstairs. Once I reached the landing, I went out to the back yard. I ruffled my hair in frustration, cursing all the while. I took in a shaky breath then let a few tears escape. Man.. why her of all souls? I kicked at the air, throwing in a few punches. If that Max was here... I kneed the air, pushing the invisible body before the stamping the ground. I shook my head then recited a few nursery rhymes. Stupid, yes but something innocent was needed.

Innocence is needed.... Valerie's was stolen from her.

I headed back inside the house, ready to get some research done.

Notes

Phew... finally got this chapter up. I hope it's long enough. XD