Attached at the hip.

*Savannah’s POV*

It feels like cramps, but intense and insanely painful cramps…. I’ve never felt like this before… maybe I’m starting my period early? Or just spotting? I don’t know…. I get up and make my way to the bathroom for some Midol. I am careful not to wake up Liam, he could use his sleep. I grab the medicine and use the cup I have in the bathroom to get some water and take the pills, I really hope this works, because I’ve never felt pain like this. It’s like my insides are being ripped out slowly with a plastic butter knife. I have had pretty bad cramps before but nothing ever like this….

It’s been about an hour and it has only gotten worse, the pain is getting more intense, and it’s not going away for just a moment as my cramps often do… I don’t think I can handle this much longer… I was sitting on the counter but now I’m on the floor, laying on my side, clutching right below my stomach. Tears are moving down my cheeks and I’m shaking…. Maybe I need to get Liam up now, this is getting kinda serious… I try to stand up but the pain only gets worse and worse, okay so moving is not an option… I finally just start calling Liam’s name, I hope he hears me.

“Liam…. Li wake up… LIAM” I finally end up almost yelling, the fact that I’m in pain makes me really impatient and he needs to wake his arse up.

“Savannah? What’s wrong? Where are you?” He ask and I hear his feet hit the floor
“Bathroom” I manage to get out, it’s obvious something is wrong, I’m pretty sure it’s hard to understand a word that I am saying through my tears. Liam runs in and almost hits me with the door, as soon as he sees me on the floor he falls to his knees

“Baby, babe what’s wrong? What’s going on? Are you okay?” he asks me and I shake my head and squeeze my eyes shut as the pain starts to get worse.
“C-Call my M-Mom” I manage to get out and he runs to the night stand and grabs his phone, he dials my mom’s number.

“It’s ringing baby, it’s ringing, what hurts? Are you okay?” He keeps asking if I’m okay, I know he is just scared, I mean, who wouldn’t be scared to being woken up by their girlfriend who is on the floor crying and in pain. But still it’s kinda annoying, of course I’m not okay.

“I-I don’t know what’s wrong” I manage to get out through my tears. Liam comes back over to me and moves my hair out of my face and rubs my back as my mom answers. Liam starts to talk to her but he doesn’t know enough to explain to her what’s going on… I just figured she would know what do to… Liam hands me the phone and I try to explain through my tears what is happening.

“Sweetheart, it’s going to be okay… but right now I need you to calm down okay? Freaking out won’t help you feel any better, I need you to get off the phone with me and have Liam drive you to the hospital right now. Your father and I will meet you there okay?” she says, she is trying not to sound panicked but my mother is a terrible actress, I see right through it.
“O-okay” I say and hang up, “W-we need to go to the hospital” I say softly and without a second thought Liam scoops me up in his arms

“It’s going to be okay baby, we are going to get you to help soon okay? It’s going to be okay, you will be okay” It sounds like he is even more scared than I am, he keeps asking me on the way there what is happening, but I don’t know how to explain it better than I have, I don’t even fully understand it.

We get to the emergency room after the longest twenty minutes of my life and they immediately get me into a room. I tell them what’s going on and they immediately hook me up to an I.V. and start testing a million different things, the pain is truly unbearable, finally after about another half hour they agree to give me some pain medicine, I do not know which one, but I honestly don’t care right now. My mom arrives along with my dad and they along with Liam don’t leave my side.

Finally the pain starts to ease, it’s not completely gone, but it’s better than it was, now it just feels like cramps. They run a million tests and then give me another pain killer so that I can sleep. They won’t have the results until tomorrow morning so all I can do is sit here in pain and wait, while trying to sleep. The pain keeps me up the whole night… I wish Liam or my parents would sleep but they all refuse.

Finally at about 10:00 in the morning the pain is gone. I am finally able to relax a bit, but not knowing what is wrong is nerve wracking. Liam told our friends that we had to cancel for tonight and told the boys we were here, they are all trying to get here asap, but with it being so close to Christmas, traffic is hell.

Louis, El, Hazza, and Niall arrive first, and shortly after Zayn and Perrie arrive, I didn’t want them to see me like this, but they insisted on coming. Having them here does distract me though, it keeps me from worrying about what the doctors will tell me. They are all obviously worried but they do a better job of hiding it than Liam or my parents do.

They have been here for about an hour when the doctors come in to give me the results. The others leave to give me privacy while Liam and my parents stay in the room… I tried to hear what the doctor was saying, but after he said I wouldn’t be able to have children he lost me. As soon as he said those words my world came crashing down. How can I not be able to have kids? That is what I was put on this earth to do. I was designed to have kids, and there is nothing I want more than to have kids and now I can’t. I don’t care about why or how this happened, I’m just stuck on the fact that my dreams will never come true, that I will never have children, Liam and I will never get to have the future that we planned. The tears immediately start to fall and Liam just stands there in a trance, I wanted kids more than anything…..I can’t believe this is happening….

The doctor leaves to give us some space, my mom wraps her arms around me and all I can manage to do is cry. I’m shaking and can hardly breathe because I am crying so hard. Liam finally snaps out of his trance, he holds my hand and assures me that we will be okay, that we can adopt or we can find a way that we will have the kids we always dreamed of. But it doesn’t comfort me… I wanted to have kids, I wanted to have babies, sure there is adoption, but it’s not the same…. And if I can’t get pregnant and give Liam the children he has been dreaming of…then what reason does he have to stay with me…. Danielle can have kids, what is keeping Liam from going back to her? Once again she has something else I don’t have. She always has to one up me doesn’t she? I know I shouldn’t worry about Liam leaving me right now…but I can’t help it… We were supposed to have this perfect future together and now it’s ruined.

Notes

I hope y'all like this chapter! What are they going to do? Will Liam stay with Savannah? Or will he turn to someone else who can give him the children he dreams of? Can they make it through yet another bump in the road? Please comment and let me know what y'all think! Thank you to everyone for reading!