Attached at the hip.

*Savannah's POV*

I'm not trying to be a debby downer, but furniture shopping when your boyfriend promised he would be there and isn't kinda sucks, okay it really sucks. Liam's mom came with me which is nice, I mean we both know him well enough to know if he would like something or not, but she is also just keeping me company.

Ever since we were kids I've always been really close to Liam's parents, his whole family actually, sometimes it's like I'm closer to them than I am to my own parents. We already had our bed and some other basics, now it was on to couches decorations, tables, and all that jazz.

I always thought this would've been easier, but Liam and I have such different tastes, he likes sleek and modern while I like rustic and charming.

It took us maybe two hours to find furniture and decorations for the living room, I think we found a good balance between Liam and I's tastes. I've sent him pictures of it all and he hasn't responded. Well if he doesn't respond that's his fault and he can deal with it, it may be a tad harsh, I guess I'm still a little salty that he isn't here.

By the time the stores are closing we finish buying furniture for the last room and set it to be delivered tomorrow, wow furnishing a house is expensive. Liam assured me that I shouldn't worry about price but how can I not? After we leave the last store we decide to go out to eat.

We go to a little pizzeria down the street and sit down at a booth "well love, I think we were successful today, do you need anything else for the house?" Liam's mom asks me

"I think thats it, now just have to handle the bathroom floors, the pool, and painting. And I do to, I'm just afraid he won't like them, I sent him pictures but we already bought them and what if he hates them?! " I say and sigh even though I wish I didn't care, I do, I want this house to resemble him too

"Sweetheart you worry to much, I think you did a great job, there is a little bit of both of you two in what we picked, and he'll love it because you picked it out, I don't think you realize how much my boy loves you."

My cheeks go bright red, how does she always know what to say? Her and Liam are both like that, they always know what to say and when to say it

"Whenever he calls me he always asks me if I've seen you and how you are, he says when he asks you he knows you'll say you're fine no matter what, so he asks me" she says and I just laugh, oh Liam, gosh he's so perfect. "Speaking of which, how are you love? Like really" she asks and I sigh

"Umm, well, I've been better." I admit "but I've been worse, the anti depressents have helped but they can't make it all go away, there still a lot of pain and without Liam it's tough, he is kina like my rock, and right now my rock is on the other side of the world." I shrug and sigh

"I know it's tough, but you are one of the strongest girls I know, I know that you haven't always been, but you've been through a lot, and being with my son certainly hasn't helped, I don't know how you put up with it." She admits "always having your business out there, being mobbed by fans, all that stuff they post about you on Twitter, you handle it so well" she says earnestly and I sigh.

"Honestly I don't handle it, I just shut it out because I love Liam and if I didn't I don't know how I could make it through this" I sigh again "I love that boy so much, and if that's means putting up with everything that he comes with than that's fine, he's worth it" I admit and blush a bit

"And that is all a mother ever wants to hear love" she says and pats my hand "you miss him don't you?" She asks and I nod

"More than you know, well I guess you know he's your son, but I miss him like crazy" i admit "but just a month and three weeks left" I shrug as we order, we enjoy the rest of our dinner and then both head home.

I get home and get ready for bed, I shower quickly, throw my hair up in a bun, put on one of Liam's white undershirts, and a pair of his basketball shorts and crawl into bed. It's at night when I miss him the most, when I'm all alone without any distractions and surrounded by things that remind me of him. I keep thinking about what Liam's mom said about what people say about me on Twitter. I know Li tells me not to look, but I have to. I want to know what people are saying. I look through my mentions and see things like

"Savannah should just go die, Liam doesn't need her, she's just a good lay"

Liam and I haven't even had sex just saying.

"Is Liam blind? Why is he with this ugly fat fuck? He made a mistake leaving Danielle"

Well that's hurtful

"Nobody wants Savannah around. She just is usuing Liam for his money. She should just go die. It's not like anybody would notice. In fact, half the world would throw a party, Liam would probably join in."

Wow that one really stings, especially considering my anti depressants wore off and these people don't know what I've gone through.

I can't do this. I have to say something.

@SavSmith: I get it. I know half of you guys hate me. You all make that very clear, there is no need to constantly remind me.


Within five minutes of me posting that Liam's ring tone starts to go off, I bet you anything he saw my tweet. I honestly just don't feel like talking to him, or anyone for that matter. After it stops ringing there is a thirty second or so silence before it goes off again, and again I ignore it. Finally after the third try he just texts me.

Liam: Babe, please answer, I know you're ignoring me. Please don't push me away. At least text me back? I love you.

I sigh when I read this, maybe I should respond, but I really need to be alone right now.

Liam: I'm worried about you, don't make me call my mom to go check on you.

I sigh, I need to stop being selfish, he already has so much to worry about, I shouldn't be on that list.

Me: I'm fine Li. Or at least I will be. I love you too

Liam: Can I call you? I miss your voice ):

Why must this boy be so cute?

Me: yeah, I suppose

Seconds later he calls me, I answer but don't say anything

"Baby, are you okay?" He asks me. He knows I'm not okay Why is he asking?

"Fine" I say flatly

"You know everything they say is all lies right? I love you more than anyone in the world babe, and they are just jealous because they are unhappy and they want to get with me" he says trying to make me feel better, but it doesn't work.

"Doesn't make it hurt any less. They told me I should kill myself Li. I already have enough problems, I can't do this." I say and a tear falls

"Yes you can baby, you are so strong, you don't need their approval....wait can't do what? Can't do us?" He asks and I can hear his wart break

"No, I can't do the fans. I love you Liam, but your fans minus the few nice ones are brutal. I just....being so far away from you for so long, after all we've been through and everything that's happened lately. It's unbearable" I say softly and sniffle

"Savannah, don't cry love, it won't be for long, or you can just come join me and we can finish the house later, I loved the furniture by the way, sorry I didn't respond, but the house is going to be beautiful babe. Just like you."

Oh Liam, always the charmer "I need to finish the house, I just...I need you and between the depression and being all lonely all the time, I've freaking started spraying your pillow with your cologne and cuddling with it. That's sad Li."

"That's not sad baby, that's cute" he says and laughs

"No it's not, you're even laughing at me you arse" I make and sigh "all I want is my boyfriend and carbs"

"Oh come on love you know I didn't mean that, I really do think it's cute. how about this? As soon as the house is done you come finish the tour with us?" He asks and I debate it in my head

"I guess I could, but this is going to take a while probably" I sigh

"I know babe, but it's better than nothing, you're beautiful you know that?" He asks

I love how he just slips that in and is able to make me blush like a teenage girl "I guess it is better than nothing...." I don't respond to his remark because I don't believe it.

"You don't believe me do you?" He asks

"Liam James Payne, stop reading my mind" I say and manage a small laugh

"How can I prove to you that you are?" He asks me and I pause

"Li, it's just something I struggle with at the moment....can we drop it?" I ask and sigh

"For now, but this isn't over" he says "I love you baby"

"I love you too Liam" I say softly and hear the boys walking in and calling Liam

"Baby I'm so sorry, but I have to go"

"It's okay Li, have a good day, call me when you can, I love you." I say and sigh softly

"I love you more baby, it's going to be okay" he tells me and then says "I'll call you in the morning" and with that he hangs up.

About five minutes later I see that Liam tagged me in a tweet

@Real_Liam_Payne: I don't care what you "fans" and you know who you are think. I love @SavSmith with all my heart and nothing can change that, oh and she's the prettiest girl in the world just saying.


Aweeee he is so cute, maybe I should get some sleep. I crawl into bed and cuddle up with my pillow, I really am pathetic.

The next day is filled with assembling furniture and trying to follow the instructions that are impossibly small and are in about six different languages. Finally a few friends come over to help me, and we spend literally the entire day putting things together, moving furniture around, and positioning things perfectly. We finish at about 8:00 and we order some take out then watch some movies on Netflix in our finally furnished living room.

Liam was supposed to call me this morning, I'm pretty sure the morning was a long time ago, and where he is its about noon....so I guess he just forgot it was to busy? Ugh this is hard. People never realize how much a tour can put a damper on a relationship. I sigh and try not to let it bug me to much, but I miss my goof ball.

Finally around 11:30 Liam calls. I excuse myself from the movie and go back to our room "hey laim" I say softly

"Hey baby, how are you?" He asks me

"Ummmm alright, tired, what have you been up to today? Must have been pretty busy Huh?" I ask

"Well, we had a million interviews and stuff, then we had to do a sound check at the arena we are playing tomorrow so that we don't have to do one right before show...I'm sorry I didn't call you this morning, I overslept"

"It's fine, I'm glad you at least got some sleep, well the house is furnished, and I emailed you different pool designs earlier along with some paint swatches...so try and look at those and let me know by tomorrow? The sooner they start all this the faster I see you" I say softly

"Of course Dani- I mean baby, of course Savannah, I'll check them out right now.

did he just almost call me DANIELLE? Yup. He did. And now he's trying to cover it up.

"Ummm you just called me Dani." I say flatly "why were you about to call me Danielle?" I ask him

"Sorry baby, it's an honest mistake. I swear. I didn't mean to."

He's acting overly suspicious. Something's up. And I WILL find out what it is.

"Yeah, okay." I say flatly "well, ima go and finish my movie, the girls are waiting on me. Let me know about the swatches and all that." I say softly and sigh, I want to believe him and I trust him....but it's her I don't trust. If they are talking again and he is lying to me about this, I think I may just have to kill him.

"Babe- please don't be mad. I’m sorry okay? I didn't mean to....please don't hate me"

"I don't hate you....I just don't get why you called me her name...have you been talking to her again or something?" I ask

"No baby, nope! No way, not at all, never!" He says. That boy is lying through his teeth. I'm not stupid.

"Okay well night Liam." I say softly

"Night baby, I love youuuuu" he says and I sigh

"Love you too" I say and hang up. I immediately call up harry, he'll tell me the truth and I know he isn't in the same room as Liam

"Ello love" harry says cheerfully "I haven't heard from you in a while!"

"Hey hazza....can I ask you something? You have to be 100% honest okay?"

"Um sure love, what's up?" He asks kinda confused

"Has Liam talked to Danielle lately?" I ask him and I hear him sigh. Yup. They've talked.

"I hate to say it love, but they went to lunch today....he's not cheating on you I swear! They just wanted to mend things a bit, be on good terms" he says knowing I'm pissed

"Funny. He just lied to me, that's cool I guess" I sigh "thank you harry, you're the best. Look I gotta go get back to a movie, but I'll talk to you later okay?"

"Sure thing love, please don't murder the boy"

"No promises" I groan

"Bye Sav" he says with a laugh

"Bye hazza"I hang up the phone and feel like I want to scream

He lied. Liam lied. My boyfriend whom I now live with freaking lied. Yay. I want to blow up on him, but maybe I should wait and clam down a bit first. Ohhhhhh he's going to get an earful from me. Honesty is one of the most important things to me. And of course he has to go and lie to me, and of all things about Danielle? I thought we were done with her?

I know I shouldn't but I need to vent. I open Twitter and decide to tweet:

@SavSmith: two things I can't stand: Liars, and girls who don't know when to back off.

Notes

Whale hey y'all! Sorry it took so long to finish, but here it is, a lot of drama for one chapter! Is savannah getting to her breaking point? whats going on between Liam and Danielle?! Let me know what y'all think and keep commenting! I love you all and thanks for reading!

OH anddddddd I GOT INTO MY DREAM UNIVERSITY!!!

BAYLOR HERE I COME!!