Niall's pov

A slightly fat nurse waltzed into my room. she had a notepad in her hand and looked through the paper, maybe my name?

"Horan?" she looked at me as I nod, was there something wrong. the doctor told me everything would be alright.

"I have a message. Carmen Midland wants to see you, if you want to you actually can, I think she's a fan or something, but she's in a really bad state, and before she dies she maybe wants to see her idols. well at least one of them." she said in a monotone. But my heart fluttered, Carmen Midland had asked for me. maybe it was indeed her. I would be reunited again. but I guess not, she wouldn't be a fan, she would be my friend.

but I couldn't care less. Carmen wanted to see me, I was finally going to see Carmen again. But why was she at the hospital? Is she alright? but what if I got my hopes up, and it wasn't her, it could break my heart.

"Yes I want to see her." I said, as happy memories came back to me. She was my everything, but now I zoned out to our first meeting. But after that we weren't friends, it was just the first time we actually saw each other, the time we became friends was when she lost her parrents, and was sobbing. but the memory of her when I fist saw her strawberry blond hair...

"Mum I need to use the toilet." I said, as I took a sip from my drink, I knew I shouldn't. I would have to go only more, but maybe my mom would let me then.

"Then you shouldn't have drunk that much Niall." My mom smiled. I frowned, I really need to use the restroom.

"MUUUM." I wined. Quickly standing up, I knew me mum would let me go at the end. I fell back in the chair and crossed my arms over my chest.

"Okay you can go." she helped me off of my chair, and I ran towards the toilet. I really needed to go. quickly, quickly, quickly. I looked for the restroom and luckily I found it quickly.

I pushed open the one with the male sign and opened a bathroom door. As I opened it, an other person ran in.

"Can I please go first?" I high voice said behind me, it surely wasn't a boy's voice. But why would a girl go to the men's toilet. Or maybe I went wrong, no I looked good enough, surely after past events...

"Uhm, why are you in the boys toilet?" I asked the red head behind me. She flushed red, matching the color of her hair.

"The girl ones are full, and I really need to go. Can I please go first?" She asked again, her eyes pleading with big blue puppy dog eyes

"If you promise I'll see you again." I smirked, she was nice, she even dared to come in here. I don't know many girls, but the ones I knew they would never do something like that.

"Promise." She ran past me into the toilet and then locked the door.
And Carmen held herself at that promise, she saw me every day at school. That were the days I always would remember. But I would never forget the day we became friends. that little girl crying broke my heart.

"I just got through she maybe has to do surgery, if you want you, you have a little bit time to see her before that." The fat nurse smiled kindly.

I was so happy to see her again, it was such a long time ago, I really did forgot the old times. Even the times she got jealous of Mandy. I can't deny that they weren't funny. she always got mad, but she tried to hide it, I chuckled to myself.

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