Attached at the hip.

"Liam's POV*

As I walk off the stage I see Savannah in tears, maybe it was to soon to sing gotta be you, but management kinda decides that so we had no choice. I immaditely go to her and wrap her in a tight hug. She holds me so tight, you'd think her life depended on it...But hey, if she's hugging me I really don't care. I just stay quiet and rub her back for a few minutes, and by the time we need to get in the car she has mostly calmed down. The lads and El talk on the way home while Savannah and I stay quiet, she lays her head on my shoulder and I wrap an arm around her and try to soothe her. Just by taking one look at her I know she has a lot on her mind and that means we are having one of those 'talks' tonight. I'm not really looking forward to it, but if it will fix things between us I would have a million talks every day if that's what it took.

When we get back to the hotel, El and Louis 'go to take a nap' the other lads play some fifa, and Savannah and I go straight back to our room. "You were great tonight" Savannah says softly as she sits on the bed. I sigh and sit next to her. We are both looking at the floor, she is fiddling with her fingers as she often does when she is nervous and I run my hands through my hair a few times.

"You wanna talk about it?" I ask her softly and she sighs.

"Yeah... we probably should" she says softly "So how do you want to start this?" she asks and I shrug, I honestly don't know, because I feel like she will be doing most of the talking tonight...

"Well, why don't you tell me what's on your mind, I know there's a lot but just start with the biggest thing" I suggest and she nods. She sits in the middle of the bed and turns to face me, and I do the same. She fiddles with her hands while she tries to decide what to say to me

"I just- this is a lot harder than I expected...on me at least, I am trying really hard not to shut you out or push you away...but it's hard, you know how I am when I get upset, so just don't take it personal if I do push you away...It's just how I deal with things..." She sighs "And Li, I want to trust you again, I really do, but this is the second time you lost my trust and I don;t know if I can trust you again...Like all I think about all day is if you're thinking about her, talking to her, texting her, or thinking about when you two ya know- It just scares me because we haven't done that and you know how I feel about that and I feel like I don't compare to her. She is the perfect dancer and I am the clumsy, unimportant far less prettier best friend/ girlfriend that has to compete with your ex for you..." by now she has a tear falling down her cheek. I wipe the tear with my thumb and try to soothe her.

"Savannah baby, you're doing great love, I know how hard this is for you, and it's hard on me too. I know you're trying I can see it, and sure it's not fun not being able to kiss you, but I get that you need time and I will do whatever it takes not to loose you. And just so you know, the only person that has been on my mind at all since that night is you babe. You and only you" I whisper and lift her chin so she is looking at me. "I even deleted her contact from my phone, if it would comfort you, I will block her number, you can look through my phone anytime you want, through my messages, calls,emails, anything you want whenever you want love, the messages with her are still there because I knew you would want to see them some day, and if you want to look through them you can. I am an open book with you from now on Savannah," I say and wipe another tear away " You wanna know what the code to my phone is?" I ask and she shrugs and nods "Your birthday" I whisper and kiss her forehead. I grab my phone out of my pocket and hand it to her, she looks at it but doesn't unlock it.

"Thank you Liam" she whispers and lays her head on my shoulder. I kiss the top of her head

"Do you want to cuddle?" I ask knowing she likes to cuddle when she is upset like this. She nods and I smile, I lay down and pull her with me, she lays her head on my cheset and I run my fingers through her hair "And for the record, you are way hotter than her, and I respect you wanting to wait until marriage, and I may not be a virgin, but I will wait for you Savannah, I won't pressure you ever to do anything you don't want to okay? I won't even suggest we have sex until our wedding night" I say and I feel her start drawing shapes on my chest, why does she always do that?

"Y-you want t-to marry me?" She asks softly, her voice still broken. I smile and nod

"Well, not today or any time soon, but in a few years yeah. Anytime I imagine my future I see us married with three or four kids, living in a large house with that white pickett fence and the porch just like I know you've always wanted, and you have your dream kitchen, and all of our kids are perfect and amazing" I say and I can feel her smile against my skin.

"Funny, I imagine the same thing" she says softly "So you really don't mind not having sex until we are married?" she asks and I nod.

"It's part of your well our religon, I know I need to work on my relationship with God, but you know what I mean" I say and she nods "Plus, that will make our wedding night even more special" I say and she tightens her grip on me. "Is there anything else we need to talk about love?" I ask her and she pauses to think

"Not for tonight, but....could I get a kiss?" she asks andmy face lights up. I pull her up by the waist closer to me and look her in the eyes. I lean in and kiss her softly but passionately, I missed her lips against mine, and the fact that she wanted to kiss me lets me know we are making progress.

We pull away and I smile and see that she is too "I love you" I whisper and peck her lips

"I love you too" she responds, we really will get through this. Considering all I have put her through, the fact that at the end of the night she still says she loves me, it is really comforting, because she isn't the only one who can be insecure in the relationship...

After a while she picks up my phone, I think she doesn't want to read my messages in front of me even though I gave her permission to. So she opens up the camera and puts on some filter so you can't tell that she had been crying, and we take a bunch of those cute and annoying cliche couple selfies. But I think we are pretty cute to be honest. My favorite when is when I was tickling her, so she was laughing and her eyes are closed and I kiss her on the cheek. Her favorite is the one we took where I do a smolder and she scrunches my cheeks together and kisses them. I have to admit we look pretty dumb, but at the same time it's a cute dumb you know what I mean?

I text her her favorite picture and then I go onto twitter and post my favorite picture

@Real_Liam_Payne: Just in case you all didn't know I am beyond in love with this girl right here, sure things wont always be perfect, but in the end we will get through it and come out stronger than we were before<3 Oh and isn't she cute when she laughs?

I post the picture and then she posts her favorite

@SavSmith :Yeah so I kinda like really love him<3 Even though things get tough and people try to get between us, I know we will get through it, I. love. you. Liam James Payne

So she casually and discretely called out Danielle, is it bad that I kinda find that funny? Because she does try to come between us even though I was to blame for last time, well partially at least.

Savannah and I stay tangled up together for about an hour and then I get hungry as do the other boys so I decide to let Sav have a day off from cooking for us and go pick up some food for all of us.

Harry, Zayn, and I all go to get the food while Niall, Louis, El, and Sav stay behind. We go to a little mexican restraunt and get enough food to feel all of us for a week, or Niall a few days. By the time we get back the table is set, the girls are face-timing Perrie, and Niall and Louis are playing fifa. Savannah seems to be genuinely happy for the first time in a while, I like seeing her like this. Before we eat she goes and changes into some yoga pants and a t-shirt, but she when she comes back she grabs a glass of water and tries to hide it, but I see her swallow some pill, probably she is cramping again.

Dinner goes really well, Savannah still doesn't eat that much though, I don't think she even ate half of her food....I am really starting to worry about this... I am pulled out of my train of though by everyone getting up, we all clean up our dishes and decide to go to bed, this is our last night in a full sized bed for a while so we need to enjoy it while we can.

The second we are in the room Savannah falls onto the bed and gets under the covers, I take my shirt off and join her, she rolls close to me and cuddles up with me like usual. Things are starting to feel like normal again and I couldn't be happier. Except when I try to intertwine our legs she winces and pulls her legs back...Why are her legs hurting...?

Notes

I did it y'all! Got the chapter up before Monday! I will have the next chapter up soon, please comment and let me know what y'all are thinking! Do y'all think Liam will find out about her cutting again? And aren't their twitter posts just the cutest? Things seem to be looking up for now, but will it last?