I'm Not Fine At All

Leslie's P.O.V.

Justin finished his set then ran over to me and pulled me to his dressing room before I could even say hi to the boys.

He quickly pulled me into a kiss.I've never kissed him before.We've posed all couply and he has kissed my cheeks, but that's as far as it ever went.

Now his lips are on mine and I kissed him back. My arms were around his neck and his hands found my waist.This all felt so wrong, yet I continued because there was a part of me that wanted this.I suddenly felt like I had to have his lips on mine. He pulled away and looked me in the eyes.

"I've been wanting to do that for a long time."he whispered.
He was just so ughhhhh I can't even describe it right now. No wonder his girlfriend loved him.Shit, he has a girlfriend and I have Calum.Well not technically but it now feels wrong just thinking about Cal.Why wasn't he on my mind during the kiss with Justin?!

"W-what about Jay?"I asked.

"I broke it off about a while ago."he answered. Someone suddenly knocked on the door and I quickly became aware that we were still in that position. I let go of him and walked over to the door and opened it.

"Hey guys"I smiled at Ed and Michael.

"We need to talk."Michael said.

"Ed Leslie, you're both needed to rehearse." A guy named Andy said, while ushering us to the front stage.

I was honestly nervous to preform Replay live. It was the first time people will hear anything from my new album.But I was even more nervous about the music video. It was filmed about 3 or 4 months ago when Cal and I were still dating.He, and the rest of 5sause are in it.

The music starts and I sing as I'm suppose to, along with the dance moves Justin and I are doing. I smile at him as we dance in sync. I glance down at his lips and he fills my mind as I continue to sing.

Once the performance is over, I hear clapping. I turn and see Ed and Michael. Shit, why are thoughts of Calum being replaced by thoughts of Justin.I try to shake Justin out of my mind and mentally make a note about going to visit Cal after this interview.

We continue the rehearsals them go backstage since the show won't be starting for another hour.

Notes

OHHHH JUSTIN AND LESLIE?!?!? Who saw that comming? (A lot of you probably did :p) What do you guys think? Any ship names comment below please (Jeslie?)

What's going to happen next? I promise you'll soon find out about the music video and what Leslie was hiding from Calum. I'll probably update over the weekend

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