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Starting Over

Chapter 6

Pay attention to the change of POVs in this chapter because it happens a lot.

*Luna's POV*

We are finally here in London and we are being led out of the airport while simultaneously interacting with our fans on the way to the car. Once we tumble inside, the driver begins his journey to our new flat. We are absolutely tired and we've lost five hours due to the time change. It's 3 in the morning and we are exhausted, but when we finally make it to our flat we are surprised by how many fans are waiting outside of the security entrance. I know it's late, but I also know how much it means to our fans that we acknowledge them and they have probably been waiting hours for our arrival so I beg everyone to stop the car and say hi to them. We do so and it takes up about half an hour by the time we are done.

I am quite excited to see the flat because Jesse was the one that looked for places and found ours. I have no idea how the place looks and the only one who does is Jess. We head out of the parking garage and walk towards the lift that will take us to our penthouse. Mikey, Zach, and Jeremy press the second to last floor where their flats are at, but Jess, Serena, Sol, and I have key cards that we swipe to take us to our penthouse suite. Once the boys are on their floor, Jesse swipes his key card and soon enough, the doors open and we enter a palace. The first thing we see is a large living area with the furniture we purchased placed exactly where it needs to be. If we make a left we are led to a beautiful dining room with a dining table that can sit all of us and more. The wall behind the living and dining room is just a large window with a breathtaking view of London. There is door to the side of the large dining area and once opened, you are led into the most beautiful kitchen I have ever seen. The cabinets are a deep mahogony and they are everywhere. The countertops are a dark brown, almost reddish brown granite and all the appliances are stainless steel. The cabinets and drawers are fully stocked. I am the cook of this family and this kitchen is the perfect fit.

"Luna, you gotta check this shit out." I'm interrupted by Serena's comment and Jesse's low chuckle from her choice of words. I reach where they are and it's a door to the right of the living room. When we open the door, we are led into a large hallway with five doors. Jesse takes the lead walking to the last door, accross the hall.

"This is the bathroom down here," he opens the door and we take in the beauiful appearnce of the room. I never thought I would think a bathroom was this beautiful. It is the biggest bathroom I have ever seen with a jacuzzi tub and a shower next to it. It has two sinks which really are just two clear glass bowls on top of the same granite that was in the kitchen.

"Alright Luna, your room is first. Everyone's room has the same layout, but I just wanted to show you yours first." Jess interrupts my thoughts and I smile at him because he really is the best.
He leads us out of the bathroom and places me in front of a door to the left side of the wall the bathroom was on.

Jess informs me to open it and when I do I am left impressed, but confused. The area is huge, but there is just a bunch of furniture, none being a bed. Jesse starts laughing while I look at him puzzled.

"Alright, I'll explain," he begins with a soft laugh, "So the cool thing about this flat is that the rooms have a living area below and those stairs," he points at black spiral stairs I had not taken into account before, "they take you to the actual bedroom. Now, the rooms aren't painted and the furniture is all over the place, but at least your bed is set up. We wanted to leave everything blank because we know how much you like to personalise your room so we are letting you decide what to do with it. Now go check out your bedroom." With that I run up the stairs excited to see what my room looks like. The room is incredibly spacious. My bed is propped up by a wall that is completely made up of a huge window like the one behind the living room and dining room allowing me to have the perfect view of London. To my right there is another door that takes me to a bathroom just like the one downstairs and the door to my left opens to a closet about the size of my room in California with built in shelves and drawers and a fucking couch in the very middle and a full length mirror on one of the walls. I walk out to my room and see the three of them looking at me apprehensively as if for some reason I wouldn't like it. I hate how emotional I always am and the fact that I'm brought to tears by the slightest of things, but they are used to it so I never hide my tears from them.

"Guys this is so beautiful," I remark with a shaky voice and a lightly tear stained face. I then turn to Serena and Sol before continuing. "You guys knew about this? I thought only Jesse knew!"

"We wanted it to be a surprise, Lu." Sol says between all of their laughter. I gather them into a quick group hug before thanking them again.

"Alright little, Luna. The rest of the rooms are the same and we have to take you to the roof because that is also part of our flat, but I rather show you in the morning because it's really late and I know you're tired." With that, Jesse kisses my forehead and Sol and Serena engulf me in another hug.

"By the way, sleep well because we have a party to go to at night once we wake up and don't even bother asking me who's party it is because it's a huge surprise." When Jesse notices my exaggerated frown he chuckles and adds, "Just know that you're a big fan of the host." I smile at them and decide not to push it and let my imagination run wild. The say their final goodnights and head down the stairs to their rooms.

I am really tired and I find the suitcase that has some of my clothes next to my bed on the floor. I open it and grab my essentials just so that I can take a quick shower before sleeping.
By the time I am out, I figure I should text some people and let them know I made it. I also decide to tweet some of my fans.

"Guys I finally made it! Loving London already. Look at the amazing view from my room." I attach a picture of the view from my window and send it out.

"I also wanted to say thanks to the fans that met us at the airports and outside our flat. You are amazing! Loved meeting you! xx" I send out the second tweet before putting my phone to charge and lying in bed. I begin to think about the secret party that I'm going to tomorrow and I wonder who I'm gonna meet.


*Harry's POV*

I'm sat here in this bed struggling with another sleepless night. It's 3 in the morning and I can't stop thinking about what happened with Louis a week ago. I never thought that it would happen. I thought we were fighting for something together and it just seems that I was the only one fighting..

*flashback in Harry's POV*

"Lou come out of the bathroom already! I want to start the film." I'm sitting here on our bed and Lou has been in the shower for what seems like forever. He's been a little distant these past couple of days and I don't know what's bothering him. He usually tells me right away when something is wrong, but I'll just give him time.

"Alright, alright. I'm out. Happy?" Louis comes out of the bathroom still glistening from his shower with a towel wrapped around his waist and his hair still damp. He's so fucking beautiful. We've been together for so long, but every time I look at him I'm still left speechless. I love him so much. We've been through hell and back with so many struggles, but one day it'll all be worth it.
"I'm delighted. Now can you hurry up and climb in so we can watch this film?" I smile cheekily at him observing every movement he makes while lowering the towel and sliding briefs on. That's all mine, all of him.

"Haz, you didn't make any popcorn? Hold up let me make some, I'll be right back." He connects his phone to his charger on the table to the right of the bed next to his side and I try not to act suspicious as to why he puts it face down. Maybe I'm just paranoid. He heads out of the room to our kitchen and moments later his phone starts vibrating continuously as if he's receiving text after text. It worries me a little because he usually never texts anyone other than me so I assume whoever he's texting is giving him some type of advice, but again, maybe I'm just paranoid. As much as I want to see who he's texting, I trust him and I know he will tell me what's wrong when he's ready.

He walks back in a couple of minutes later, a big bowl in one hand filled with buttery popcorn and a tall glass most likely filled with iced tea in the other. He sets it down on the table next to his phone and cuddles up next to me before giving me a surprised kiss to my jaw and moments later grabbing the popcorn and setting it between us.

I start the film we've watched so many times, but it's our absolute favourite. I wrap him in my arms making sure to kiss his head here and there during the film. We haven't had sex in a while and I think it's probably because of whatever is bothering him so I'm hoping after this film is finished we can take the opportunity to have some fun.

Half way through the film I glance down and my hopes of burying myself in him after the film is crushed when I notice he has fallen asleep. I'm pretty tired myself and I have this film almost memorised so I decide to shut it off and go to bed as well. His phone begins to vibrate again and I'm getting more and more tempted by the minute to see who he's texting. One peak won't be so bad.

I remove his body from me and clean up the mess around us before checking his phone just to make sure he doesn't wake up. Once everything is done, I grab his phone and hesitate before pressing the home button. I finally decide to do so and see messages from Liam.

"Louis, with all the shit that you guys have been through, he deserves to know."

"Bro, Haz is understanding. The shit you did was fucked up, but I don't think Haz will just give up on you guys."

"Lou, you gotta tell him, man. Answer me."

"Look, Louis. You're my best mate, but so is Harry. I'm not trying to sound like an ass, but I can't keep this in knowing that Harry has no clue."

"I'm giving you a week to tell him, mate. By the end of this week I'm gonna tell him if you don't and trust me, it would be better for him to hear it from you."

What the fuck? What is Louis hiding? I try to go back to previous messages, but I can't see anything that would reveal what they are talking about. There are gaps in the messages as if Louis deleted some of them. I don't even know what to do, but I need to know what's going on now.
I sit on the edge of the bed on Louis' side and shake him a little. He doesn't budge so I start calling his name while shaking him and he groggily looks up at me smiling and looking beautiful. I can't let myself be caught off guard so I shake those thoughts away and get straight to the point.

"Uhhh, your phone kept vibrating so I opened it to see who you were texting." I say to him timidly and his eyes widen while sitting up abruptly.

"What did you see?" He hardly breathes out and he looks so nervous that I'm actually worried about finding out what he's been hiding.

"I saw the texts Liam sent you. He's saying something about you needing to tell me something. He says you fucked up, but I'll understand. Lou what the fuck is going on?" I'm trying not to sound angry because I don't know what's going on and this can be a big misunderstanding, but I can't help but have this gut feeling that my whole world is about to turn upside down.

"Alright, Harry. This shit is hard for me to say, okay? Please know that I love you, okay? Harry I need you to understand and really believe that I love you before I continue."

"Just say it, Louis." I can't help but already doubt Louis' love for me. I don't know what happened, but if he's asking me to believe that he loves me, that means he must of done something that disproves that statement, something even bigger than the bullshit tweet that almost destroyed me.

"Harry, please just say that you believe that I love you." He's crying at this point and now I'm really scared.

"I can't fucking say it Louis! I can't say that right now because you're making it seem like what you did proves that you don't so just fucking spit it out because my patience is running out." I jump off the bed screaming at him and he still doesn't answer. He's crying into his hands and as much as I want to comfort him, I have a feeling I'm gonna be the one that needs the comforting after this conversation.

"Louis if you make me fucking ask you one more time, I swear I'm fucking leaving for tonight and bunking with Liam because he sure as hell will fucking tell me." I say to him lowly through gritted teeth.

He finally looks up and although the look on his face softens me, I refuse to let that be known and keep my poker face on.

"Alright. Okay, fuck, Harry. I'm so sorry. Please try to be open minded at the end of this and let me finish before you interrupt because I don't think I'll be able to finish if you stop me." He looks down and I'm assuming he's waiting for my approval to continue so I tell him to do so.

With his head still facing down and his eyes concentrated on his fidgeting fingers on his lap he continues, "Okay well when Eleanor first became my beard I wanted nothing to do with her. I fucking hated her so management kept making me spend more time with her. After we got caught for a Larry outing, management made me go to that romantic vacation with her, remember? I left when we were on bad terms with you threatening to leave me if I went with her, but baby, there was nothing I could do about it. Anyways one of the nights there we got really drunk and we got really close and umm, one thing led to another." He looks up at me to take into account my expression and I look away immediately. I can't fucking look at him right now especially when I'm fucking crying. When he notices I'm not going to look at him or say anything he begins speaking again.
"El and I connected on our vacation and when we came back things were still iffy with us so El and I continued our relationship."

Even though I promised I wouldn't cut him off I couldn't help it. "Relationship?! What the fuck Louis?! How fucking long? How long? Tell me now!"

He looks at me timidly before answering with a quick whisper, "One year."

"ONE FUCKING YEAR LOUIS? You dated her behind my back for a fucking year and then lied to me about it for another year? What the fuck Louis? I could forgive you if this shit happened once or even twice, but what the fuck Louis? A FUCKING YEAR?" I don't really want to hear any more of this so I walk to our closet and grab a small suitcase and pile in some clothes. When I walk out, Louis notices the suitcase in my hand and he jumps up and follows me into the bathroom while begging me not to go.

"Louis I just need some fucking time. Leave me alone." I grab my essentials from the bathroom, grab my phone and charger from my bedside table and head out of our bedroom. I grab my keys and wallet and walk out of the apartment paying no attention to a screaming and crying Louis running behind me. I walk into the lift, press Liam's floor and then the button to close the doors before Louis has time to catch up.

*End of flashback*

Tears have formed in my eyes thinking back to that day. I stayed with Liam for that night, but Louis said he would leave our flat until I was ready to talk to him again. He has reassured me since then that after that year with Eleanor everything became very platonic between them because he couldn't "handle" doing that to me anymore. He could do it for a year, be with her for a year and lie to me about for two and still expects me to believe he loves me. I can't lie and say that I don't love him because I do, but I don't know if I want to continue trying after this. I know it's true that he really hasn't had any more "moments" with Eleanor, but it's just so hard to forgive him. I want to because I have sacrificed so much for him just to throw it all away, but at the same time, I don't know if it's all worth it.

The worst part is that I have to see Eleanor for the first time after I found out tomorrow because of that damn party, but I can't let my friend down and not show up to his party. Plus, there is gonna be lots of paparazzi there and Louis and I haven't been seen out in public since our argument and all of the fans are talking about Larry, so management needs us there and they need Eleanor there with Louis.

I need to sleep before my mind continues to run wild and I really don't want to stress myself out. I put my alarm for about 5 pm because that's around the time I need to get up and start getting ready for the party. I play my favourite playlist on my phone allowing it to play on the surround sound system and drift to sleep.



*Luna's POV*

I have been rolling in bed for what seems like an hour dreading the idea of getting up, but I decide to do so anyways because I want to see the roof of the flat and have enough time to get ready for the secret party tonight. Apparently I'm a big fan of the person throwing the party and I want to look presentable.

I make my way to the end of the hall and when I open the door, not only are Jesse, Sol, and Serena out here, but so are Mikey, Jerm, and Zach.

When they notice I am there they all start shouting about how glad they are that I finally woke up because they are hungry. I start laughing and make my way to the kitchen, but as soon as I open the fridge, I realise we have absolutely no food.

I walk back out to the living room and stare at them until they notice me.

"Guys, how do you expect me to cook if there is no food?" We all start laughing because they hadn't even made the effort to walk to the kitchen and see if there was food.

"Alright well let's call security and see if they can take us to some cool local restaurant around here." Jesse insists and we all agree.

I go back to my room and change into some dark black denim skinnies that end at my ankles, a black bandeau, and a dark floral kimono. I just brush my hair because the good thing about it is that it doesn't require much work for it to look presentable. I add light makeup and head down to find the box with all my shoes. Once I've located it, I fish out my white vans and put them on.

Our security is waiting for us at the parking garage and we all pile into the big van while directing them to take us to a low key local restaurant.

We arrive at this little place in a beautiful area that looks rustic and old fashioned, just how I like it. Don't get me wrong, our flat is spectacular, but I know that I would like to end up in an old cottage one day. We enter the restaurant unnoticed and luckily, the owners don't look like people who would recognise us so we tell our bodyguards to just sit with us and eat. They have become like part of our family too. I hate taking Lance out with me to simple places sometimes, but honestly, he's good company for the most part, I just refuse to bring him out of pure stubbornness.

I'm not really that hungry and while the rest order a feast, I just order some English Breakfast tea and a couple of biscuits. Everyone's chatting about how much they love it here and the beautiful things we have seen so far. I completely agree with them, but stay quiet instead while I ponder and reflect on my life so far. It's something I always do. After everything that all of us have been through, we still have each other. We moved to a completely different continent and we are still strong. I can't help but let my mind wander to what Bryan thought of London. I know he said he liked it when we spoke on the phone, but I wonder what he saw through his eyes and how his brain processed it. I want to feel the exact feelings he felt when he saw everything.

"Alright guys, let's go. We do have a party to get ready for." My thought process is interrupted by Jesse reminding us about the party followed by a smirk towards me because I'm the only one that doesn't know where we are going. I shove him softly before letting out a 'fuck you' and an appearance from my middle finger right in his face while he laughs loudly.



After spending the day lazily around the flat and an introduction to our beautiful rooftop filled with a pool, jacuzzi, two sitting areas, one with a fireplace, and the best view of London, I am finally standing in front of my full-length mirror. I am fully dressed in tight leather pants and a laced black crop top. I have a red lumberjack button up wrapped around my waist, mainly to add some colour, but also as back up just in case I get cold. I am wearing Sol's favourite black lace-up, leather boot heels that are probably the only type of heels that I can actually tolerate. My dirty blonde hair is parted down the middle pinned back at the sides while my natural waves reach my hips. I decided to go all out with my make-up because apparently, I'm meeting someone I'm a very big fan of tonight and I want to look good. I did a little bit of a smokey black eyeshadow that make my blue eyes stand out, added a light deep red colour to my cheeks, and painted my plump lips a matte, blood red.

I'm pretty satisfied with my appearance and decide to go down stairs and meet up with the rest of the group. Everyone but Serena are waiting in the living room and I sit next to Zach while he tugs at my hair teasingly and I make a goofy face at him.

"God damn this woman takes forever." Jesse starts walking to his room before we hear him yelling at Serena to come down and a couple of seconds later, they both come out and the seven of us head down to the parking garage and pile into the van before heading out.

I am so nervous. I keep wondering about who I'm gonna meet and I start listing everyone I am a big fan of in my head that might be in London, but come to no conclusion. Finally we arrive at this big building and the area is filled with paparazzi. Jesse reaches for my hand, but I decline. He knows I'm nervous, but I know that Serena needs him and he tends to worry about me too much sometimes thinking I might break. I grab Mikey's hand instead to avoid him reaching for my sister and Sol grabs on to Jeremy before heading out.

When we get out of the van, the lights are flashing everywhere and my name is being shouted repeatedly.

"Luna, over here!"

"Luna, look here!"

"Luna, smile for us!"

I hear a couple paps ask about Bryan, but at this point I'm pretty used to it. The comment that almost made me stop in my tracks is when someone accused Mikey and I of dating, but Mikey pulled me along and finally led me inside of the building.

We are escorted to the lifts and taken to the highest floor in the building. I'm still holding on to Mikey and he really doesn't mind because he knows how anxious I get when I go to new places and I'm pretty sure he knows how nervous I must be that I don't know where we are or who we are meeting.

Suddenly I see a mop of red hair hug Jesse and then I am being introduced.

"Ed, this is my girlfriend Serena and these two," Jess says pointing at my sister and I, "are Luna and Sol, my best friends. They are both big fans, but Luna over here being a fellow musician has been dying to meet you." He smiles at us and shakes are hands sweetly saying hello and laughing at how nervous I must look.

Jesse reminds Ed of the boys while I am left starstruck. I just met Ed fucking Sheeran. I understand I am famous, but I always get starstruck when I meet someone I have always been a fan of.

Suddenly Ed stops talking to the boys and stares at me. Fuck, he's walking towards me.

"Hey, Luna, right? I don't want to get the wrong twin." He laughs a little and I join in because Sol and I are seriously identical and I know a lot of people get confused.

I nod at him and add, "This is really an honour. I am such a huge fan of yours."

"Thank you very much. I'm actually a really big fan of yours too." Shut the fuck up, Ed Sheeran is not a big fan.

"That song you wrote for your fiancee was brilliant. I'm sorry about that by the way."

"Thank you, it was hard to write and finally release, but it lifted a weight off my shoulders when I did." I smile at him sweetly because I am still so dazed that Ed is a fan of mine and that I am handling this so well on the outside and not mimicking my inward reaction.

"We should really make a collab sometime. You have a really sweet voice and I think it would sound really great in contrast with mine. Yeh?" Did he just ask me to make a song with him? I cannot hold in my excitement this time and without thinking twice I bring him in for a hug while saying yes. I notice that I just grabbed Ed and hugged him so I pull back apologising while he just laughs.

I'm assuming something caught his attention behind me because he's no longer looking at me and is waving to someone else. I turn around and now I am really star struck. The one and only Harry Styles is behind me, looking straight at us, and soon enough begins walking towards us.



*Harry's POV*

Liam is sitting down on my couch playing fifa while we wait for the rest of the lads to join us so we can head out to Ed's party. Louis is not meeting up with us for obvious reasons and I'm really not in the mood to see Eleanor. Before all of this, El and I became friends, but I can't look at her the same way after I found out about her and Louis. I feel a vibration in my pocket and take my phone out to check out the text I just received.

From Louis:
"I know I'm gonna be there with her, but I'm going to be thinking of you the whole time. I love you and please don't forget that, Haz"

I sigh before locking my phone and grabbing the other controller to play against Liam. The poor lad has been here for me like never before. He's always around and I know he's afraid I'm gonna lose it because surprisingly for the both of us, I have been very calm about everything. Well, I have been keeping everything bottled up, but I'm so tired of always having to depend on the lads for all of my problems. It seems like Louis and I are always bringing our problems into the boys lives and as much as they say that they don't mind, I know it's taking a toll on them. We all thought that when we became famous things would have gotten easier, but quite frankly our lives just got more difficult. They have to constantly lie about Louis and I, make excuses, and deal with our bullshit drama.

My thoughts are interrupted by a knock on the door and when I open it, Niall, Zayn, and Perrie are waiting outside. I rush them in and we decide to stay a little longer since the party doesn't start for another hour. I pull out some drinks to sort of prepare us for tonight and I know everyone's eying me suspiciously. Every time Louis and I get into a fight I turn to drinking, but I don't let it consume me the way that they make it seem like I do. In all honesty, I haven't been completely sober for more than 8 hours since I found out about Louis and Eleanor, but that's just for right now. I just need something to subside the pain for a little.

After a couple of shots and homemade drinks, I feel like I am drunk enough to look happy at this damn party. It might not be so bad. I can ignore Louis and Eleanor the entire time and follow Ed around. He doesn't mind and plus, he's been wondering what's been going on with me since I've been ignoring his texts so I know he's going to want to talk and once I tell him what happened, he most likely won't leave my side. I'm glad that even after all this bullshit, I still have really good friends that I can count on.

We walk out of my flat and head out to the large car and get inside. The ride to Ed's flat is pretty carefree and fun because since we've all had a couple of drinks in us, we're not really worrying about anything and just talking complete rubbish.

We've finally made it to Ed's and we get out of the car as fast as we can being escorted by our bodyguards to avoid the paps as much as we can. They still get their pictures and ask a bunch of questions that we have been accustomed to drown out as white noise and soon enough we are in the lift climbing up to Ed's floor.

When the doors open I immediately search around for Ed and see him talking to a blonde figure. I assume she notices him waving at me because she turns around. When she does I see one of the most beautiful women I have ever seen. She looks really familiar, but I cant seem to remember exactly where I have seen her. She's probably just one of his groupies or maybe she's his new girl. I haven't spoken to him in a little so maybe the wanker got himself a beaut in my absence.

I walk over to them trying to appear unaffected by her beauty because after all she's probably his girlfriend and I don't want to seem like that douchey friend that hits on his best mate's girl. I have a boyfriend anyways. Or do I? Don't think about Louis, I came here to have a good time.

I hug Ed real quick and once we separate I look at this beautiful girl and introduce myself to her. She looks completely flustered and it's kinda cute, she must be nervous about meeting her boyfriend's best mate.

"Harry, where the fuck have you been this past week, ya fuck?" He laughs and I join in while the beautiful girl just chuckles uncomfortably.

"It's a long story, mate. One to be told at a later time." I see the girl begin to walk away and for some reason I really don't want her to.

"Hey don't leave." I turn to Ed before continuing. "Mate, where the hell are your manners? Are you going to introduce me to your lady?" She looks up at me flushed, did I say something wrong?

"Harry, you dumb ass. I just met her. Remember that singer that I've been going on and on about? Well this is her, her name is Luna."

I turn to her and try to think if that's where I recognised her from, but no song comes to mind. "I'm sorry, love. Didn't mean to embarrass you. You look really familiar, but I can't think of how."

"Well I just started releasing music, but you might have recognised me for my modeling because I've been doing that longer. My sister and I are really well known because we are identical twins and everyone has made a big deal about it." She starts rambling and she seems nervous. Her voice is so sweet and melodic to my ears. What the hell is going on with me.

"I think I have seen you around, yeh. Why do you look so nervous?"

Before she has time to respond, Ed answers for her, "Don't mean to throw you under a bus or anything, Luna, but Harry, she's actually a big fan of yours. I was watching this interview of her on Chelsea Lately and she was saying she was a big fan. Cut her some slack." Ed is laughing and she looks mortified.

I smile at her and tell her not to worry. Ed excuses himself to tend to some guests and she goes to leave again, but I really don't want her to.

"Wait, Luna is it? Don't leave. So you're a big fan?" She blushes a little and nods.

"Yeah, I hope this doesn't come out making me look like a complete weirdo, but yeah I'm a big fan. I have been since you guys were on xFactor and I haven't stopped loving you guys since." She's speaking really rushed and I can tell she's nervous.

"Well, I feel like such an ass because I haven't even heard your songs before. Maybe you can enlighten me?" I smile at her and suddenly realise I'm flirting with her. Fuck it, what's the worst that can happen?

"You want a drink, love? Maybe you can show me one of your songs."

She nods before adding, "I would love a drink, I don't know about the song though because I don't think I could handle singing to you right now without royally messing up." We both laugh a little and I lead her to the bar Ed has set up and ask the guy behind it for a scotch. She orders a long island and soon enough we are both sipping away quietly.

"You're really beautiful by the way." I had to tell her, I couldn't keep it in.

"Yeah, well you're not so bad yourself." She smiles up at me and fuck, what is going on with me?

"If you're going to get this flirty with me with just one drink, I think I might just have to get you another one." I smirk at her and without thought she brings her lips next to my ear.

"Who says I was flirting?" She whispers and lingers by my ear for a little longer and I can feel her hot breath on me making me wild. She backs away and asks for another long island and four tequila shots.

"Alright, Styles, let's take some shots." We down them and I'm surprised that she doesn't even scrunch her face like most girls do when they drink. Luna looks so damn innocent, but I don't think there is anything innocent about her right now.

We begin talking about the dumbest things, intellectual things, funny things, everything. She shows me some of her modeling pictures on her phone and now I know why she looks so familiar. She's on almost every high fashion magazine cover.

We are really close to each other and every once in a while, one of us does something to brush up against each other just to feel some contact. I am completely drunk at this point and I don't know how much time has passed.

I feel someone tapping on my shoulder and when I turn around I see a very jealous Louis Tomlinson.

"Harry, can we talk?"

"I'm kinda busy right now, Louis." His face softens and he looks down like he's ready to cry. Fuck!

"Alright just hold on." I turn to Luna and excuse myself telling her I would be right back and tell Louis to follow me while I walk to Ed's room where we are secluded from the rest of the party.
"What do you want, Louis?"

"I miss you, Harry. Why were you all over that slut?"

"Louis, stop. You don't even know her. Why does it matter anyways, we aren't together right now."

"So this is it? We are over?" his voice is soft and he looks crushed.

"Louis, I don't know. You know what I do know, that I came to this party to have some fun and to escape our drama. So please, go do you tonight and let me do me." I walk out without giving him time to respond and look for Luna.

I look around for a while and when I find her, she's in a group with six other people leaning on some fully tatted guy. What the fuck? I thought we were having a good time together. As I'm about to walk away she notices me, gets off the fucking dumb ass she was on, and motions for me to come up to her.

I smile awkwardly and she walks to my side.

"This is my sister Sol and my best friend Serena." She motions to two girls, one being her exact replica. Thank god they are not wearing the same clothes because I would definitely confuse them. The other is a bit shorter than them and she has beautiful long and dark brown hair.

"These over here are also my best friends, Jeremy, Mikey, and Jesse, Serena's boyfriend." Way to jump to conclusions, Harry. The 'douche' is her best friend's boyfriend.

"Guys this is Harry."

"Yeah, not shit Lu. I had no idea." They guy that is dating her best friend, Jesse is his name I think, tells her and she just flicks him off. They act like siblings and it's kind of funny.

"How do you guys know each other?" I ask them.

"Well, my sister I and have known Serena since we were little girls. I met Jesse when I was 14 in highschool and they became a band shortly after. We're all like a big family now." She smiles at them fondly and it makes me think of my lads and how we really are like a family too.

"They are actually in a band called The Neighbourhood. Have you heard of them?" She looks at me so lovingly that I almost forgot her question.

"Umm, I don't know. I'm really bad with this kind of stuff." I answer and it's quite embarrassing. I must sound like such a self-absorbed asshole, but I just don't really pay attention to new celebrities. She smiles at me again though, they all do as if not caring. They really are a cool bunch.

"Do you wanna go get some more drinks?" I whisper in Luna's ear and she begins to fluster before looking up at me, staring straight into my eyes and then nodding.

"Guys, I'm gonna go get a couple of more drinks with Harry. Don't do anything stupid." She smiles at them and they all nod at her sarcastically as if to be saying, 'yes, mum'

As we are beginning to walk away, Jesse yells at us, "Harold, you take care of my little girl now." I know he was joking, but there seems to be some truth to what he is saying. I look down at Luna and she's blushing while scolding Jesse and I look up at him and nod, making a silent promise to him that she will be fine.

I put my arm around her waist and guide her to the bar while we order an endless amount of shots and mixed drinks. Just when I am having the most fun I have been the whole night, this whole damn week, I hear her laugh, Eleanor's laugh. When I look in her direction, she's draped all over Louis and he's hugging her closely. They walk towards us and Louis brings her even closer to him, as if it's even possible.

He looks straight at Luna and extends his hand to her, "Hey, I'm Louis, I don't think we had the pleasure of meeting earlier. Harry didn't think of introducing us." He tells her in his nicest voice, but I know him, I know that he wants to kill her and he wants to ruin my night.

"Hi, my name is Luna. I'm such a big fan. It's nice to meet you." She's nervous and she inches closer to me, I can see Louis' jealousy even if Luna can't.

"This is my girlfriend Eleanor." Louis motions to El and I want to disappear. Eleanor shakes Luna's hand and whispers a hello to me. I just nod nonchalantly and look away.

"Do you wanna dance, love? Let's let these two lovebirds have some alone time at the bar. We've been hogging it all night." She looks up at me and nods. We say goodbye to Louis and Eleanor and I know that if looks could kill, not only would Luna be dead, but so would I.

I escort Luna to the terrace of Ed's flat. There are only a couple of people out here and the music is really loud. We start dancing on each other and I start to wonder why I hadn't thought of this before. Our dancing was pretty timid at first, but out of nowhere, I'm assuming it was a burst of confidence in her, she turns around and her bum is placed right on my crotch. She's grinding on me and I can't help but place my hands on her waist. She leans her head back onto my shoulder and my lips find their way to her neck. I haven't placed them there yet, but I know the slight puff of air that escape my lips from the dancing and what she's doing to me is reaching her sensitive spots. She moves her head a little closer and my lips finally attach to her, skin to skin. I start kissing her softly up and down her neck, to her ear. I nibble and suck on her ear a little and a quiet moan escapes her lips. One, that was loud enough for me to hear, but not enough for rest of the people outside.

I turn her around before and connect our lips and to kissing her softly, inching her to the rail on the terrace. She kisses me more feverishly and at first we can't find a matching rhythm, but in time we are kissing each other in the most perfect way. She opens her mouth and I take the opportunity to slide my tongue in and explore every crevice that lies behind her beautiful lips. She pushes her hips upward rubbing against mine and we are literally dry humping, but it can be excused for dirty dancing.

I inch away from her, placing one last soft kiss to her lips before whispering something I did not think I would be saying to anyone tonight, "Wanna come back to my flat?" She mimics the soft kiss I had just given her before replying with such a satisfactory yes.

Notes

Okay so wow, I just spent like a good five minutes editing this because wattpad doesn't let me know when I misspell something and I misspelled A LOT in this chapter trying to finish it as fast as possible.

Anyways, I hope you like it and this is my final update. Well, I'm going to try to write another chapter now, but I don't know when I'll be putting that up. It'll be in the next week, hopefully sooner.

I just have my last couple of weeks of class for this semester so I don't know how I'll busy I'll be, but I'll definitely try to update.

Love you guys, let me know what you think xx

Comments

@hazzaedwardstyles
Awh, hey darling. I'm so glad you liked it. I'm sorry I haven't updated. I have been writing, but I haven't finished the chapter and I keep going back and editing because when you guys read it, I want it to be perfect. I might update tonight, if not tomorrow. Thank you for the support! Much love xxx <3

onceshesmiled onceshesmiled
8/12/14

I really liked this! When will you be writing another chapter?