I'm Not Fine At All

Leslie's P.O.V.

I felt guilty for hiding these two things from Calum. The first was, of course, that I was seeing Justin under contract, but that may not be the case for long.

The second was about that night. I was going to tell him, but we got into that fight and broke it off. I was going to tell him, I swear, but nothing turned out right.

flashback

I was sitting alone in the hotel room.worried out of my mind.The boys all went out to a club.

I was so scared of what Calum might think. But then again I wasn't even sure.I paced back and forth until I finally got the nerve to check.

When ai saw it, it scared me. I needed someone to talk to, my immidate thought was Calum, but he couldn't know yet. So my next option is Michael.

I went down to the club that was a few blocks away.I gave the bouncer 20 dollers and he let me through. I looked around untill I found the boy with bright red hair.

"Mikey, I need to talk to you." I yelled over the loud music.

"Lets get you out of here Calum's a little tipsy."he said. We walked the few blocks in silence.One of the things I loved about Michael was I could always count on him. Even if he had no idea what was going on, he'd come with me if I needed him.

"What's wrong? "He asked once we were in Calum and my hotel room. I pointed to the bathroom and he walked in.


When he came back out I couldn't hold it anymore.I started to cry and he held me tightly.

"Its going to be okay.Sure you're young, but You and Calum love each other.He's going to be so happy when he finds out he's going to be a father."

"You really think so?"I sniffled.

""Of course I am. He loves you and he's going to love your little baby." Michael let me go. He got down on his knees and put his hand on my stomach.

"You should name him Michael, after his favorite uncle." I laughed.

He got up and led me to the bed.

"Now lets watch movies and order room service.Would the soon-to-be mommy want pizza?"

"And Ice cream."I said.

"Then you got it." Michael picked up the phone and ordered our food.He then rented the movie Ted. The rest of the night was spent with us eating like pigs and watching movies. Soon I fell asleep.

I woke up to loud banging. Michael jumped out of bed and ran to the door.He went out in the hall and came back 10 minutes later.

"What was that?"I asked.

"It was Calum.He's staying in my room and I'm staying here.He's a little drunk, but don't worry about it. I don't want you stressing out my niece or nephew. "

I chuckled."Thanks for everything Mikey, your the best friend I could ever ask for."

"No need to thank me.Just go to sleep. The two of you need some rest for tomorrow's interview. "

He got on the bed and we cuddled.It wasn't weird for us. We loved each other just not in that way.It was cute that he was excited for his niece or nephew to enter this world.I can't wait to see if Calum is as excited as Mikey.

End flashback

Sadly it didn't get much better for me

Notes

Woah who expected that?

Thank you guys for everything. Love you my little Amnesiests (that's probably not a word.but amnesia amnesiests no? Okay.Any names you'd like me to call you comment them down below (I think lovelies is over used so I'm trying out something new. )

Anyway hope you enjoyed :)