I walked out of a clothing shop. My mom and I were already two days in London. The city was more beautiful then I had imagined. There were people everywhere. Big shops, and long streets. It was truly more then I could ever dream of. I loved the shops, they were just huge. with so many people. but sadly they were also quite expensive.

I walked to a bench and sat down, my mom quickly followed. I placed the shopping bags beside me and took in my surroundings I liked it here, no I loved it. I didn't want to ever leave this place.

"Are you tired?" my mom asked. she looked a bit worried, which I didn't understand. she never really cared about me, because of my disease, she got extra money. like she would spend that on me.

"No, I just need to s-" I couldn't finish my sentence. a pain shot through my veins. I fell on the ground. and gripped in my stomach, but my whole body hurt, I can't that this.

"mom." I begged. but it came out more like a squeak.

My mom had her phone in her hand, and talked to someone on the phone. I wanted to help her, make sure she didn't cry. But I couldn't move. I did my best, not to close my eyes and faint. but it didn't work because everything went black.

I opened my eyes, and I was in an unfamiliar place. there were bright lights, and I was sure I wasn't in a hospital room, but maybe some where else in the hospital.

What was going to happen with me? But mostly where is Niall, haven't heard from him since he left for the xfactor. he never came looking for me, but I also didn't follow his xfactor journey. but I had to go to many hospitals, plus I once was two weeks out. so it wasn't my fault.That was that question which kept running through my mind. he was the only thing that was on my mind now, but also a those guys from earlier too.

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