Carmen's pov

I snapped out of my dash, did I really daydream of him kissing me? maybe I should go find a boyfriend.

"well you could date me of course." he winked, but I just rolled me eyes. he didn't even know how much shivers that got trough me.

"never in a million years." I pinched his nose agian. he groaned in frustration.

"why not, I'm not that bad." he whined. I chuckled lightly. Niall stop it you're making a fuss of my thoughts.

"I know you're not, haven't you seen that crowd. It's huge to think that my lill Niall can pull something like that of." I smiled, and he gave me a dashing smile back.

"did you know that time, our first day of school." I laughed at the thought, he stole my last first kiss. funny because that's a song of them now. how ironic.

"I loved that day, you know why?" he asked, his bright blue eyes lighting up. it made me smile, I shook my head no.

"I loved that I could steal your last first kiss." he winked cheekily. I rolled my eyes. I shook my head 'no' again, he gave me an confused look.

"I didn't like it, you ditched me for that bitch of a Mandy." I scrunched up my nose at the thought of her. but the reason I hated her was because she had with him, aka my Crush.

"aww." he pouted cutely, but at the same time childish. "you can't blame me, and we made it up. and don't call her that." I frowned, he was defending her.

"you can't defend her, you're supposed to be on my side." I threw my hands up in frustration.

"I am on your side, I just think calling her a bitch isn't that nice." I huffed and rolled my eyes.

"I'm going to talk to harry." I grumbled, maybe he would tell me something about the girl he wanted to meet, and it probably would be Charlie. but maybe I'm wrong.

"hey." I smiled at the sad looking harry. I guess I'm the closest with him and Niall you could say. the others weren't as close with me, neither I with them.

"mmm.." he mumbled. I knew he didn't want to speak to anyone. but maybe it could help, talking to someone always works, well most times.

"why so glum?" I poked his cheek, and he looked up. he tried faking a smile, but I shook my head no, signaling I saw it was fake.

"is it that easy to see?" he asked biting his lip. I nodded in response, he looked sad again, not trying to hide it this time. I felt sorry for him, what ever it was, maybe I could help, if it includes Charlie.

"so what's going on in your mind, something you wane tell me, it's always nice to talk to someone, just to lift that weight of your shoulder for a bit." I said truthfully, Harry nodded, but still looked unsure. he waited, but quickly spoke, and I was grateful for that.

"it's about a girl." he said, and waited for me to say, when I didn't he continued. "so she meant so much to me, but I kind of lost her. now tonight I saw a girl, and she looked like her, but not too much. but maybe it could be her, I thought. because it's a long time I had seen her, to be honest a really long time, so I thought she might have chanced. and she didn't
want to come backstage, you know to see me and the others, but specially me. not that I let Paul tell her that, he asked her to come backstage, but she didn't want to, just another
reason why it shouldn't be her." he quickly finished, I nodded my head in understanding.

"so, how did she look like, I was in the crowd tonight, and I saw you looking at something besides me, so maybe that could be her." he nodded his head in a yes.

"yeah it was her, she has beautiful brown locks, and beautiful big brown eyes. and she just looks lovely." he smiled away at the thought of her, but if it wasn;t her why would he dream away by her. maybe he just knew in his veins it was her, if that was possible for a human being.

"and her name?" I asked, if it was Charlie I knew for sure.

"that's private." he smiled at me, and I nodded understandingly.

"could I guess?" I asked, innocently. he nodded his head, I made fake thinking face. and then answered the name that had been laying on the tip of my tong the whole time.

"Charlie?" I asked, he frowned. I knew I was right. "I know her." I whispered.

"that boy behind her, she lives with him I think, not sure, but I have his number, and we really hit it off, so I think I see her as a friend." he looked up after my words, he smiled a tight smile, and I knew I had done something right, without a route towards it. maybe it was fate for them to be together.

"thank you, Carmen." he flung on to me, and behind harry's back I saw some stares on us. I got out of Harry's tight hug, and turned around just in time to see Niall glaring at Harry. Harry on the other hand didn't notice a thing.

Why was Niall being so rubbish towards Harry, I thought they were best mates. maybe he doesn't like him as much as the others.

"we should go," Niall interrupted us. I knew he was right, so I got up, gave Harry a reassuring smile, and he gave me a huge smile back.

"I'm not going with you guys, I'm taking a walk." he tapped his nose, and walked away, but before he closed the door he looked straight at Niall and said.

"tell her."

Notes

I've been to the Where We Are movie and I had to cry. like actualy with tears and stuff. I tried not to, but it made em emotional. I'm sorry. Thanks for reading x