I'm Not Fine At All

Leslie's P O V

"Hey Les, do you want to go to the mall with me? You've been so stressed lately I think you need a girls day."Jaylee tells me.

I sigh.I don't really want to do anything. I've been depressed ever since the whole Calum thing. It doesnt help that my family and i are no longer on speaking terms. Recently, my days have consisted of "dates" with Justin, or dates with Netflix and ice cream.

5 Seconds of Summer are in town for a show they have but its highly unlikely I'll see them, but I still don't to take my chances by going outside.

Jaylee and I are pretty good friends.She's use to staying out of the limelight.

After about an hour of her and begging me, I finally agree. I change out of Ashton's batman sweater that I stole a while back and the sweats I was wearing into jeans and a flowy top. My baby bump is just starting to show.

We get to the mall and its not very crowded.Which was a good thing. Jaylee and I walk into several stores. About two hours later I'm ready to leave.

We take the elevator from the third floor down. I felt a sudden pain through my body.

"Are you okay? You don't look to good."Jaylee said worried.

I've never felt anything like this but I knew something was wrong. The elevator doors opened.

"Take me to the hospital. "I managed to say. As Jaylee helped me out of the elevator a guy came up.

"Leslie? Is that-oh my god are you okay? "I looked up and saw Michael. I shook my head.He picked me up bridal style as Jaylee got the bags and we headed to the parking lot.

----Hours later----

My baby.My baby is gone.The child that had been growing inside of me for months now, the baby Calum and I had made, is now gone. He or she will never have their first birthday, never fall in love, never experience anything. Never get to know its father, as its father will now, never know of him.

I sit in the hospital bed with all these things in my head.This can't possibly happen.Jaylee had called Justin and they were now in the waiting area of the hospital. They were the only two to know of my pregnacy, aside from Michael.

"Hey How are you feeling? "Michael asks coming in.

"fine."I say barely above a whisper.

"You don't have to lie.Let it all out."he said.

"Its my fault my baby is gone! If I hadn't put so much stress on myself this wouldn't have happened Mikey!"I sobbed. Michael hugged me tightly. I cried and cried until I had nothing left in me.

"So, how is....." I began, but I couldn't finish. I didn't want to say his name out loud for some reason.

"He's been a mess.He misses you, Leslie."I miss him too but I can't bring myself to say it.

"You know, he wrote Amnesia about you. "Michael continues.

Notes

Hey, new/oldish co author here :D i hope you guys enjoyed.