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PsychoRocker.

Regret It All.

Alex POV

I actually thought that prison would be a nightmare for me, but it is actually the opposite. I have time to think where I want to go in my life, and what priorities should I make the important in my life. I have also worked on my songs for the new album, as soon as I head out of this cell I will head to the studio and record.

I miss Arabella I have not seen her in a very long time I want to know, how she is doing. I hope that she is happy in her life as much as I would love to be part of that happiness, we are no longer together. I will not lie I was so hurt and I cried my self to sleep so many nights, when she told me we were done.

I had respected her decision and since the time she told me we were done, I have not seen her beautiful face visiting me anymore. God I hope you guide my angel Arabella in every decision in her life because she truly is an angel. She saved me from my demons without her I think I would have been dead, the past was the most roughest thing I had to overcome but she made it easy for me.

A guard came and told me that a lady was here to visit me, I walked with the guard outside and there she was my beautiful guardian angel. She looks hurt and tired though I hope nobody hurt her, because if someone did then so help me God I will find every single way to have that person hurt.

Me: “Arabella is everything okay love?”
Arabella: “Not quite actually I am hurt Alex I just got fired from my job, how am I going to look for a job yet alone pay my rent and tuition fee for university. My whole entire world fell down in the ground, all my dreams are shattered I wasn’t meant to be a psychologist I think I should just quite now.”

Me: “I have no idea what to say to you Arabella why are you this weak girl now?. What happened to that career driven not stopping for anyone. You are such a gorgeous and smart girl Arabella go and look for another job, Harley is a good psychologist centre no doubt. But I think your time with them is over and God is telling you to move on, look for another job I will lend you some money for your university fees.”

Arabella: “I cannot let you do that Alex pay for my fees, I have always taken care of myself. Even if my parents want to support for me I don’t allow them, because I want to help myself. I have really appreciated the talk that I had with you Alex, you are changing for the better I see. If you continue to be like this your music career and love life will be more luckier.”

Me: “I am trying to change myself Arabella it is not an easy process but I am sure as hell not giving up. You taught me to live my dreams but also put in the work, just because I am a successful musician doesn’t mean I have to work any less. You have inspired me to change for the better, it is times up for me now but please visit soon.”

She kissed the glass window and I placed my hand on the window so I could grab the flying kiss and place it in my heart. God she is still the gorgeous and loving girl I fell in love with the first time, I shouldn’t have let you go I shouldn’t have cheated on you I shouldn’t have done what I did because now I regret it all.

End Of POV

Notes

So you guys so many things happened in this chapters, Arabella got fired from her job. It was taken by Marcel because Harley thought that Marcel deserved the position more. The problem is that Arabella lost every single thing because she is jobless and she has university fees to take care of. Thank God that peep talk with Alex helped her change her mind, and she is not going to give up on job hunting. Alex regrets every hurting Arabella in the first place because his feelings for her, has not changed. Marcel is changing though he is falling in love with another girl that is not Arabella, this story is starting to get interesting who will Marcel chose to fall in love in the end Cara or Arabella?.

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Comments

@One Direction Lova

wow thank you so much! <3

@polaroids
Wow I am speechless right now, of course you can lovely as long as you give me all the copyrights then that is completely fine with me. I am so glad to hear that you love this story, your comment made my day thank you <3 :D

I love this so much omf.
sorry for being annoying but, one important thing: you're an amazing writer and... I am reading your fan fictions and I was thinking if I can update it on Wattpad, all the rights for you, obviously. Do you like the idea or not? If you don't want, no problem, seriously. I just love this and I thought it would be a good idea :3

@Band Fan
Don't worry lovely if you read today's updates you will understand what happened to Alex :D

After all this time...i still want to punch alex you cant just hurt marcel and get away with it!!

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8/19/14