
If You're Lucky.
Holy Shit.
"Maassyynn!"
"I'll be right there!"
"We're going to be late."
"I know. I know." I mumbled more to myself than anything. I was in the middle of pulling my shoes on when my phone went off. Hope taking over my body as I prayed that it was the one person I really wanted it to be.
Have fun. I miss you! Xx
H.
You too and I miss you too! Xx
M.
Harry and I gotten much close after the last month. Texting whenever possible and the occasional Skype. Which I have to say weren't nearly as great being with him in person.
"Masyn I swear if you don't get your ass down.."
"Calm your nuts." I sighed
"They would be much calmer if you had been done ten minutes ago."
"This takes time." I gestured over my body.
"And so does this." He copied my movements, "but I actually started at reasonable time. Not thirty minutes before we needed to leave."
"Okay. Are you done complaining now?"
"I suppose."
"Thank the heavens."
"No need to over exaggerate."
"This coming from you."
"Oh shush up. We need to go."
I could hear sound of the enormous crowd increase the closer we got. This was insane. I swear every year the amount of people increased by hundreds. An incline could be hear each time a YouTuber would make their way through. I hadn't expected so many people to scream my name as Logan and I passed by, but couldn't contain the happiness that started pouring into my smile.
We stopped taking more pictures than I think I've ever been in, in my entire life. But I didn't mind. This felt so much different then getting caught in the paparazzi and One Direction. Things weren't as crazy and dangerous, and I liked it this way.
A bunch of hurried thank you's weird rushed out of my mouth as we walked further away from the multiple fans. The rest of the day was absolutely amazing and I was a little sad that it was the last day.
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"I'm exhausted." I breathed out flopping my body limp onto the sofa.
"Me too."
"I'm sad that it's over but I'm glad because I can finally catch up on some much needed sleep."
"Well maybe if you didn't stay up all night talking to lover boy."
"Pft! First of all, don't call him that. It's weird and second of all I don't stay up all night."
"Oh whatever! I heard you at like three o'clock this morning when I went to grab a bottle of water."
"Well I can help the time difference"
"Excuses." He smirked.
"You're just jealous."
"I would say no, but Harry is such a gorgeous human being, I'd being lying if I did."
"Well don't be too jealous. We're just friends."
"Friends my ass."
"And what's that suppose to mean?"
"You two couldn't be more of a couple if you tried."
"We're not a couple though. To be a couple he'd have to be my boyfriend?, and if have have to be his girlfriend. Which we are not."
"Details. Minor details."
"I'd say those are pretty big details."
"Masyn." He sighed exasperated.
"Logan."
"Have you two kissed?"
"No."
"What? You two haven't kissed. I had figured you'd already done the nasty!"
"Logan! I've never even had sex!"
"I know but who better to lose it to then Harry Styles?!"
"I'm not going to just lose it to some guy because he's famous."
"Obviously. But you like him."
"Yeah. I like him. Who's to say he likes me and I don't want to just like the guy I lose my virginity too. I want to be in love with him. I was the possibility of him being the one I'd be with for the rest of my life. Someone who loves me. Who's not going to hurt me. Not someone who I'm not even dating."
"Wow."
"What?"
"I didn't know it meant so much to you."
"Isn't it supposed to?"
"I mean, I guess."
"Well, I'm gonna go take a shower"
"K. Love you!"
"Love you too!"
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My phone began vibrating inter back pocket of the shorts I had carelessly dropped on the ground.
'Hello.'
'Mase?'
'Who else would be be answering my phone ya goob.'
'Oh yeah.'
'Wait. Isn't it really early there?'
'Yeah, but I wanted to talk to you.'
'You need your sleep Harold.'
'My names not Harold.'
'Stop whining like a baby or I'll continuing to call you Harold.'
'Okay, okay. What are you doing?'
'Uh, I was actually just about to take a shower.'
'Oh really? Are you naked?'
'How did I know you were going to make some perverted comment?'
'Because you're just that good. But, I was wondering if you could Skype when you're done?"
'Yeah, of course.'
'Okay. Good.' He sighed, he sounded oddly nervous this entire time.
'You okay?'
'Yeah, why?'
'Oh you just sounded nervous is all.'
'Oh no, I'm fine.'
'Okay. I'll text you when I get out. K?'
'Okay. Bye love.'
'Bye!'
I rushed trough my shower as quickly as I possibly could. Making myself almost fall more than a few times in the process. I slipped on a pair of underwear as well as Harry's shirt he had left me. Though it didn't smell like him anymore since having to wash it multiple times. I wore it almost every night.
'Done! :)'
I flipped open my MacBook waiting for it to start up, while I moved onto my stomach getting comfortable. Almost immediately Harry's picture popped up showing that he was calling.
"Hey!"
"Hello love."
Ah. Those damn dimples. I couldn't get enough of them. I wanted so badly to just poke my finger into them. How weird do I sound? Probably very.
"What's up?"
"Just laying here. You?"
"Same but I'm freezing."
"Too bad I'm not there."
"Oh why? So we can get naked and warm each other with our body heat?" I joked.
"No. So we could cuddle. Gosh! Get your head out of the gutter."
"Oh whatever!" I laughed along with him.
"Anyway, I wanted to ask you something."
"And that would be?" I felt my stomach drop. What if he asked if we could take a break. Well I guess you'd have to be together to take a break but what if he wanted to take break from talking or something. What if he found someone. Well then what in the world would he be asking you Masyn? True.
"Well, um.."
"Yes."
"Mase I was.."
"Oh come on Harry spit it out?"
"Would you be my girlfriend?"
I felt like the air had been sucked out of my lungs. Did he just say what I think he said?
"Mase?"
I couldn't speak. I wanted to more than anything. I was to scream yes and jump up and down like a complete lunatic. But I couldn't. My mouth wouldn't move in a suitable manner to let the words be released. Come on Mase! Speak up. He's probably going to think you don't want to. Open your damn mouth. Though irregardless of how much I was internally telling at myself my mouth refused to follow direction.
"Mase are you okay?"
You got this Mase. Come on. "Holy shit." Now it wasn't what I had been expecting to come out but at least it was something. I had never had a boyfriend before and now this absolutely perfect man was asking me to be his girlfriend. To be with him. He didn't even know I've never had a boyfriend before before.
"Holy shit?" He repeated majorly confused.
"I mean... Uh. Um, really? I..I mean yeah."
"Really?"
I nodded too excited to speak.
"Oh thank god. I thought you were going to say no."
"Why would I say no?"
"I don't know."
"Harry."
"I don't know because I'm not there and it's kind of lame to ask via Skype. I'm sorry about that by the way, I wanted to wait until I saw you again but I couldn't wait."
"I don't think it's lame." I smiled.
"Thank god."
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"Well good morning sleepy."
"Mmmph."
"Okay, I'll let you sleep. Just let me help you fix yourself."
"Hmm?"
"You fell asleep talking to Harry again."
"Mm."
"So did you two talk about anything interesting?" Logan question as he set my laptop on my bedside table before helping get under the covers.
"Mhm."
"Was it about how many tattoos he has now?"
"Nn nn. He asked me out." I whispered still partly asleep.
"What?!" He yelled much too loud for how tired I am.
"Noo. Shh."
"Masyn! Harry Styles asked you to be his girlfriend and you're just going to go back to sleep without explaining?!"
"Later." I grumbled pulling the blanket over my head as I turned to face the wall.
"Fine. But you bet your ass you'll be giving me the entire story in full detail. And I mean it, every last little one!"
"Okay! Shut up! And get the fuck out!" I shouted raising my voice for the first time. He knew how much I hated being woken up for unnecessary reasons. Especially when I've rarely gotten any sleep. I ecstatic to be able to say that I was with Harry but right now all I wanted to do was sleep.
Logan was gone by the time I woke up. But it's to be expected seeing I slept until six at night. My sleeping schedule was so completely fucked but if it meant being able to talk to harry, then I'd deal with it for as long as I had to.
After stuffing my face with everything I could find in the kitchen I grabbed my phone finally deciding to take a look at it. Woah. Twenty five texts and ten missed calls. I quickly read through them before replying.
Eighteen of the texts and five of the calls coming from Harry. The rest from a various amount of people. I clicked on Harry's number choosing to call him first.
"Masyn?" He asked seemingly out of breath.
"Hey."
"Thank god!"
"What? What happened?"
"Nothing happened. Well I thought something happened to you! You haven't answered me all day."
"Awh! Did someone get worried?"
"No. Well not at first no. I figured you were just busy or something. But then it started getting late and I texted Logan, but he said he wasn't home and hadn't talked to you all day. So yeah maybe I started to freaked out a little."
"How sweet."
"Don't mock me. You meany!"
"I'm sorry. Okay, I won't pick on you. I was sleeping. I've been really tired lately with all the YouTube stuff I having goings on and everything."
"And I've been keeping you up late. I'm sorry!"
"No, no, no. That's fine. I don't mind at all."
"It still makes me feel bad."
"Well don't. Because you wake up extra early just to talk to me longer."
"Yeah but at least I get my sleep."
"I do to. It's just durning the day."
"I don't know."
"Masyn! I'm home and you have a lot of explaining to so!"
"Well my little Harry, Logan's back and he wants to know ever bit of detail of how you asked me out. So I gotta go."
"You're little Harry, huh? If I remember correctly. I'm much taller than you." He chuckled.
"I could've grown, you don't know."
"You're right."
"Bye Harold." I laughed
"Bye Maseypoo!"
I hung up rolling my eyes just as Logan entered the kitchen an expecting look on his face.
Notes
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A/N: I want to apologize for the crappie written chapter. I'm exhausted. I also want to apologize for the misspellings and punctual errors. It's hard to edit on my phone and I still haven't gotten around to buying a new charger for my laptop. But I want to thank you all so much for reading. Please don't forget to vote! Love you all! Xx