PsychoRocker.
Coming Clean.
Arabella POV
2 Weeks Later
Since Alex was arrested I have never made a visit to him but I am going to tonight, after I finish my work and university work. As for Marcel we still work in the same company, but we have not said a word to each other. I want to tell him everything I really do but I am scared, that he is going to judge me.
I saw Marcel walking past by me again this morning I saw him glancing at me, I yelled out his name and he got in my office. He came walking into my office with a fake smile, I knew it wasn’t a genuine smile.
Me: “Close the door Marcel please I would like to have a work with you.”
He shut the door behind him I prayed to God that this would go peacefully and calmly, and I pray that his thought of me does not change his view on me as a person.
Me: “ I didn’t want to tell you this but I don’t date co-workers because I actually had an affair with a married man. I just dug myself a huge hole when I found out it was he was married, the man left his wife for me I couldn’t accept that. I am scared of falling in love with a co-worker because of that reason Marcel.”
Marcel: “I appreciate you telling me the reason Arabella but you see, I respect that reason but I have to say this. I am not like that guy that you dated in the past, I would never hurt a fly let alone a person. I have so much love to give to people, everybody has a past Arabella including I. Both of my parents were separated when I was a young guy, I grew up with basically no father figure in my life I didn’t know what it felt like to have a father in your life. It was only when I grew up a little bit, someone entered my mom’s life and played as a father figure.”
Me: “Marcel I am telling you this so you won’t have to be hurt with what I did and you can understand me a little bit. It is not like I don’t like you I actually really do, you are such a great friend and I hope you don’t change for anybody.”
Marcel: “A friend is all I am ever going to be to you? I should have guessed it from the start, you only looked at me as a friend and nothing more. Excuse me Arabella I must be leaving now, I have work to complete.”
He left my door and I was left speechless I had no idea what to tell him, I feel like a bad person right now because he is showing me that he likes me more than a friend. I on the other hand cannot love him more than that, because if I do that will bring the past back and I will remember all the hurt and betrayal I went through.
End Of POV
2 Weeks Later
Since Alex was arrested I have never made a visit to him but I am going to tonight, after I finish my work and university work. As for Marcel we still work in the same company, but we have not said a word to each other. I want to tell him everything I really do but I am scared, that he is going to judge me.
I saw Marcel walking past by me again this morning I saw him glancing at me, I yelled out his name and he got in my office. He came walking into my office with a fake smile, I knew it wasn’t a genuine smile.
Me: “Close the door Marcel please I would like to have a work with you.”
He shut the door behind him I prayed to God that this would go peacefully and calmly, and I pray that his thought of me does not change his view on me as a person.
Me: “ I didn’t want to tell you this but I don’t date co-workers because I actually had an affair with a married man. I just dug myself a huge hole when I found out it was he was married, the man left his wife for me I couldn’t accept that. I am scared of falling in love with a co-worker because of that reason Marcel.”
Marcel: “I appreciate you telling me the reason Arabella but you see, I respect that reason but I have to say this. I am not like that guy that you dated in the past, I would never hurt a fly let alone a person. I have so much love to give to people, everybody has a past Arabella including I. Both of my parents were separated when I was a young guy, I grew up with basically no father figure in my life I didn’t know what it felt like to have a father in your life. It was only when I grew up a little bit, someone entered my mom’s life and played as a father figure.”
Me: “Marcel I am telling you this so you won’t have to be hurt with what I did and you can understand me a little bit. It is not like I don’t like you I actually really do, you are such a great friend and I hope you don’t change for anybody.”
Marcel: “A friend is all I am ever going to be to you? I should have guessed it from the start, you only looked at me as a friend and nothing more. Excuse me Arabella I must be leaving now, I have work to complete.”
He left my door and I was left speechless I had no idea what to tell him, I feel like a bad person right now because he is showing me that he likes me more than a friend. I on the other hand cannot love him more than that, because if I do that will bring the past back and I will remember all the hurt and betrayal I went through.
End Of POV
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