Trebble Jae Stronek's POV: My past: My mom had a great husband that ended up committing suicide why? My mom got pregnant at 49 which is too old an it wasnt just me it was my twin brother also... Neither one of u was born in great shape or even good shape, I might have counted as okay shape but my brother, Cleff David Stronek, was in horrible shap. Cleft died after a year of his life. Half of his life was spent in the hospital... Now I have problems to this day-I'm pretty white as can be getting a tan is impossible and I've never had a sunburn though I'm only 17 I have at least 40 years to go...- but after Cleff I cherish every moment I live while dreading it... I made it but then again I wish he did instead of me if one of us had to die. My mom was also diagnosed- 3 years after my brothers death- with severe brain cancer and after the first 2 years of treatment my father couldnt handle it. Me and Bella came home from the store one day and found him in the family room with a blood knife on the floor his veins cut deeply an empty jar of prescribed (meaning illegal) pain pills meant for my mom. He was just barely breathing my sister called 911 and I cried for a long time the ambulance arrived and I don't remember what happened after that it was all a big blur. But I remember crying myself to sleep that night an in the next morning getting the dreadful call saying that my father was dead, meaning not coming back and it was all because of him. My mom couldn't have had his kid that died without him, he couldnt have killed himself without himself to kill. I looked up to my father even loved him (sure we had our differences about slumber parties or pranks) till that day. I then hated him and me and him and me. My emotions were all over I needed time. I got about 7 years to recover and then my mother died it was too bad the doctors did all they could. Shortly after my sister's 19th birthday came up that day she found out her and her boyfriend were pregnant with a baby, a baby girl... And this is just the first 13 years of my life! I have it all... NOT! I have had about 16 boyfriends in the past 3 years dump me because Im not pretty enough anymore or there's another girl. Whatever I'm done with boys! Oh and let's not forget my sister takes care of me and her daughter 24-7 meaning were pretty much broke every 3 months. I have to work all day after school till 10pm at work and that only gets enough to get maybe 2 new pairs of shoes and an outfit from the thrift store that's in, if it were four years ago! Plus I stay up till 1am doing homework meaning I get about 5 hours of sleep then it's up and attem with my "awesome life." don't get me wrong I love my life, at times I couldn't be happier! I'm alive! I have shelter and food! And a great sister and niece! And were making it alive! In 2 years I will be out of the house and my sister and her family will be better off and I will get my life back. See the only problem i have with my life is the fact that the first 13 years of my childhood were spent mourning over death... I hate that word! And I'm still in therapy, I have to be cause of the law, after 4 years I'm okay I'm over my dad I miss my mom but I can get through and my brother is just a reminder of how beautiful life is! Anyways I'm 17 now and done with boys and drama I want at least the last 2 years of my childhood therapy or not!

Notes

Sorry if this is a little boring but I just want you to understand what I have planned. ;) so comment I would love it! BTW this is the girl who falls for a guy from Union J. The next chapter will be 1D guy and a girl. So for that Harry or Liam??? And George Shelley or JJ??? An vote on team names: (Liam and Amber) Limber (Harry and Amber) Ambery (George and Trebble) Treorge (JJ and Trebble) Jebble Or make up your own! ;) Thanx, AMZGirls_rocks