PsychoRocker.
Fixing Myself.
Alex POV
I just woke up from a hung over I must have been drunk yesterday, I really don’t remember what happened yesterday. All that I remember is I was fighting with one guy and a girl sent me home, who I don’t know.
I called Arabella to see if she is free to grab some breakfast, because I needed to see her immediately to see where our relationship stands. She agreed to meet me so I just got up from my bed showered quickly and headed out.
30 Minutes Later
Arabella: “Alex good morning it is nice seeing you sober this morning, instead of drunken mess like you were yesterday. Do you know you almost killed an innocent guy, if I didn’t send you home yesterday your ass would have been in jail by now.”
Me: “Jesus Christ I am so sorry Arabella I had no idea that I was hurting Marcel, could I possible apologize to him please. That is the least I could do or I could even pay for his hospital stay please.”
Arabella: “I don’t think that is the solution to what you have done Alex, my God what in the world is wrong with you?. You are a mess now and you have not sorted out your life, how are supposed to even move forward in life if you are always drunk?.”
Me: “I am a human being just like you so I need to sort my shit together, just like you have some shit to sort out. I am not saying I am the perfect boyfriend and I should win an award. I have not been a good boyfriend to you for a very long time, if we could give us a chance I promise I will prove to you that I am a changed man.”
Arabella: “You talk like this when you are sober but once alcohol takes over your life, that is it you turn out to be a demon. Alex I don’t know if I am ready for a relationship with you right now, I just need some time to think and absorb all of this.”
I let her walk away without even saying a word to her, she is everything to me and if she doesn’t to give us a shot then that is the end of us. I really did love her and I really did want her to be my wife, but I fucked up big time and there is no turning back now.
It looks like Marcel is the right guy for her I have not seen how he looks like but, I heard that he is a good guy. I met him yesterday but I was drunk so I forgot, how he looked like.
I guess that Arabella is right I have to sort my life out first before, I can chose to love someone else. Arabella is a good girl she doesn’t just cut of anybody despite my lifestyle she still doesn’t cut me off she always, likes to gives people advices and ways they can change. So whoever that is going to have her heart is one lucky guy, I can tell you that for sure.
End Of POV
I just woke up from a hung over I must have been drunk yesterday, I really don’t remember what happened yesterday. All that I remember is I was fighting with one guy and a girl sent me home, who I don’t know.
I called Arabella to see if she is free to grab some breakfast, because I needed to see her immediately to see where our relationship stands. She agreed to meet me so I just got up from my bed showered quickly and headed out.
30 Minutes Later
Arabella: “Alex good morning it is nice seeing you sober this morning, instead of drunken mess like you were yesterday. Do you know you almost killed an innocent guy, if I didn’t send you home yesterday your ass would have been in jail by now.”
Me: “Jesus Christ I am so sorry Arabella I had no idea that I was hurting Marcel, could I possible apologize to him please. That is the least I could do or I could even pay for his hospital stay please.”
Arabella: “I don’t think that is the solution to what you have done Alex, my God what in the world is wrong with you?. You are a mess now and you have not sorted out your life, how are supposed to even move forward in life if you are always drunk?.”
Me: “I am a human being just like you so I need to sort my shit together, just like you have some shit to sort out. I am not saying I am the perfect boyfriend and I should win an award. I have not been a good boyfriend to you for a very long time, if we could give us a chance I promise I will prove to you that I am a changed man.”
Arabella: “You talk like this when you are sober but once alcohol takes over your life, that is it you turn out to be a demon. Alex I don’t know if I am ready for a relationship with you right now, I just need some time to think and absorb all of this.”
I let her walk away without even saying a word to her, she is everything to me and if she doesn’t to give us a shot then that is the end of us. I really did love her and I really did want her to be my wife, but I fucked up big time and there is no turning back now.
It looks like Marcel is the right guy for her I have not seen how he looks like but, I heard that he is a good guy. I met him yesterday but I was drunk so I forgot, how he looked like.
I guess that Arabella is right I have to sort my life out first before, I can chose to love someone else. Arabella is a good girl she doesn’t just cut of anybody despite my lifestyle she still doesn’t cut me off she always, likes to gives people advices and ways they can change. So whoever that is going to have her heart is one lucky guy, I can tell you that for sure.
End Of POV
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